After Holly saw Michael grinding on Tatiana, she left straight for the airport not even bothering to say goodbye to Michael. She felt she had nothing to say to him. Soon weeks go by and neither one of them have telephoned each other they were both hurt and angery with each other. Holly still has been working on her Feedback album and lately has been feeling like she has no friends to talk to at all. Today Holly is doing a charity concert maybe that would make her feel better?
Holly is in her dressing room having her makeup applied by Jessica. Jessica looks at Holly and says, "Okay Holly how about just a little more around the eyes?" "Huh? Oh yea that's fine." Jessica starts to apply more eye shadow "Holly were is your head today?" "I don't know i'm sorry its just, Jenny has been keeping me this whole week, and other stuff." "Like Michael stuff?" Jessica questions. "Yea we haven't talked at all and that's really upseting, and also I just....I feel like I have no friends at all." Jessica stops "Well gee thanks!" "No you know what I mean like your my makeup artist, and Monica is my manger, and then there's my family and Michael's family and after that I have no one." "Well why don't you go out and make some?" Holly looks at Jessica "Oh yea right I can just go out to a night club and walk up to someone and say 'hi how are you doing?'" "You know what I mean. Like how about some show biz friends?" "No there all plastic and fake, I just can't stand those kinds of people. All I know is I feel like i'm messing everything up in my life right now and I don't know what to do?!" Suddenly a man from backstage comes in "Mrs. Jackson we are ready for you now." Holly takes a big sigh and says "Showtime."
After the preformance was over she had to go backstage and sign a few autographs, and take a few pictures with some VIP guests. Holly polietly stands and listens to the outpour of fans that come up and praise her for her talent and voice, and so often ask her for a hug. The last fan Holly had to sign for came up who caught her interest. This some-what attractive man no more around thirty with glasses walked up . Holly asked "Hello and what is your name?" The man smiled and ran his fingers through his blonde hair "My name is Jack Goldwin, Mrs. Jackson. I have to tell you that I am such a huge fan of you and your husband!" "Well thank you that's very sweet to hear, and i'm sure Michael will be equally pleased to hear this as well." The photographer abruptly steps in and says "Mrs. Jackson look this way please." Her and Jack take a picture together. "Thank you so much Mrs. Jackson, I wanted to tell you that you sang so angelic tonight." "Oh my you flatter me!" "Well its true. You know maybe sometime soon we could talk some more?" "Well what about now?" "Really?!" "Sure I have no other fans for tonight." Holly motions towards the nearby couch, "Here we can sit right here and talk now, if you have nothing else planned for tonight?" "Believe me I don't!" "So tell me Jack what exactly do you do?" "Well actually its kinda embarrssing Mrs. Jackson-" "Call me Holly, please Jack." "Alright Holly, but right now i'm trying to find a job." "Oh i'm sorry to hear that, what exactly are you looking for?" "Really anything, i'd take anything at the moment." "Well it just so happens I need a personal assistant, you know someone to keep track of my messages and make lunch appointments that sort of stuff, would you be interested?" "Are you kidding! I would absolutely love it!" "Wonderful can you start on Monday?" Jack winks at Holly "Perfect, just perfect." Holly smiles, "You know Jack I see this as the beginning of a beautiful friendship." "So do I Holly, so do I!"
A few more months goes by and Michael is still on his tour. Michael and Holly have not even saw each other since that incident with Tatiana happened. Jack gladly took the job as Holly's personal assistent. They have a wonderful friendship together, they go out to eat, watch movies, play with Jenny, and go shopping for Neverland which is finally complete now. Now that Neverland is complete and furnished Michael is coming back for a few days to see it.
