(Jessie's perspective)
Michael took off my shirt and kissed my neck as I rubbed his chest while I moaned then kissed his forehead and threw my head back. I was about unbutton his shirt, until he grabbed my hands “No..." Michael voice trailed off as I put a worried look on my face “Why Michael?" I asked as he hung his head “I...I have a skin disorder that takes away the pigment of my skin." He said as I removed his hands “I'll show you, you'll show me." I whispered as he nodded. Button after button, it revealed the parts it was revealing the most important parts of his upper body it was spreading “Michael. You have vitiligo." I said as he nodded “That doesn't mean anything to me. I love you...and that's all that matters." I lifted his head and kissed him passionately as I broke the kiss to let him see the scar on my hip as Michael gasped “What happened?" Michael asked as I laid his hand on it and ran my fingers through his thick curls “Leslie and I had an argument. Then things got outta hand. She took a knife and stabbed me in the hip. My mom stitched it up and I've been covering it up with make up for years. I still feel the pain of that day. All the things I could've done. But I remained her lover." I said as he kissed it then grasped my hand. Michael smiled as I sat down. Me and Michael now had a connection between us. We both had secrets that we've never told anyone. Both had scars we could not heal. But we had a love the no one could ever break away.
That night me and Michael rested in our chairs and slept the night away.
(Michael's perspective)
OH HELL NAW!!! Leslie needs fucking help. Like serious Oprah help. Stabbing Jessie like that! Why would she do that. Leslie need to sit her quer ass down before I stab the shit outta her. Bitch need to know how to treat a woman right or I'll teach her my damn self. I caressed Jessie's face and kissed her cheek “Sweet dreams, beautiful." I whispered as she smiled and replied with a kiss on my ear and whispered “Goodnight, lover."
I was just so innocent and sweet. Oh God, everything about her is beautiful. When she smiles, the way she wrinkles her nose when she gets mad, or if a pretty fish walks down the street, she'll whistle at her then wink. I'm in love with a lesbian and we've been making love for only a few days. Damn she had me wrapped around her finger. And I love it. I took off my jacket and covered her up with it as she slept. I laid my head on hers and slept with her. This night was nothing but special. Just like the other ones before.
The next day, we landed China, where the paparazzi and fans were waiting for us we walked down the steps and into the tour where the band was already there “That was a crazy transition." Jessie said as I giggled. She took a nap until we were at the hotel. When we were, we already had our rooms. I was carrying Jessie to her as Frank followed me “I'm putting her in the room, Frank." I said as Frank chuckled “She has her own room. You know I don't like you having women in your room." He said as I rolled my eyes. He's such a cockblock, damn. He just mad cause I got the ladies all over me. I opened the door to her room and laid her down in her bed and kissed her on the forehead. I closed the door and walked to my room while Frank was yapping in my ear about stupid shit. I opened the door to my room and before I shut it, I turned around to Frank “Frank, you have a key to my room. So actions speak louder than words." I said as I shut the door and went to sleep, dreaming about Jessie and I making good love. There was a knock on the door “It's Jessie." I opened the door and rubbed my eyes “What's wrong?" I asked.
“I can't sleep. So I was wondering if I could sleep with you?" She said as I opened the door the rest of the way.
“Why can't you sleep?" I asked as she smiled.
“Because I can't sleep without you holding me." Jessie answered as I grabbed her hand
“Come with me." I said as we walked into my room, she had something behind her back. I kissed her lips as she gave in did the same. We stopped and Jessie revealed what was behind her back.
“Don't say a word." Jessie whispered as she pulled out a dildo from behind her back. I didn't like it.
“Jessie, no. I don't like. Hell no. You're not pegging me." I said as she pleaded. I lifted my head.
“Michael. You won't like it unless you try it." She said as I finally said yes.
“But on one condition...the first time is the last." I said as she smiled and nodded.
