I woke up, still laying with Michael. He was sound asleep. I think he got hot within the night because his curls that were always in front of his forehead were sticking and sweat was running down his face. I looked over at his alarm clock that sat on his nightstand. 8:30. Me and Michael didn't have to wake up for another half hour. Michael and I have to go for rehearsal today for the 'Victory Tour' with his brothers. I looked back at Michael to see he was still fast asleep. I grabbed a tissue and lightly dabbed his forehead and sides of his face. As I wiped the sweat away from him, I started to just stare at him. Michael looked so peaceful when he slept.
I couldn't contain myself any more. I, ever so lightly, gave him a peck on his lips and then to his cheek to his neck. I decided he should get a special wake up call. I started to kiss his neck harder and slightly sucked on it. I then went to his shoulder and then his chest. As I kissed my way down to his stomach, I stopped there and heard Michael moan. I looked up to him and saw his eyes were still shut so I didn't know if he was still sleeping or he was really enjoying his wake up call. I started my way back up his stomach back to his chest to his shoulder then his neck. I knew he was awake because he started to hold the back of my head and moan more. "Uh, you know my weak spots like I know yours."
I was basically acting like a vampire to him. I kept kissing all over his chest and then finally up his throat, then his chin and then met his lips with mine. I slowly kissed Michael lustfully and passionately and moaned from his sweet taste. I felt him starting to French Kiss me. People may think that's disgusting and inappropriate but when Michael starts to kiss me that way, I feel like I'm in heaven. I climbed ontop of him and started to grind against him like he did to me last night. Michael slid his hands from my upper arms to my waist, squeezing my sides as I slowly moved my body against his.
I let go of Michael's lips and looked at him. "Good morning!" We both laughed for a moment and looked at each other as the sun's rays came through the bedroom, making everything brighter. "That was a very interesting way to wake up. But I loved it." Michael said, still holding my waist. "I just thought you should get a special wake up call after we had a special night together." "Thank you, babe." I looked back at the alarm clock to see it's been 25 minutes. Crap! No time relaxing with Michael now. It's not like I was going to have time anyway.
I climbed off of Michael, sighing deeply. "What's wrong, Taylor?" I got out of the bed completely and said," I have to take a shower before we go to rehearsal. Remember?" Michael laid his head back into the pillows and sighed. "Dammit. I forgot. Ugh, okay. When you're done, I'll go a take a shower." I went into the bathroom and took off my clothes and started the shower. I wrapped a towel around my body real quick until the water became warm enough. When it did, I went in and washed up and I started humming my favorite song. The song was "My Heart Will Go On" by Celin Dion. I am absolutely in love with that song.
After I took my shower and got dressed and dried my hair, I looked at the time to see that it was 9:45. We had to leave in 15 minutes. Michael was already done in the shower and he's already dressed. I don't think it would hurt if we left early. "Michael! Come down and let's go!" I heard Michael faintly yell back,"I can't find my hat or glasses or shoes! Come help me!" I ran up stairs to our room, finding Michael under the bed. It looked kind of funny seeing only the lower half of his body sticking out of the bed. I walked and playfully stepped on his little butt. "Hey! What was that for?" "Just to let you know I'm here." I said while crawling under the bed.
After we found everything Michael was looking for, we went outside into the limo that was waiting for us and headed our way to rehearsal. "Oh, Taylor. good thing you always pack your Evanescence clothes." I didn't know why he brought that up. "Why?" "I want you to perform as Evanescence so my brothers can see what 'she' does. As long as it's okay." "I would love to. I wish you had told me at home so I could already be her right now. Like you said, good thing I have the clothes and make-up." I looked in my bag just to make sure I did have everything I would need if I had to become Evanescence. It has actually been almost over a month since I was her. I was amazed.
When we finally got to rehearsal, I told Michael I would go change into Evanescence and get ready for my part of the concert. "Oh, sweetheart. I also forgot to tell you, I called your band and they are here for you." I saw all the members of my group come towards us. I was happy to see them again. "Alex(lead guitar)! Lola(second guitar)! Viktor(drums)! Lucien(bass)! Oh my, God!" I looked at Michael and then ran over to my second family. "Hey, Eva. What's up future Mrs. Jackson?" said Alex. Alex is actually my big brother, but only by a year. "Everything's great guys. I'm so happy to see you all. I can't wait to sing with you today." I looked back at Michael, gesturing him to come to me.
