After watching that hologram performance of Michael Jackson, I was completely mesmerized in awe of what people can do with technology; however,just like some of you,I've some mixed emotions in regards to the postumous digitally enhanced live performance from Michael Jackson via hologram. I wasn't too hyped up upon learning about the hologram being featured at the Billboard Music Awards, but I was quite curious to what it was going to be like, so looked it and I was quite impressed. Whether the hologram was real or not, it was history in the making in the music industry, and it go down in television...

The next day, Jessie and I went to my giving tree after we took a shower to see how it looks during the dawn. She crossed her legs over mine “It's beautiful." Jessie said as I looked at her while she looked at the dawn “It makes you feel something. It's just...magical." I said as she laid on my chest “Michael, have you ever fell in love with someone else and ever wondered if they love you too?" Jessie asked as I kissed her forehead “Yes. Lots of people do....when they fall in love." I held her hand “I asked you because of me and Leslie." She said as I frowned “Oh." I said as my...

Michael and Lisa were getting ready to go "Alright you guys, Lisa it was nice meeting you." I said as Lisa smiled and went in the car as Michael told her he'll be there in a second as he kissed my cheek "Nesha....I still love you. I still want you...badly. I can't stop thinking about you." He whispered as I rested my head on his shoulder "Michael, I want you too baby. But....you have someone who loves you too. I'll wait for you though. Bye." I whispered, as I gently kissed his cheek. We said goodbye and hugged as the tears rolled down my face "Don't cry...please don't cry." Michael said as...

I woke up next to Asad "Hey, lover." I whispered, gently nibbling on his earlobe "Hi, Nesha. That tickles." He giggled as I stopped as I got up and cooked some breakfast "No work today?" Asad asked as I chuckled "I wish. After work I'm gonna visit a friend of mine." I put his plate on the table while I did the same. When I was done , I drove to the jail where Michael was and signed a paper to go in and talk to him. I walked in and there were inmates talking to there parents and loved ones. They were crying to them, begging, and pulling their hair out because of the point in there lives now...

The following week was so tiring I had finally got the last box of stuff into my new apartment I had done most of it myself Jackie insisted that he help me but I told him that I wanted to do it myself, I hated to be a bother.
my birthday party was awesome I had a good time with all my friends that I haven't seen in a while and my mission to get sara and marlon together was a succeed they have been dateing for two days now.
As I sat the box down I finally got a chance to sit down and relax
as I was just about to unpack the first box the door bell rang huh it was probably Jackie.
but to my supprise...

January 1, 2015,

I looked around the hospital room and said "I'm so glad that I can finally go home! I didn't expect it to take that many days for me to be rehydrated enough to go home!" Kyle said as we walked out to my truck "what do you think your family is going to say when they find out that you're pregnant with my baby?" I said "you heard what the doctor said to me yesterday; I can't be stressed out and I can pretty much guarantee you that a few people in particular are going to raise my stress level once they find out I'm pregnant again! The whole reason I passed out in the first place...

January 1, 2013,

I was just getting back to Neverland after filming the pilot episode of "my stepbrother is a secret agent" and I'm excited because this new job has way better work hours than my music career does. I'm not saying that I'm giving up on music but, I do need a break from it for a while and surprisingly my manager Frank took the news very well.

It was just a little after 10 o'clock in the morning when I walked through the front door and Kyle was in the kitchen making pancakes. I walked up behind him and kissed his neck as he said "I can already tell that I'm going to like having you...

January 7, 2012,

I walked through the front door of Aunt Latoya's house and she was still away on business. I went down to the spare bedroom and Carter was taking a nap while Kyle was lying on the bed. I crawled up next to him and asked "what are you watching?" He said "that show called 'Long Island medium.' It's a reality show about this lady who can connect with people who have passed away. It's actually pretty cool!" I laughed and said "that's all a bunch of crap! There's no way that she's actually talking to dead people! I bet you all those people that she has for clients are actors that...

R&B singer AKON once acted as a distraction for fans during a trip to a movie theater with MICHAEL JACKSON because nobody recognized the King of Pop in his disguise.

The Smack That hitmaker collaborated with the Thriller legend in 2007, and he has fond memories of their time together - particularly because the icon loved to play tricks on fans.

Recalling one trip to a local cinema, Akon tells CNN.com, "We snuck off to go to the movies, he had a disguise on. It was me and his three kids and we were on the escalator and the people were like 'Akon, oh my God, Akon,' and I am signing autographs...

"Taylor! Baby, where'd you go? We got to leave in a few minutes for the reception!" yelled Michael. "I'm coming!" I walked down the stairs to see Michael in awe again from how I looked. I wore a silk tight dress with little sleeves with a mermaid tail bottom that flowed out just perfect. After I stood in front of Michael and put my hand on my hip, I smiled and said, "How do I look?" He eyed me up and down like his dream came true. "You look.......You look amazing. Perfect. Like an angel." he said. I smiled and hugged him while giggling.




