Turns out I was nervous for nothing! Nobody suspected that I was, me, they all think I'm Alice.
"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded by the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did you tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I said weakly.
"No! How could you this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed duck that was on my end table and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, you have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One day a popular girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, elephant and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
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"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded by the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did you tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I said weakly.
"No! How could you this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed duck that was on my end table and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, you have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One day a popular girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, elephant and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
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Authors note- So do you like it? PLEASE COMMENT!!! I want to hear your ideas! If you have any questions or ideas comment on this or message, or Meebo(If I'm on)!(:
This Is The News We Have All Been Waiting For, And Now We Have It!
On A Current Affair tonight, the One Direction boys themselves announced the details of their 2013 tour to Australia!
The boys will be playing full stadium shows in Brisbane, Sydney, Melbourne, Adelaide and Perth!
The ticket go on sale on 28th April 2012 at 10am through Tickettek!
Best news ever? We think so!
ONE DIRECTION AUSTRALIAN TOUR DATES
BRISBANE:
WEDNESDAY 11TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
THURSDAY 12TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SYDNEY:
SATURDAY 14TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SUNDAY 15TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
MELBOURNE:
THURSDAY 19TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
FRIDAY 20TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
ADELAIDE:
TUESDAY 24TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
PERTH:
SATURDAY 28TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SUNDAY 29TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
On A Current Affair tonight, the One Direction boys themselves announced the details of their 2013 tour to Australia!
The boys will be playing full stadium shows in Brisbane, Sydney, Melbourne, Adelaide and Perth!
The ticket go on sale on 28th April 2012 at 10am through Tickettek!
Best news ever? We think so!
ONE DIRECTION AUSTRALIAN TOUR DATES
BRISBANE:
WEDNESDAY 11TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
THURSDAY 12TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SYDNEY:
SATURDAY 14TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SUNDAY 15TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
MELBOURNE:
THURSDAY 19TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
FRIDAY 20TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
ADELAIDE:
TUESDAY 24TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
PERTH:
SATURDAY 28TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
SUNDAY 29TH SEPTEMBER, 2013
Please, if your a One Direction fan please read this: link
It's very important and sad. If you can do anything to help let me know. Especially if you have a twitter account. We have to keep these things trending. If you can help then Tweet me at @LiamsLilShawty How would you feel if you just wanted to live a normal life working on your career in another country and people constantly called you a threat and/or a terrorists. Just think about this. Thank you and Merry Christmas.
It's very important and sad. If you can do anything to help let me know. Especially if you have a twitter account. We have to keep these things trending. If you can help then Tweet me at @LiamsLilShawty How would you feel if you just wanted to live a normal life working on your career in another country and people constantly called you a threat and/or a terrorists. Just think about this. Thank you and Merry Christmas.