Sad Poem

Oh Payton why did you go,
I miss you,
You never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
You were the sun and I was the shade,
You never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without you I could die,
I was so sad when you moved,
You didn't care when you moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish you had met me

Every night I can't go to bed cause
of you,
And each night i wish you will
move back where you belong,
Also wish you loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope you like it its for
my love Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he said hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
love with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he said hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she said no for me
And he never ever said anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from you and the things you've become.
Don't you remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do you remember at all?
Now my hatred for you is growing strong.
Every insult you throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much more can I take?
Now do you see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are you glad that you killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course you don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My heart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends or something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

You've got some real demons,
You know that right?

Love and hate,
Black a white.
You don't know which is which,
Darkness or light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
You don't want to understand

You want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
You won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
You know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

one day you will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when you fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though you did me wrong and even though you shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though you said you cared even though you werent really there and you made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with you tearing down the walls of everything and everyone you ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white bed sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven or hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating heart of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
love like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do you truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen by my personality or by my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do you really think i eat or sleep
do you think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a month the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me or kick me
do you really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood by her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so next time you see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening
BY ROBERT FROST

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

My soul is fild with sadness.
My dad is dead.
My mom is in prison.
and me,siting alone
in the darkness.
so don't even bother with me.
I cry in the dark by my brother.
He says will mom ever come back.
i said no she'll never forgive us.
my brother's eyes fill with tears
my life is now useless for all i know
i sit there sighing and breathing heavily
as the smoke of the city streets fills my lungs
i soon become weak
i lay on the stine cold gravel
some say im dying
and others say i was supposed to die

where does the life start
and the hoplesness end?
where do the fun times
dissapear to?
why can't i look into your eyes
and see your happiness?
why do you have to steal mine?
the answer to these questions are simple
you have no love for me
yet you lead me on,
pretend you do
you want me i know,
but for what?
the happiness
i can not see in your eyes
is not because its not there
but because you suck mine away.
you leave my eyes dull and empty
shadows of what i once was
the person i long to be now
one of the loved
-Megan

The trees always seemed to shake.
And the pretty still calm lake.
The calm wind blowing in my face.
Oh, look two young deer having a race.
Look at those bees in a beehive up in that tree.
While a butterfly perches on my knee.
The sweet smell of dozens of fresh flowers.
Look!
A beautiful rose!
And a small blue bird.
There it goes.
As I hum, the mockingjay is my echo.
Oh no it’s ALMOST time to go.
The grass is as green and fresh as lime.
As I look at my watch wondering if it’s time to go.
Sadly, yes it’s time.
As I watch from a distance a bear behind a tree scratching it’s back.
Uh-oh I think it’s going to attack!
I go run away.
Hoping I can come back another day.
The forest is sometimes dangerous, but it’s beautiful, calm, and quiet.
But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye this way. :(