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posted by MJisLove4life
Cover Page To This Story(Ill Fix It Later)
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Chapter 1.

†Trigger Worning To Those Who Self Harm†

Nicole was born on March 3rd 1965 Nicole's childhood was great. Her mom and dad loved her very much. They went to Disney Land and a bunch of other places. But the fun and games came to a sad end one night.

Nicole has gone through a lot. In a short amount of time. Her parents died when she was seven due to a fatal accident on their anniversary. They were going to a restaurant for a romantic dinner. And since her grandparents didn't want to take care of her she lives in a foster home where everyone treats her as if she isn't there. The kids also make fun of her and they also do mean and awful things to her. She feels worthless and unloved all the time,she has depression.

She was diagnosed with depression on the one year anniversary of her parents death.

*1983*

Nicole is now 18. And she is working at a local diner. And from all of the money she saved up from previous jobs she had since she was 14 she got her first appartmant. Its not the greatest one but its a roof over her head.

When she got home from her long day at work she took a shower and while she was showering she looked at her legs and arms and all she saw were scars on top of scars. Nicole asked herself "Who would love a girl with scars?" Then she took a Razer and started to cut her left arm. She watched as her blood came out of her arm and washed away in the water. Then she whispered the cutters lullaby.

The Cutters Lullaby

Go To Sleep And Close Your Eyes

And Dream Of Broken Butterflies

They Tore Their Wings Against A Thorn

You Know The Pain They Have Bore

Silver Metal That Shines So Bright

Scarlet Blood That Feels So Right

Dream Of That Blood Trickling Down

And Wake Up Just Before You Drown

The Moonlight Shinning Off Your Tears

As You Bleed Out Your Own Worst Fears

So Tonight You Start To Cry

Whisper The Cutters Lullaby.

When Nicole said the last line she had tears in her eyes. Then she got out of the shower and dryed her self off. Then she put on her pj's and then she braded her long damped long hair and she went to bed and cried herself to sleep...

Nicole woke up the next morning to start another day of working and hiding her new wounds.

A/N Well This Is Chapter 1. Sorry In Advance If It Takes Me A Long Time To Update. This Is A Very Hard Story To Write. I Hope You Guys Understand!!! Credit Goes To Eternalmike For The Summary. I Hope I Will Be Able To Update This Story Often. And Ill Be Changing The Picture Of Michael To Match The Era.
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posted by KikiKool1983
Michael
Michael
As I was walking, my mouth was wide open. I couldn't believe what I heard. " Summer? Snap out of it!" My friend Denise said, snapping her fingers in my face.

" Wait, huh?" I asked, shaking my head. Had I heard right? Denise cleared her throat. " Summer, it'll be okay, we'll find your father somehow."


Somehow. That word pricked at my skin like a knife. What if I DON'T FIND MY DAD? He could be anymore, possibly in trouble, longing to be at home with his family.


My two other best friends, Kim and Mickey were walking with me. " Summer, your dad is a Platinum Superstar, how could he disappear like...
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Asad
Asad
Asad started to talk about his last relationship and looked a little gloom "She left me for a stupid delivery man. I was depressed for days." He said as I hugged him "It's okay. You're great guy and you might find the right somebody." I said as he smiled "Thank You." Asad blushed. Oh my goodness he was gorgeous! My God it was like meeting Michael's twin brother. We walked back to my truck and exchanged numbers "I'd love to see you another time , Ms.Nesha." He said as I blushed "Me too Mr.Asad." I said as he opened the door to let me in "Thank You." I said as he nodded then shut the door and...
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posted by KikiKool1983
Michael
Michael
Michael lets me in and grabs my suitcase. " I'm so glad you could make it."
Seeing all the pictures made me remember how lucky I was to be his best friend.
Mrs. Jackson and LaToya come in. " Fancy! We didn't know you were here!"
I smiled. " Hello Mrs. Jackson, LaToya." LaToya smiles and gives me a big hug like her little brother. " I haven't seen you in so long, this little dude's been talking about you all the time!" She said pointing to Michael, who's cheeks were red with embarrassment.

Mrs. Jackson smirked at LaToya. " Now, now. Stop teasing your brother." She said. She turned to me and...
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posted by Eternalmike
Tomorrow morning the boys got up for school."Ugh, waking up early, again!" Marlon complained."C'mon Marlon, lighten up!" Michael said."You're being positive because of your girlfriend!" Marlon said."And going to school" Michael added."The female teachers?" Jermaine said."Yeah and my friends!"Michael said.They went to the kitchen to eat."So how'd everybody sleep?" Katherine asked."Good!" Everybody said but Michael was louder than everyone."Wow Michael, you must've had a really good night sleep!" Katherine said."It's because of his girlfriend!" Marlon teased."Hey!" Michael said."Thinking about...
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There was a punk girl who worshipped demons.Every day before halloween, she would say"The demons are coming!"However,every time she said it before halloween, they didn't come.But one halloween, it all changed.The punk girl was dressing up as the devil.Her best friend came in."Wassup Nadia, I'm going to suck your blood!"Her bestie said."Ooh, I'm so scared!" The punk girl said sarcastic."You're dressing up as the devil?" Her best friend asked."Yeah and you're a vampire!" The girl said."True that" The bestie said."Alright, let's go trick or treating!" The punk girl said.So they went trick or treating.They...
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I finished my song, I saw my fans, I smiled, and I said : " Wow, you are wonderful!!" a scream escaped . "Aww I love you!! I yelled and I could hear "we love you too!!"
Awww when I say that, I think about someone, an unforgettable someone. So I said : "For the finish of this fabulous concert, I will singing my favourite song that I created, Guess what!" "Stop to hide your wings" screamed the crowd. "Yeah!! Just for you and for our Angel, of course!" I told them. I ran to the middle of the stage, I closed my eyes and began to sing :

It's not my place, no, it's not my place ~
I know, it's...
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The next day when we arrived to the studio it seemed weird cause Michael didn't seem mad maybe he was just trying to forget about what happened, or was it just me.
as I was about to walk over to get some water somebody grabbed me by the waist from behind pulling me into them I smiled knowing exactly who it was
"Hey Baby." Jackie said giving a peck on the lips
"Hey." I said still being a bit shy even though we were dating
we stood there talking for a while until the director said it was time for the guys to get on stage
while I stood there watching the guys do there thing I still couldn't get Michael...
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The next morning I woke up to the sound of the alarm on my phone.
"Ugh!" I groaned not wanting to get up but I knew that I had to cause I had a big night tonight.
we were going to a fantsay resteraunt somewhere in town cause Jackie texted me last night and told me cause marlon gave him my cell number
so after I finally got out off my comfortable bed I went strait to the bathroom to get ready for tonight even though it was only 9:00 in the morning I was that excited.
so after putting on my eyemakeup and washing up I made my way down stairs in my totally aswesome outfilt and yes I like to get ready...
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As soon as I got to my room and shut the door I took out my cell and dialed michaels number after 3 rings he answered
"Hello?"
"Hey dude whats up!" I said all perky (lol)
"hey bout time you called me!" he said happy that I finally called him.
"Yeah sorry I was hanging with my sister." I said
"oh."
"so what you doing?" I said. I wasn't quite ready tell him just yet but I was going to before we ended the call.
"Nothing just watchin tv." He said
"oh watch are you watching?" I said trying to make the conversation go a little longer.
"SpongeBob." He Giggled knowing that SB was our fav thing to watch together....
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