Part 1: It’s not One direction without you, Zayn
Zayn’s POV:
When I opened my eyes, all I could see was white.
“Where am I, now? Heaven?” I asked myself
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice. It was Liam’s:
“Oh, Zayn! He has been conscious!”
Four boys of One direction ran to my bed. They all looked so tired and worried, especially Niall.
“Where am I?” I asked them.
Harry said quietly:
“You are in hospital, Zayn. We are so worried about you!”
Niall looked so angry and disappointed. He was even about to punch me but luckily Liam prevented him in time. He gave me a black look and shouted at me:
“Zayn, who do you think you are? Why did you do that? I know that you are desperate. But if with you, your life had been not important, you still should have thought for us, for this group. You were fucking irresponsible!”
“Niall, we will talk later. Now Zayn is still very weak” Louis said.
Niall cursed:
“Shut up, Louis! I have to say right now. Zayn, you used to be very strong but these days I realize that you let yourself fall into the dark. You are not Zayn that I used to know. You think that the death can solve every problem? Damn you. Your grandfather passed away and you feel desperate. But now if you are dead, how can this band exist? Because it’s not One direction without you, Zayn!”
Niall angrily ran out of the room and slammed the door at us. Liam immediately ran after him.
Harry held my hand tightly and said:
“Zayn, Niall was so worried about you. He almost fainted when he saw you…”
“But I didn’t commit a suicide. I only took some pills to sleep…” I told them.
Louis gave me a piece of apple and smiled:
“However, never do like that again. Niall is right. All of us really need you.”
Looking at their eyes, I understood how stupid I was when I did like that. I would apologize to Niall. I would gain my confidence again. With One direction, I could do everything.
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Bella’s POV
These days, I was up to my ears in homework that I couldn’t meet Niall. I missed him a lot and was a bit angry as he even didn’t call me once.
Then I was doing chemistry excercises when my phone rang. Oh, it was Niall. Finally he had to call me.
“Niall, Vas happening? I’m doing my homework.” I answered the phone, pretending to sulk.
He said tiredly:
“Bella…Come here right now…I need you…”
“Oh my god, Niall! Where are you now?” I worried
“Home!” He seemed to be crying.
I immediately got dressed and took a taxi to his house, wondering what had happened to him.
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