I looked through my bag again and found a pen and paper, I then started to write my letter

Dear whoever reads this
Firstly alisha you have been the bestest friend a girl could ever have and I love you with all my heart, we have been friends for like ever and now it's my time to go, thank you for always pushing me towards my dreams and because of you I found the love of my life lol during camping
Lakinda I know we haven't known eachother for very long but your already a great friend and I do hope you and ray ray stay together forever because you truly are destined to be together

Ray Ray we have had our ups and downs but through all of that you have the most beautiful heart and you have a beautiful girlfriend to share it with so keep hold of her she's a keeper
Autumn: I've known you since the beggining of school and we became the greastest of friends by just sharing jokes with eachother, im really sorry for blaming prodigy for all of this and I really hope you have forgiven me

Prodigy Im sorry for blaming you for all of this I just needed to take it out on someone and you were easiest to tackle, im really sorry for hurting you and I really hope you and autumn stay together and don't fight

Roc you have been the most sweet,kind sharing and helpful to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to and I love you so much or that, please don't ever change, I wish I could say goodbye properly but I have to go
PRINCETON I love you so much I can't even describe it everytime you talk i shiver, Everytime you say my name I feel like the most special girl in the world, when you hug me or even touch me I end up staring straight into your georgous brown eyes and I feel like im melting
we've been through so much during this realtionship and alot of the times you end up getting hurt and I can't see you getting hurt all the time because of me So I hope you know why im doing this, I hope you forgive me and know that im doing this for you so you can have a better life I love you my little afro puff get well soon baby

I love all of you with all my heart and please forgive me for what im about to do
My life hasn't been going very well latley and I don't know what to do anymore so please forgive me and if you dont mind me asking please dont forget me

Love from leah(signed with a heart)


I finished writing my letter, I looked back over it and it was all smudged because of my tears and it had a little blood on it from the cuts and it was very messy because I was scared, cold and I was still shaking really bad
I went into my bag and I got out the knife I brought from home "I knew this would be useful"
I lifted the knife and put it straight to my chest "Please god don't let this be to painful, Goodbye world, I love you"
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