Michael sees the approaching gates of Neverland. He can hardly contain his excitment to see what it looks like! As they go up the driveway they see the children statues placed here and there, with the beautiful lake right in the middle of the property. Michael sees the house, oh the beautiful house coming up around the bend, he can't wait! Michael left Holly in charge of all the decor inside the house so he has no idea what it lookes like. The limo stops right in front of the house. Michael gets out and sees Holly's jaguar sitting off to the side. Michael smiled a little to himself knowing she was somewhere in the house. Michael does not want to fight with Holly any longer so he wants to sit down with her and talk things over. He walks into the foyer and he is stunned at how beautiful everything is decorated! As he continues throught the house Michael says "Holly its me, where are you?" Suddenly he hears laughter coming from the kitchen? He walks in and sees Jenny sitting in her high-chair eating a mashed up bannana with a spoon, while Holly is cooking with the help of a man?!?! Michael says "Holly." Holly turns around "Michael!" She walks over to him "I didn't know you were coming today?" "Obviously!" Holly looks back at Jack, "Oh that's right I forgot to introduce you to someone, Michael this is Jack my personal assistant, Jack this is Michael." Jack excitedly walks over to them and playfully says "I know who he is Holly." He extends his hand "Hi i'm Jack Goldwin, its such an honor to meet you Michael Jackson!" Jack is waiting for Michael to shake his hand, but he never does he just stares coldly at Jack. Jack catches the drift and slowly lowers his hand. Holly can sence the awkardness of the moment and says "Well Michael what do you think of the house?" "Holly i'd like to speak with you in private for a moment, i'm sure JACK won't mind." Michael puts a lot of emphasis on Jack's name. Jack polietly says "No not at all." Holly slowly says "Alright, uh Jack would you mind keeping an eye on Jenny for me please." "Sure no problem Holly." Before they even leave the room Michael tightly and forcefully grabs Holly's arm. Just as their out of earshot from Jack, Michael harshly wispers in Holly's ear "You and me are gonna have a long, and I do mean a LONG talk!" Holly looks in his Michael's eyes and for the first time in her life she feels a little scared of him!
Holly is in her dressing room having her makeup applied by Jessica. Jessica looks at Holly and says, "Okay Holly how about just a little more around the eyes?" "Huh? Oh yea that's fine." Jessica starts to apply more eye shadow "Holly were is your head today?" "I don't know i'm sorry its just, Jenny has been keeping me this whole week, and other stuff." "Like Michael stuff?" Jessica questions. "Yea we haven't talked at all and that's really upseting, and also I just....I feel like I have no friends at all." Jessica stops "Well gee thanks!" "No you know what I mean like your my makeup artist, and Monica is my manger, and then there's my family and Michael's family and after that I have no one." "Well why don't you go out and make some?" Holly looks at Jessica "Oh yea right I can just go out to a night club and walk up to someone and say 'hi how are you doing?'" "You know what I mean. Like how about some show biz friends?" "No there all plastic and fake, I just can't stand those kinds of people. All I know is I feel like i'm messing everything up in my life right now and I don't know what to do?!" Suddenly a man from backstage comes in "Mrs. Jackson we are ready for you now." Holly takes a big sigh and says "Showtime."
After the preformance was over she had to go backstage and sign a few autographs, and take a few pictures with some VIP guests. Holly polietly stands and listens to the outpour of fans that come up and praise her for her talent and voice, and so often ask her for a hug. The last fan Holly had to sign for came up who caught her interest. This some-what attractive man no more around thirty with glasses walked up . Holly asked "Hello and what is your name?" The man smiled and ran his fingers through his blonde hair "My name is Jack Goldwin, Mrs. Jackson. I have to tell you that I am such a huge fan of you and your husband!" "Well thank you that's very sweet to hear, and i'm sure Michael will be equally pleased to hear this as well." The photographer abruptly steps in and says "Mrs. Jackson look this way please." Her and Jack take a picture together. "Thank you so much Mrs. Jackson, I wanted to tell you that you sang so angelic tonight." "Oh my you flatter me!" "Well its true. You know maybe sometime soon we could talk some more?" "Well what about now?" "Really?!" "Sure I have no other fans for tonight." Holly motions towards the nearby couch, "Here we can sit right here and talk now, if you have nothing else planned for tonight?" "Believe me I don't!" "So tell me Jack what exactly do you do?" "Well actually its kinda embarrssing Mrs. Jackson-" "Call me Holly, please Jack." "Alright Holly, but right now i'm trying to find a job." "Oh i'm sorry to hear that, what exactly are you looking for?" "Really anything, i'd take anything at the moment." "Well it just so happens I need a personal assistant, you know someone to keep track of my messages and make lunch appointments that sort of stuff, would you be interested?" "Are you kidding! I would absolutely love it!" "Wonderful can you start on Monday?" Jack winks at Holly "Perfect, just perfect." Holly smiles, "You know Jack I see this as the beginning of a beautiful friendship." "So do I Holly, so do I!"