"Guys, I'd like you to officially meet someone special in my heart. Michael, this is my rock family. That's Alex and Lola and Viktor and Lucien. Guys, this is my old friend, lover and fiance. Michael Jackson." I held Michael's hand as I introduced everyone to each other. "It's nice to meet you all. I have heard your music and you are all incredible." said Michael. "Michael, there's something about Alex that I never told you." "What?" Alex walked towards my direction and stood on the other side of me. "Alex is my big brother. I never really mentioned him because I never really thought you would meet him." The two shook hands as if they were already brothers. Lola broke the silence and said,"So! When does this group get on the stage and start singing?" I thought about it and said,"Why not now?"
The Evanescence group went to get anything and everything they needed and got on stage. After we decided what song to sing for rehearsal, I stood in front of my microphone, waiting for my nerves to come over me. I don't know why I always get nervous but it never lasts long. I saw Michael and his brothers stand in front of the stage, watching me and my group. After I raised my right hand, the music for the song,"Weight of the World" began. All the Jackson boys were startled for how loud the guitar was. Alex adjusted it real quick and then everything was perfect. I was no longer Taylor Ward right now. I was Evanescence, enjoying the music I wrote and listening for when my strong voice had to come in. As I started to sing, I could see the Jackson boys starting to like what they heard. Or at least they seemed to be enjoying it.
I couldn't contain myself any more. I, ever so lightly, gave him a peck on his lips and then to his cheek to his neck. I decided he should get a special wake up call. I started to kiss his neck harder and slightly sucked on it. I then went to his shoulder and then his chest. As I kissed my way down to his stomach, I stopped there and heard Michael moan. I looked up to him and saw his eyes were still shut so I didn't know if he was still sleeping or he was really enjoying his wake up call. I started my way back up his stomach back to his chest to his shoulder then his neck. I knew he was awake because he started to hold the back of my head and moan more. "Uh, you know my weak spots like I know yours."
I was basically acting like a vampire to him. I kept kissing all over his chest and then finally up his throat, then his chin and then met his lips with mine. I slowly kissed Michael lustfully and passionately and moaned from his sweet taste. I felt him starting to French Kiss me. People may think that's disgusting and inappropriate but when Michael starts to kiss me that way, I feel like I'm in heaven. I climbed ontop of him and started to grind against him like he did to me last night. Michael slid his hands from my upper arms to my waist, squeezing my sides as I slowly moved my body against his.
I let go of Michael's lips and looked at him. "Good morning!" We both laughed for a moment and looked at each other as the sun's rays came through the bedroom, making everything brighter. "That was a very interesting way to wake up. But I loved it." Michael said, still holding my waist. "I just thought you should get a special wake up call after we had a special night together." "Thank you, babe." I looked back at the alarm clock to see it's been 25 minutes. Crap! No time relaxing with Michael now. It's not like I was going to have time anyway.
I climbed off of Michael, sighing deeply. "What's wrong, Taylor?" I got out of the bed completely and said," I have to take a shower before we go to rehearsal. Remember?" Michael laid his head back into the pillows and sighed. "Dammit. I forgot. Ugh, okay. When you're done, I'll go a take a shower." I went into the bathroom and took off my clothes and started the shower. I wrapped a towel around my body real quick until the water became warm enough. When it did, I went in and washed up and I started humming my favorite song. The song was "My Heart Will Go On" by Celin Dion. I am absolutely in love with that song.
After I took my shower and got dressed and dried my hair, I looked at the time to see that it was 9:45. We had to leave in 15 minutes. Michael was already done in the shower and he's already dressed. I don't think it would hurt if we left early. "Michael! Come down and let's go!" I heard Michael faintly yell back,"I can't find my hat or glasses or shoes! Come help me!" I ran up stairs to our room, finding Michael under the bed. It looked kind of funny seeing only the lower half of his body sticking out of the bed. I walked and playfully stepped on his little butt. "Hey! What was that for?" "Just to let you know I'm here." I said while crawling under the bed.
After we found everything Michael was looking for, we went outside into the limo that was waiting for us and headed our way to rehearsal. "Oh, Taylor. good thing you always pack your Evanescence clothes." I didn't know why he brought that up. "Why?" "I want you to perform as Evanescence so my brothers can see what 'she' does. As long as it's okay." "I would love to. I wish you had told me at home so I could already be her right now. Like you said, good thing I have the clothes and make-up." I looked in my bag just to make sure I did have everything I would need if I had to become Evanescence. It has actually been almost over a month since I was her. I was amazed.
When we finally got to rehearsal, I told Michael I would go change into Evanescence and get ready for my part of the concert. "Oh, sweetheart. I also forgot to tell you, I called your band and they are here for you." I saw all the members of my group come towards us. I was happy to see them again. "Alex(lead guitar)! Lola(second guitar)! Viktor(drums)! Lucien(bass)! Oh my, God!" I looked at Michael and then ran over to my second family. "Hey, Eva. What's up future Mrs. Jackson?" said Alex. Alex is actually my big brother, but only by a year. "Everything's great guys. I'm so happy to see you all. I can't wait to sing with you today." I looked back at Michael, gesturing him to come to me.