Jessie went to the bathroom to strap on the dildo. While she was doing that, I quickly took off my clothes and laid in the bed, naked and erected to the extent. Two minutes later, Jessie was out with her strap on ready to go “Have you done this before?" I asked as she smiled “Yeah. I wasn't the one with the strap on though." She said as I kissed her neck as she moaned. She was on her back, so I was on top of her. I inserted my wet monster inside of her wet and soft cave, which was under the dildo “Nmmm, Michael love me. Please." Jessie moaned as I lifted her legs as she bit her lip. I kissed her neck while she clenched my back as I went deeper, her wetness soaking up the sheets. I stopped as Jessie told me to turn around. I laid on my stomach as she kissed my back “It won't hurt. Trust me." Jessie whispered as she first teased me, her tongue rimming my love hole “Oh, Mmm, Jessie. That's so good." I moaned. God it felt good. She nibbled and licked on my cheeks as I moaned louder. My curls dripped sweat all over pillow. Jessie was now gonna put the strap on in me. Slowly she entered my wet love hole “Oh! Oh God, YES OH GIRL! Ugh!" I moaned as she kissed my neck “Come on, baby. You can take it." Jessie grunted as I gasped for dear life. I grabbed the sheets tightly as the wetness of my hole dripped down my leg. My curls were brushed against her breasts while the sweat from our bodies soaked the sheets. Jessie played with my monster while I begged for her to go deeper. She did as I gasped for air as my legs squirmed. Oh it all felt so good even though it was kinda fucked up. My dick spouted out cum as Jessie stopped fucking my aids out. We collapsed on the bed and kissed “Damn....just....Damn. I'm speechless. That was good." I said as we held each other “I told you, you would like it. You were good too." Jessie whispered as I chuckled “I gotta change the sheets before comes in here and starts bitching again." I complained as Jessie chuckled.
She laid her head on my chest and fell asleep in my arms. Another special night with a woman that I have loved the first day I met her. Jessie was the only thing I deeply cared about or catered to. She was my genuine passion other than music. She was mine.
She belonged to me.
Michael took off my shirt and kissed my neck as I rubbed his chest while I moaned then kissed his forehead and threw my head back. I was about unbutton his shirt, until he grabbed my hands “No..." Michael voice trailed off as I put a worried look on my face “Why Michael?" I asked as he hung his head “I...I have a skin disorder that takes away the pigment of my skin." He said as I removed his hands “I'll show you, you'll show me." I whispered as he nodded. Button after button, it revealed the parts it was revealing the most important parts of his upper body it was spreading “Michael. You have vitiligo." I said as he nodded “That doesn't mean anything to me. I love you...and that's all that matters." I lifted his head and kissed him passionately as I broke the kiss to let him see the scar on my hip as Michael gasped “What happened?" Michael asked as I laid his hand on it and ran my fingers through his thick curls “Leslie and I had an argument. Then things got outta hand. She took a knife and stabbed me in the hip. My mom stitched it up and I've been covering it up with make up for years. I still feel the pain of that day. All the things I could've done. But I remained her lover." I said as he kissed it then grasped my hand. Michael smiled as I sat down. Me and Michael now had a connection between us. We both had secrets that we've never told anyone. Both had scars we could not heal. But we had a love the no one could ever break away.
That night me and Michael rested in our chairs and slept the night away.
(Michael's perspective)
OH HELL NAW!!! Leslie needs fucking help. Like serious Oprah help. Stabbing Jessie like that! Why would she do that. Leslie need to sit her quer ass down before I stab the shit outta her. Bitch need to know how to treat a woman right or I'll teach her my damn self. I caressed Jessie's face and kissed her cheek “Sweet dreams, beautiful." I whispered as she smiled and replied with a kiss on my ear and whispered “Goodnight, lover."
I was just so innocent and sweet. Oh God, everything about her is beautiful. When she smiles, the way she wrinkles her nose when she gets mad, or if a pretty fish walks down the street, she'll whistle at her then wink. I'm in love with a lesbian and we've been making love for only a few days. Damn she had me wrapped around her finger. And I love it. I took off my jacket and covered her up with it as she slept. I laid my head on hers and slept with her. This night was nothing but special. Just like the other ones before.