He hugged me tightly and I felt him trace his fingers...

*May 4th, 1988. Day before the wedding*




"Okay and then you shall say your vows, exchange rings and then kiss and be on your way!" said the minister. Michael and I and our family came to the church we are marrying in to do the rehearsal before the night is out. Tomorrow is mine and Michael's wedding. His arm is healed, my hair has shortened to shoulder length with chocolate low-lights and bleach blonde high-lights, Michael's look hasn't changed, and everything for the wedding is ready and prepared for tomorrow. I can't believe it's finally here. Michael and I are getting married tomorrow! Michael...

I woke up, seeing my handsome fiance laying his head on my chest, both of us still not wearing any clothes from the previous night. I was so happy to be home. I could finally see my baby smile, hear him speak, feel his touch. I'm home.



Michael woke up as I started to lightly stroke his hair. He looked up at me and smiled. God, that new smile of his. "Good morning, future Mrs. Jackson" "Haha, good morning current Mr. Jackson." We shared a kiss then just laid in bed for a while talking. Talking about how excited we are to get married and how we already want to make decisions. We made an agreement...

This is NOT to offend MJ or his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew you were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so you can show your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say you love, but it's hard to see
Cause when you in his arms, you know it rots in me
Who do you love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do you love???!!!
I know you wanna
If...

“Orphan! Orphan, come quick!” a tall blond woman shouted from her room. She was delicate and full of grace. But despite her beauty, her soul was dark and heart was cruel. Many people would just stop and look at her, most especially the men in town. She had a lot of suitors and they would just fall head-over-heels for her but when they stare deeply into her bright blue eyes, one would realize that she was hiding something from that shy smile. Something cruel and mean…
“Orphan! Where are you?! I’m waiting here!” she called once more. “I’m coming Anna” a soft voice replied back....

Michael and I got up the next morning and we started packing again. Our honeymoon was definitely gonna be different. No married couple had ever even wanted to tour the neighboring states for their honeymoon. What shocked me even more...was that Michael said that he was gonna drive for the first time since he was 18. He said that he recently got his license renewed and was always thinking of driving to give Bill a break. This time, he did get a break. Once we finished packing, we put our stuff in the car and headed back inside and made ourselves something to eat. We actually had pancakes again...

Hold my hand, feel the touch of your body cling to mine
You and me, makin’ love all the way through another night
I remember you and I walking through the park at night
Kiss and touch, nothing much, let it blow just touch and go

Love me more, never leave me alone by house of love
People talk, people say what we have is just a game
Oh, I’ll never let you go, come here girl
Just got to make sweet love ‘til the break of dawn

I don’t want the sun to shine I wanna make love (Oh, break of dawn)
Just this magic in your eyes and in my heart (Break of dawn)
I don’t know what I’m gonna do (I don’t...

She got your number
She know your game
They put you under
It’s so insane

Since she seduced you
How does it feel
To know that woman
Is out to kill

Every night stance is like takin’ a chance
It’s not about love and romance
And now you’re gonna get it

Every hot man is out takin’ a chance
It’s not about love and romance
And now you do regret it

To escape the world
I got to enjoy that simple dance
And it seemed that everything was on my side
(Blood on my side)

She seemed to me like it was love and true romance
And now she’s out to get me
And I just can’t take it
Just can’t break it

Susie got your number...

"So why did you go to rock music?" Michael asked. I could tell he didn't want any silence. "I wanted to do rock music because I was so upset about the fact I was seperated from you and your family that I had to get my anger and pain and sorrow out somehow. I thought the only thing for me was to do what I do best. Make music. I guess my pain, sorrow and anger ended up being awesome rock music other than sad pop music." "Ah. I see. Well, now you don't have to do that anymore. We are together again! Right?" Michael looked at me with a face of hope. I'm guessing he wanted me to stop being Evanescence...

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain…
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine…
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
This crying Earth this weeping shore

Aaaaaaaaah
Ooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaah
Ooooooooo

What have we done to the world
Look what we’ve done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son…
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine…
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children...

Our love’s in motion
Give me a notion ‘cause
You know I’ll never part
Our love goodbye

I love in season
Give me a reason ‘cause
You know I’ll never part
Our love goodbye

And together we’ll fly
I’ll give you my heart
‘Cause no place too far for us
We don’t need it

Our love’s in motion
Give me a notion ‘cause
You know I’ll never part
Our love goodbye

I love in season
Give me a reason ‘cause
You know I’ll never part
Our love goodbye

And together we’ll fly
I’ll give you my heart
No place too far for us
We don’t need it

Baby don’t make me
Baby don’t make me
Baby don’t make me
Fly away...