You don’t know what you get yourself into, and the worst part is that you never can see or feel how it hurts you until everything is over, until that moment when you go too far happens and you realize what you did. And so you promise that it’s over, but over time you go back to it, slowly and assuredly. Then you’re caught, or you reach your limit again, and you say you’re done again. Then you say that you’ll make sure not to slip up, but eventually you do, and it becomes normal. And over time it’s all you can think about, and even if you don’t want to do it, you end up putting...
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