the only thing you ever gave me were black and blue eyes
and it always ended in me letting out cries
you would come home angry and scream in my face
and waste no time showing me i was a disgrace
and always threatened me said not to tell
but everyone knew i was going through hell
why should i have to pay for your crime
why should i have to take the time
to cover up the scars ane emotions you left for me
when the teachers and doctors knew i was leaning out with my plea for safety
i will never for get how you came home at night
and the only emotion i felt was pure fright
now that your gone for good
i can say that i never quite understood
what i did wrong for you to do that to me
but now your gone and i am free
and it always ended in me letting out cries
you would come home angry and scream in my face
and waste no time showing me i was a disgrace
and always threatened me said not to tell
but everyone knew i was going through hell
why should i have to pay for your crime
why should i have to take the time
to cover up the scars ane emotions you left for me
when the teachers and doctors knew i was leaning out with my plea for safety
i will never for get how you came home at night
and the only emotion i felt was pure fright
now that your gone for good
i can say that i never quite understood
what i did wrong for you to do that to me
but now your gone and i am free
Hey everyone! I just needed ya to know what is the big controversey in Utah is right now (and yes it does have to do with child abuse). Ok So Lonnie Johnson has more than 21 felonies of child sexual abuse against him, but guess what. THEY ARE LETTING HIM FREE!!!! 21 felonies!!! And they are letting this rapist go!!! this is something I am highly against!!! How are you going to allow someone who's raped over 21 girls ranging from the ages of 8-10!!!! This is something I find very very wrong!!!! I have a link that will be below to an article about this whole thing going on. Have a nice day.
Byez,
Emmie
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Byez,
Emmie
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The black belt whipped against my bare skin
Not screaming in pain
Not daring to shed a tear
The screaming
Rings in my ear
While I shake with fear
Wondering what did I do so wrong
To deserve this
I feel like I am worthless
Every time I speak
It’s all wrong
The curses stings in my heart
Where it is slowly turning into a rock
So I won’t feel any pain
But I must ask
What did I do wrong?
I promise I’ll listen
I promise not to judge you
I promise
Please I want to make things right
Only if you let me
But if you don’t
I’ll walk the earth forever and ever
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Not screaming in pain
Not daring to shed a tear
The screaming
Rings in my ear
While I shake with fear
Wondering what did I do so wrong
To deserve this
I feel like I am worthless
Every time I speak
It’s all wrong
The curses stings in my heart
Where it is slowly turning into a rock
So I won’t feel any pain
But I must ask
What did I do wrong?
I promise I’ll listen
I promise not to judge you
I promise
Please I want to make things right
Only if you let me
But if you don’t
I’ll walk the earth forever and ever
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~not written by me truly sad