the world is damned.
You hide your fear and
think you're safe.
But fear finds everyone
sooner or later.
You hide your feelings
not to be hurt.
You lock your heart
not to feel.
You choose the words
covered with lies,
since the truth might
lead to repentance.
So you run to where
you find your peace.
You run there to find
your comfort.
The place of your own
creation,
place full of hope,
your shelter.
In there you're alive,
in the place
of your mind.
The place where you
release all your desires,
place where you hide
from your own failures.
Echoing sounds through the hallway as floorboards click into thier place.
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each second takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated by a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can you wake
02.59
For it takes you back
02.58
To where you started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each second takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated by a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can you wake
02.59
For it takes you back
02.58
To where you started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps
Everyday,
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.
Well things started to change.
I used to hear dogs barking.
Cats clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.
I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.
Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.
I would tell you what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for you to understand.
Just dont worry about it.
Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.
Well things started to change.
I used to hear dogs barking.
Cats clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.
I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.
Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.
I would tell you what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for you to understand.
Just dont worry about it.
Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.
I loved you so much
I thought about you everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.
I love you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.
Everytime in the halls,
And I passed by you,
My heart would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought you liked me too.
We have been friends for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
You aren't there anymore.
I never got to tell you how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much you helped through tough times.
I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.
I thought about you everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.
I love you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.
Everytime in the halls,
And I passed by you,
My heart would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought you liked me too.
We have been friends for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
You aren't there anymore.
I never got to tell you how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much you helped through tough times.
I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.
When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a knife and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right by my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my knife but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
You caught me on the verge of death.
You saved me,
You cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the next day you died,
The next day I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
You came,
I saw,
You wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a knife and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right by my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my knife but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
You caught me on the verge of death.
You saved me,
You cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the next day you died,
The next day I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
You came,
I saw,
You wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.
You kissed another girl but why couldn't that be me?
Then you say I love you to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When you hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When you protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When you hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When you tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?
When you make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When you see her smile and start kissing her, why can't that be me?
Then you say I love you to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When you hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When you protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When you hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When you tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?
When you make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When you see her smile and start kissing her, why can't that be me?
Here I lay so pale and weak
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.
Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk or breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my heart or head.
People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.
Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk or breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my heart or head.
People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.
can be so sweet and disturbing
the same time.
I look at you stealthily,
admiring the beauty of your body.
Oh this can't be real,
oh am i falling in love again?
Should i stop?
Am i being reckless?
Does he look at me the same way
i look at him?
Too many questions,
don't know what to think,
my heart is so full of him,
i don't want to think.
If i kiss him,
will it be that sweet as i imagined?
Oh,save me,
my heart is so full of him!
I'm such a coward when he's around,
trembling on every small attention
he's been giving to me.
But,he sees.
He sees that very well.
He knows my heart is almost his,
and he's playing this game,
he's vain,and i'm just a catch.
Oh will he betray me?
I should have thought of that
before.
I shouldn't let that happen
so fast.
But now it's too late,
isn't it?
I buried my fears so deep
i thought i fooled them.
But they are always awake
and aware.
The fears of my own know
that very well...
My heart is so full of him.
Of what,
of who?
Could it hurt,
could the pain return again?
There's me holding that
cold glass of wine,
staring at her,
trying to forget...
There's he,
sad and distant
like usual.
Oh why,
oh why?
There's me again,but this time
i was happy.
So happy for all those sweet
kisses he gave me...
And again he,looking at me
and wondering...
Oh i should have known!
Inside my fantasy i seek
for his kisses that
poisoned my body,
i search for the reason,
trying to see...
There's he again,
oh his kisses,
what did he do to me,
oh he fooled me again...
Nothing was real,
he was wondering,
oh he was trying to see
her in my eyes,
oh...
He gave me all that sweetness,
but he belongs to her.
Oh,he's so sad because of her.
He's so distant because of her.
Oh,he disrupt my dreams
because of her.
ME^.^YOU
a simple word
for a special world
for you and me
a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see
it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb
this simple word
was created from the Moon
for you and me
in space and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you
in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you
that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU
i want to love you
like no one else
could ever love me
like you do
will you ever
forgive me
to love you
like I do?
to accept the truth
about who you really are?
Maybe,
maybe that's who i am...
A frightened girl
that has created
her own world of fantasy
just to protect herself
from all those dark thoughts
that could ruin her peace.
Inside this agony of love
she lets the fear to enter,
she lets the tears dripping
so slowly,
intensively.
But,
every inch of my body
yearn to feel your
soft hands.
Desire will be locked
deep inside myself,
to burn there,
to fly there...
To you,
my love. ♥
time goes by
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want you now
my sweety pie
you are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with you in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing you were right beside me
looking through
you are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess images
are disapearing
you are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
you call to me
through the waves of life
you are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I love you bree with all my heart
forever you will have my love
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want you now
my sweety pie
you are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with you in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing you were right beside me
looking through
you are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess images
are disapearing
you are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
you call to me
through the waves of life
you are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I love you bree with all my heart
forever you will have my love
miss you love
you disapear
your like a ghost
but I do not fear
Behind my tears
you never come
I miss your face
the angelic grace
I miss you love
you I cannot see
I cannot speak
it's been forever love
sice I've talked to you
I miss you more
than I ever loved
love is love
and missing you is sad
I need to see you
to talk to you
I need to love you again
I always love you but I miss loving you to your fave
love
love love
come back
mysteriously the rose petals have all turned black
the flame is blowing out
and warmth is torn from me
I miss you love
please come back to me
my arms are waiting and I need you more than ever
I miss you love
you disapear
your like a ghost
but I do not fear
Behind my tears
you never come
I miss your face
the angelic grace
I miss you love
you I cannot see
I cannot speak
it's been forever love
sice I've talked to you
I miss you more
than I ever loved
love is love
and missing you is sad
I need to see you
to talk to you
I need to love you again
I always love you but I miss loving you to your fave
love
love love
come back
mysteriously the rose petals have all turned black
the flame is blowing out
and warmth is torn from me
I miss you love
please come back to me
my arms are waiting and I need you more than ever
I miss you love
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet
somebody like you
I never dreamed I'd love
somebody like you
No I didn't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in love with you
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
And I don't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in love with you
The world was on fire and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
Love is brittle madness
This world is only gonna break our hearts
But my heart already fell … for you
(Written and performed by the great Chris Isaac)