The next day, we landed China, where the paparazzi and fans were waiting for us we walked down the steps and into the tour where the band was already there “That was a crazy transition." Jessie said as I giggled. She took a nap until we were at the hotel. When we were, we already had our rooms. I was carrying Jessie to her as Frank followed me “I'm putting her in the room, Frank." I said as Frank chuckled “She has her own room. You know I don't like you having women in your room." He said as I rolled my eyes. He's such a cockblock, damn. He just mad cause I got the ladies all over me. I opened the door to her room and laid her down in her bed and kissed her on the forehead. I closed the door and walked to my room while Frank was yapping in my ear about stupid shit. I opened the door to my room and before I shut it, I turned around to Frank “Frank, you have a key to my room. So actions speak louder than words." I said as I shut the door and went to sleep, dreaming about Jessie and I making good love. There was a knock on the door “It's Jessie." I opened the door and rubbed my eyes “What's wrong?" I asked.
“I can't sleep. So I was wondering if I could sleep with you?" She said as I opened the door the rest of the way.
“Why can't you sleep?" I asked as she smiled.
“Because I can't sleep without you holding me." Jessie answered as I grabbed her hand
“Come with me." I said as we walked into my room, she had something behind her back. I kissed her lips as she gave in did the same. We stopped and Jessie revealed what was behind her back.
“Don't say a word." Jessie whispered as she pulled out a dildo from behind her back. I didn't like it.
“Jessie, no. I don't like. Hell no. You're not pegging me." I said as she pleaded. I lifted my head.
“Michael. You won't like it unless you try it." She said as I finally said yes.
“But on one condition...the first time is the last." I said as she smiled and nodded.
Jessie went to the bathroom to strap on the dildo. While she was doing that, I quickly took off my clothes and laid in the bed, naked and erected to the extent. Two minutes later, Jessie was out with her strap on ready to go “Have you done this before?" I asked as she smiled “Yeah. I wasn't the one with the strap on though." She said as I kissed her neck as she moaned. She was on her back, so I was on top of her. I inserted my wet monster inside of her wet and soft cave, which was under the dildo “Nmmm, Michael love me. Please." Jessie moaned as I lifted her legs as she bit her lip. I kissed her neck while she clenched my back as I went deeper, her wetness soaking up the sheets. I stopped as Jessie told me to turn around. I laid on my stomach as she kissed my back “It won't hurt. Trust me." Jessie whispered as she first teased me, her tongue rimming my love hole “Oh, Mmm, Jessie. That's so good." I moaned. God it felt good. She nibbled and licked on my cheeks as I moaned louder. My curls dripped sweat all over pillow. Jessie was now gonna put the strap on in me. Slowly she entered my wet love hole “Oh! Oh God, YES OH GIRL! Ugh!" I moaned as she kissed my neck “Come on, baby. You can take it." Jessie grunted as I gasped for dear life. I grabbed the sheets tightly as the wetness of my hole dripped down my leg. My curls were brushed against her breasts while the sweat from our bodies soaked the sheets. Jessie played with my monster while I begged for her to go deeper. She did as I gasped for air as my legs squirmed. Oh it all felt so good even though it was kinda fucked up. My dick spouted out cum as Jessie stopped fucking my aids out. We collapsed on the bed and kissed “Damn....just....Damn. I'm speechless. That was good." I said as we held each other “I told you, you would like it. You were good too." Jessie whispered as I chuckled “I gotta change the sheets before comes in here and starts bitching again." I complained as Jessie chuckled.
She laid her head on my chest and fell asleep in my arms. Another special night with a woman that I have loved the first day I met her. Jessie was the only thing I deeply cared about or catered to. She was my genuine passion other than music. She was mine.
She belonged to me.
Jessie
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
Ryan White, symbol of justice
Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
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Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
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Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes you give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's favorite charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
We all know that Michael Jackson was known as much for his humanitarian work as he was for his amazing musical talent. Now, MJFC is highlighting Michael's philanthropic efforts with a new section called Stories of Michael's Love.
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed by one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Love in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed by one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Love in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
The prosecutor in the Michael Jackson manslaughter preliminary hearing -- which begins tomorrow -- will not call Michael's eldest son, Prince Michael, to testify about what he saw the day his dad died ... sources tell TMZ.