A few more months goes by and Michael is still on his tour. Michael and Holly have not even saw each other since that incident with Tatiana happened. Jack gladly took the job as Holly's personal assistent. They have a wonderful friendship together, they go out to eat, watch movies, play with Jenny, and go shopping for Neverland which is finally complete now. Now that Neverland is complete and furnished Michael is coming back for a few days to see it.
Michael sees the approaching gates of Neverland. He can hardly contain his excitment to see what it looks like! As they go up the driveway they see the children statues placed here and there, with the beautiful lake right in the middle of the property. Michael sees the house, oh the beautiful house coming up around the bend, he can't wait! Michael left Holly in charge of all the decor inside the house so he has no idea what it lookes like. The limo stops right in front of the house. Michael gets out and sees Holly's jaguar sitting off to the side. Michael smiled a little to himself knowing she was somewhere in the house. Michael does not want to fight with Holly any longer so he wants to sit down with her and talk things over. He walks into the foyer and he is stunned at how beautiful everything is decorated! As he continues throught the house Michael says "Holly its me, where are you?" Suddenly he hears laughter coming from the kitchen? He walks in and sees Jenny sitting in her high-chair eating a mashed up bannana with a spoon, while Holly is cooking with the help of a man?!?! Michael says "Holly." Holly turns around "Michael!" She walks over to him "I didn't know you were coming today?" "Obviously!" Holly looks back at Jack, "Oh that's right I forgot to introduce you to someone, Michael this is Jack my personal assistant, Jack this is Michael." Jack excitedly walks over to them and playfully says "I know who he is Holly." He extends his hand "Hi i'm Jack Goldwin, its such an honor to meet you Michael Jackson!" Jack is waiting for Michael to shake his hand, but he never does he just stares coldly at Jack. Jack catches the drift and slowly lowers his hand. Holly can sence the awkardness of the moment and says "Well Michael what do you think of the house?" "Holly i'd like to speak with you in private for a moment, i'm sure JACK won't mind." Michael puts a lot of emphasis on Jack's name. Jack polietly says "No not at all." Holly slowly says "Alright, uh Jack would you mind keeping an eye on Jenny for me please." "Sure no problem Holly." Before they even leave the room Michael tightly and forcefully grabs Holly's arm. Just as their out of earshot from Jack, Michael harshly wispers in Holly's ear "You and me are gonna have a long, and I do mean a LONG talk!" Holly looks in his Michael's eyes and for the first time in her life she feels a little scared of him!
i have read your story/article and the comets so far like one "why would mj be hurting his fans" and stuff like that well in a solution if i was THE KING OF POP after all he has BEEN through i can see why he would fake his death not to hurt his fans no. but maby to get away from all the pain and the stuff that he's been through can't you see why if this is true god please let it be true i hope he did fake his death i just want him hear now V_V but who knows we can only hope right now....idk bout you or me but i will still care for michael even if he faked his death and im sure theres superstars who fake there deaths to get away from all the relive and stuff like michael the way the tabloids treated him....can't you see? he has a right/reason to fake his death he's not hurting you or anything if this is true we can only hope but another question....why would he fake it? other than the reasons giving from this article?
The piece has received the name "broken heart stone" because a relief break runs through the heart designed with the imprint of Jackson's left hand. Online auction will take place in natesanders.com and will be February 15 as the date of closure. Board dates back to 1984, when Michael Jackson made the impression for the Las Vegas Walk of Fame project that never materialized. The piece was discovered in the basement of the Hotel Riviera in 2006 and was in the hands of a guest, who sold it in 2009 to its current owner for an unknown amount.
I feel so lovely that Michael inspires me even in the most specific ways.
I love you more than anything.
You are my heart and soul.
To see you when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can love more than you.
You know it's true.
Why did you have to go?
I want all my love for you to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
You are my life.
