I will..go out..in the street..and just...walk.. and..look at the sky...and..sing his songs..and..I don't know..I don't have friends who love Michael the way I do or who would understand how I will feel..on june 25th..or every day.. so I'll be alone.. wandering around..thinking of him and crying probably.. and praying to God that Paris, Prince and sweet Blanket are okay.. and the family is giving them love and taking care of them so they don't feel the pain..as much..