(my mind)
i always thought that love was supposed to set u free...guess i was wrong. love is a beautiful thing but it's only beautiful with the right person. i was madly i love with someone by the name of ralph macchio. but who wouldnt be? he had it all. looks, smile, personality. and just to think that i fell for him. i wish that loving someone was as simple as thinking bout it.
mom: oh look your first picture of you...
me: mum i am not gonna be gone forever
mom: yeah i know but your not gonna be with me all the time
me: mum stop making me feel so bad...believe me going to L.A. is probably one of the best choices for me. besides i will call you
mom: well a phony little phone call is not gonna be good enough...your my little girl...
me: mum, i'am 21 years old
mom: honey this isnt 1976 anymore you just can't go some where and expect nothing to happen
me: mum, it's 1982...not 1964!!!!! i'am not going into war or anything....it's all good.
mom: well i guess...a bird's gotta leave the nest sometime...(she starts crying)
me: mum come here (i give mum a huge hug) mum i will call...i know it's gonna be pretty empty here with pop being gone...but u got charlie
mom: well i guess...have you said bye to charlie?
me: yeah but he did'nt listen...ugggggg mom i dont trust him...
mom: now you listen..dont you worry bout me. ok? i will be fine(car horn beeps) looks like your ride is here
me:(i look out the window) and so it is
mom: now you have everything
me: yes
mom: clothes, food, car, friend, plane tickets,....
me: MOM!!!!!!!! i got everything!!!!!!!!
mom: i am sorry...
me: it's ok
skylar: hurry up!!!!!!!!!!!
me: well mum i got to go
mom: yeah ok....ummmmmmmm bye
me: bye
mom: love you
me: love you too
(in the car)
skylar: so you ready for L.A.?
me: kinda....
skylar: oh come on wat do you mean kinda?
me: idk if it's all actually worth it...
skylar: oh come on...listen once we get there you will find that these modeling jobs were meant for us
me: .............................
skylar: woooooooooooooooo L.A. here we come!!!!!
me: (laughing) your soooooo stupid
skylar: hey it's not a crime u knw!!!
me: well 4 you it should be...
skylar: (sarcasticly) hahaha...do u got the plane tickets?????
me: yeperzzzzzz
skylar: omg dude i almost forgot...look what i got! (she pulls out a box of condoms)
me: dude what the hell do you have those for?????
skylar: well i want to make sure that i'am prepared...for...you know
me: ugggggg so nauseating...
skylar: ohhhh come on your like what...21? and your STILL a virgin????
me: hey!!!!! i just want to make sure that i save it for the right person...
skylar: well in L.A. i think you will find that special some one...believe me...
(we pull up to the airport)
skylar: well lets go
me: you ready?
skylar: i'am ready freddie!!!
END OF CHAPTER 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
