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Anyone please help me. A year ago.. I was only twelve. I was still a child. I believed in Peter with all my heart. At night I would wake up to hearing someone tap my window. I would see what looked like a firefly dart outside my window. Even once I heard a boys laughter, when I sat up no one was there. Over a few months.. I guess I got so tied up in everything with my parents practically forcing me to grow up that I even forgot about my experiences until I remembered them a few minutes ago. I still believe in Peter, even when my parents were forcing me to grow up I still believed. Ever since the beginning of seventh grade... I haven't gotten a single sign. Except for when i found a few acorns in my room and the acorn I had left on the window sill was gone. I just need help. I've always believed in Peter... I just haven't gotten a sign... Has he forgotten about me?