Part of the explanation, to why I became so bitter, is I am being drugged, sedated, possibly by Samara Morgan, the more sedated I get the more bitchy I become. I maybe a little passed time to be friends, you can tell I don't want you tortured in Hell, I simply want you to feel alone, like you only chose to care about yourself and no one else. You always thought your mom was right for doing what she did. You having been taken in by Freddy like a guardian. You always hoped you would do the same thing as your mother, given the situation. I miss having a friend, I've been alone a lot lately, I know everyone hates me. Everyone has hated me since The Wicked Witches died. Like they all followed their super predator leaders, to be my friend, now everyone follows you, attacks me, tears me into shreds, worships the devil, I thought in the begging someone would care, now I know everyone only cares for themselves. The only time I yelled at my ex, was that I loved her, I would lay balled up on the ground, she yelling that I was acting like a baby. I really liked giving massages. I really liked in sex, hearing the word no, she would actually say, ok, that meant no, because I would always listen, being able to fluently stop sex and be even happier about it, the most important thing about sleeping with someone. If I continue to be drugged I may get pissed again, sorry, you said a lot of shit about me, that is bull shit, bull shit after bull shit after bull shit. You treated me like shit, just like everyone else does, I just wanted a friend, I don't have any. You can make friends with the enemy, I won't ever and don't ever wish to.