how do i get peter pan to visit me?

im thirteen years old and have been believing in peter pan till the age of two, one day my mother heard me crying that he would never come and she told me he wasent real but i didint stop beleiving ive tried everything from singing to telling stories yet ive had no experineces.my dreams normally envolve peter pan but nothing more.
my nan died last year but that gave my faimly a rough time i just wish i could go to never land so much.
does anyone know ways i could definatly meet peter pan and go to neverland persides singing,telling storries,wishing,saying i do believe in faries,sitting by window and watching peter pan movie?