When you died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I love you so much Michael...
My heart isn't broken...
I have no heart at all without you.
When you died you took my heart with you.
I love you the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
You are the one I love. <3
You are my heart and soul.
To see you when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can love more than you.
You know it's true.
Why did you have to go?
I want all my love for you to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
You are my life.
When you died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I love you so much Michael...
My heart isn't broken...
I have no heart at all without you.
When you died you took my heart with you.
I love you the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
You are the one I love. <3
there are alot of things ,That I adore In MJ
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want you To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us by spreading out the love ,peace and help,MJ I love You
very Much MY sweet angel you're always inside and
my heart god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want you To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us by spreading out the love ,peace and help,MJ I love You
very Much MY sweet angel you're always inside and
my heart god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
Caroline went at his mum's house to see if he was there.. She knocked.. His mum opened.
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar next door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar next door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Certainly the will stipulates that the money, the children will get when they reach 30 years of age. By then, of course, the interest amount will exceed 300 million dollars!! Not bad ...
The mother of Michael Jackson gets 40% of its assets, while the remainder will go to charitable institutions.
Naturally, Jacko did not leave anything to his father, which had no good relationships, but none of the siblings.
Originally posted May 15th 2010 10:14 AM PDT by TMZ Staff
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray may have saved a life this morning ... 30,000 feet above the ground.
Sources tell TMZ Murray was on a US Air flight from Houston to Phoenix when a flight attendant came over the loudspeaker and asked if there was a doctor on board.
Turns out a passenger fainted and could not be revived. We're told Murray jumped out of his seat, evaluated the female passenger (who was in her 20s and traveling with a baby), and quickly noticed she had a "very weak pulse."
Somehow -- don't ask us -- Murray inserted an IV and was able to stabilize the passenger until the plane made an emergency landing in Albuquerque.
The passenger was taken for further treatment. Her condition is not known.
Read more: link
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray may have saved a life this morning ... 30,000 feet above the ground.
Sources tell TMZ Murray was on a US Air flight from Houston to Phoenix when a flight attendant came over the loudspeaker and asked if there was a doctor on board.
Turns out a passenger fainted and could not be revived. We're told Murray jumped out of his seat, evaluated the female passenger (who was in her 20s and traveling with a baby), and quickly noticed she had a "very weak pulse."
Somehow -- don't ask us -- Murray inserted an IV and was able to stabilize the passenger until the plane made an emergency landing in Albuquerque.
The passenger was taken for further treatment. Her condition is not known.
Read more: link
You believed you were alone
That no one truly loved you
You can try to hide your pain from me
But I feel it either way
When your heart breaks, so does mine
Does that tell you how I feel
When I'm upset I look to you
Your smile makes it all vanish
No one else can make that happen
The world took so much away from you
But they'll never take away your memory
Its one thing we'll always have
You never knew me
You'll never know my love
Of maybe you already do
For I always feel you near
You're gone from me mortally
But my heart will always remember you
My heart mourns for losing you
Yet it rejoices for your homecoming in heaven
You're far away, yet you're where you belong
You're smiling down on all of us each day
I believe you've forgiven me for the past
And the future I see only increases my love for you undying.
That no one truly loved you
You can try to hide your pain from me
But I feel it either way
When your heart breaks, so does mine
Does that tell you how I feel
When I'm upset I look to you
Your smile makes it all vanish
No one else can make that happen
The world took so much away from you
But they'll never take away your memory
Its one thing we'll always have
You never knew me
You'll never know my love
Of maybe you already do
For I always feel you near
You're gone from me mortally
But my heart will always remember you
My heart mourns for losing you
Yet it rejoices for your homecoming in heaven
You're far away, yet you're where you belong
You're smiling down on all of us each day
I believe you've forgiven me for the past
And the future I see only increases my love for you undying.
"Michael was doing on an epic scale what all humans must do, keep going through the illusions, mistakes, hurts, conceits, self-hate and masks of human life, sometimes not having any idea if what is important to you actually has any value, or even knowing what is important to you."
This is an excerpt from Mary Gaitskill's wonderful essay (with videos) on Michael. Check it out:
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