Dr. Conrad Murray has said after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered by Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly by administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the day he died.
Dr. Conrad Murray has said after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered by Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly by administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the day he died.
Michael Jackson. Words cant describe Michael Jackson. His music describes him. Michael J. will always be the king of pop to everybody. Even if you love him or you don't he will still be the king of pop. And no one will be able to take his place.
Michael Jackson is the king of Pop. Michael Jackson is one of the best musical genius ever alive. Michael Jackson is a inspiration to all and we are glad that we still have his music. Michael will always be remembered for what he accomplished and we are thankful for him. The song I love most is HOLD MY HAND featuring Akon,I really think that song was inspirational and that song had a meaning. Stick together and be strong.
Brianna250601
Michael Jackson is the king of Pop. Michael Jackson is one of the best musical genius ever alive. Michael Jackson is a inspiration to all and we are glad that we still have his music. Michael will always be remembered for what he accomplished and we are thankful for him. The song I love most is HOLD MY HAND featuring Akon,I really think that song was inspirational and that song had a meaning. Stick together and be strong.
Brianna250601
Sources connected with the Michael Jackson/Sony deal tell TMZ ... among the 10 albums in the works is a remaster of "Off the Wall" -- with the help of none other than Quincy Jones.
We're told the plan is for Quincy to take charge of the project, which will include some never-before-heard outtakes.
Another album will feature the soundtrack to the upcoming Jackson-themed Cirque du Soleil show in Las Vegas.
There are reports circulating that Sony will release 10 original albums, but that's not true. In addition to the release of "MICHAEL" on Tuesday, we're told there will be at least one other album with original songs and at most two.
We're told the plan is for Quincy to take charge of the project, which will include some never-before-heard outtakes.
Another album will feature the soundtrack to the upcoming Jackson-themed Cirque du Soleil show in Las Vegas.
There are reports circulating that Sony will release 10 original albums, but that's not true. In addition to the release of "MICHAEL" on Tuesday, we're told there will be at least one other album with original songs and at most two.
Certain items found in the room where Michael Jackson died could help shape Dr. Conrad Murray's defense -- namely, that other docs were medicating Michael.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
Sources connected with the case tell TMZ ... evidence in the room suggests certain potent drugs were "prescribed and prepared" for MJ to self-medicate.
As we first reported, Dr. Murray's team will not challenge the L.A. County Coroner's finding that Jackson died of a massive Propofol overdose. But as we told you, Murray's team will present evidence in the doc's manslaughter case that Michael awakened, then gave himself the fatal dose of Propofol when Murray left the room.
We're told Murray's team hasn't decided if it will use the evidence found in the room to implicate other doctors in Jackson's death. But we do know Murray's legal team will present evidence during the trial that the fruits of Jackson's notorious doctor shopping over two decades wore his body down.
The rep for Dr. Murray's lawyer refused comment.
Michael Jackson fans are scrambling to stop the Discovery Channel from broadcasting a gruesome reenactment of MJ's autopsy ... calling the whole thing an "affront to human dignity."
TMZ has learned ... fans have already collected nearly 1,500 signatures -- all demanding the network pull the plug on a special entitled "Michael Jackson's Autopsy" ... in which MJ's bloody autopsy is expected to be reenacted in gory detail.
The fans behind the petition call the documentary "an affront to human dignity" -- adding, "This type of sensational and unscrupulous reporting can only cause harm."
The petition states, “We ask the directors of the Discovery Channel programming to proceed with the outright cancellation of this indecent documentary.”
The doc is scheduled to air January 13th in the UK.
TMZ has learned ... fans have already collected nearly 1,500 signatures -- all demanding the network pull the plug on a special entitled "Michael Jackson's Autopsy" ... in which MJ's bloody autopsy is expected to be reenacted in gory detail.
The fans behind the petition call the documentary "an affront to human dignity" -- adding, "This type of sensational and unscrupulous reporting can only cause harm."
The petition states, “We ask the directors of the Discovery Channel programming to proceed with the outright cancellation of this indecent documentary.”
The doc is scheduled to air January 13th in the UK.
