Ash P.O.V.
-hey Ash how’s it going with the boys? I know you’ve been rushing lately but, she started.
-Lou I need a break I know it’s only been 1 month but I can’t handle it anymore. It’s too much at the same time.
-calm down sweetie. How much time will you need?
-I don’t know 3 weeks maybe is it ok? Can I come back after?
-of course, just make sure to find a replacement.

I made a few more calls and finally found someone to replace me while I was gone; she seems sweet. Then I headed to the boys room to tell them the news. I don’t know how I’ll do that. Even if I’m mad at them they’ll miss me and I will probably cry. It wouldn’t make such a difference I already have big red eyes for crying all night long and not getting any sleep. When I was about to open the door I heard my name coming from the room.
- We should apologize and make a surprise for her, said one of the voice.
That was Niall. I entered their room without knocking and I found myself looking at a naked Harry. Jeez he was freaking hot! No I hate him. I looked away; All the other boys were at a table talking.
-Guys we need to talk, I said.
-sure come and join, said Liam with a smile
-no I’ll just stay here. I’m leaving guys...
-What? Shouted Zayn.
-you can’t do that you’re our favorite stylist of times, Said Louis.
-You-u-u are leaving you can’t do that to your best friend, said Nialler with trembles in his voice.
-sorry Niall, I’m coming back I just need a break, 3 weeks only. I found a substitute. She seems nice. I just need to go back to a normal life.
I started crying. When I say crying it is CRYING. I left the room and the last thing I saw has the tears coming down on Harry’s face and Niall’s face buried in Zayn’s shoulder.

I was gone, all my suitcases were full and I was going at the airport to go back to Canada. I texted El and Danielle to tell them the news because they were mad and I didn’t want to annoy them. The flight was the longest in my entire life. I got use to travel with the boys, but now I was alone.

It’s my first day of school I’m exhausted it is 7 A.M. It’s been one month I haven’t get up that early and it’s awful.

At school
Everybody is asking me where I was for the past month. Thank god Amy and Chels held their promise. I just say I was in vacation. I’m very glad to see all of my friends but classes are so boring nothing like the past month.
- So can somebody tell me what...means? Ashley?
-what?
-what’s the answer?
-euh...
-were you paying attention?
-of course.
I was in fact thinking about the boys we haven’t talk since I left.

1 week later
I forgot to tell you that I’m taking one month of holiday instead of just 3 weeks so there are 2 left. I was in French class when my phone buzzed. What could it be I looked at Chels than at Amy it wasn’t them. When we text in class we make eye contacts. I looked at the screen: Nialler big love <3<3. OMG how could it be him I opened the text:
We’re coming to get you! We can’t handle it anymore. The girl who has taken your place is awful so we’re in the plane and coming.
Me: And how will you do this without an address?
Him: We know the name of your school!
That’s right I gave it to them.
Me: You can’t do that! I hate you and I don’t want to see you guys until my holiday are over!
They can’t just come in my classroom with everybody in it.