"Guys, I'd like you to officially meet someone special in my heart. Michael, this is my rock family. That's Alex and Lola and Viktor and Lucien. Guys, this is my old friend, lover and fiance. Michael Jackson." I held Michael's hand as I introduced everyone to each other. "It's nice to meet you all. I have heard your music and you are all incredible." said Michael. "Michael, there's something about Alex that I never told you." "What?" Alex walked towards my direction and stood on the other side of me. "Alex is my big brother. I never really mentioned him because I never really thought you would meet him." The two shook hands as if they were already brothers. Lola broke the silence and said,"So! When does this group get on the stage and start singing?" I thought about it and said,"Why not now?"
The Evanescence group went to get anything and everything they needed and got on stage. After we decided what song to sing for rehearsal, I stood in front of my microphone, waiting for my nerves to come over me. I don't know why I always get nervous but it never lasts long. I saw Michael and his brothers stand in front of the stage, watching me and my group. After I raised my right hand, the music for the song,"Weight of the World" began. All the Jackson boys were startled for how loud the guitar was. Alex adjusted it real quick and then everything was perfect. I was no longer Taylor Ward right now. I was Evanescence, enjoying the music I wrote and listening for when my strong voice had to come in. As I started to sing, I could see the Jackson boys starting to like what they heard. Or at least they seemed to be enjoying it.
michaeljackson o soo sweet so much love in one to much heat from the bottom of my heart its to much to keep from the world.way to much heat for this one angel that has to keep the love we share .
LOVE:
love is soo sweet its going to keep us from be in beat. love is love yes it is its the one thing that makes us keep the love we share .
my angel : my angel is soo sweet it keeps me safe from the devils heat . my angel is not like others. keep the love that we seak . my anel is the one i keep not in the heat.
michael: michael is a keeper that i keep away from the heat hes in my heart yes he is . michael loveing nice play ful.
t appears Katherine Jackson is going to do what Oksana Grigorieva couldn't ... appear on "The Oprah Winfrey Show."
Production trucks have arrived at the Jackson family compound in Encino along with two black SUVs. Members of the production crew told TMZ they are there for "an Oprah shoot."
A security guard told TMZ Oprah will not be showing up ... so this could be filming for an introductory segment of the show.
No word on what the interview might be about ... but we're guessing the words Michael and Jackson will be used often.
UPDATE 5:10 PM PT -- No one has left yet, but there has been a visitor ... the Domino's Pizza delivery guy!
UPDATE 6:23 PM PT -- The production trucks are getting a parking ticket. Put it on Oprah's tab.
UPDATE 6:39 PM PT -- The two SUVs have taken off and the production crew has begun to load equipment. Looks like it's a wrap.
Production trucks have arrived at the Jackson family compound in Encino along with two black SUVs. Members of the production crew told TMZ they are there for "an Oprah shoot."
A security guard told TMZ Oprah will not be showing up ... so this could be filming for an introductory segment of the show.
No word on what the interview might be about ... but we're guessing the words Michael and Jackson will be used often.
UPDATE 5:10 PM PT -- No one has left yet, but there has been a visitor ... the Domino's Pizza delivery guy!
UPDATE 6:23 PM PT -- The production trucks are getting a parking ticket. Put it on Oprah's tab.
UPDATE 6:39 PM PT -- The two SUVs have taken off and the production crew has begun to load equipment. Looks like it's a wrap.
In a online survey conducted by the social networking website MySpace, the 'Thriller' hitmaker surpassed popstar Justin Timberlake and reggae king Bob Marley, who came second and third respectively.
Among the females, contralto singer Alecia Beth Moore popularly known as Pink triumphed over pop icons Lady Gaga, Madonna and Britney Spears to grab the top spot.
Meanwhile, among the bands, rockers AC DC were declared the best, closely followed by Nirvana and the 'Red Hot Chilli Peppers'.
The door knocked again.. Who was it?
Caroline:"Come in"
This time it was Michael..
Michael:"Did i disturb?"
Caroline:"No Michael.. you never disturb.. Come in.."
Michael:"I saw a man running out of the office... Who was it?"
Caroline:"Oh.. it was my ex boy friend.. i told him that it was over. He knew I was right.."
Michael looked at Caroline for a moment.. they looked at eachother..
Michael said:"Can you come near me for a minute please?"
Caroline went near him.. not knowing what he was going to do..
Michael said:"Forgive me"
Then Michael kissed her. There was a moment of great passion between the two.. not even Michael knew that he did it. They were in deep exstasy.. in exstasy of love...
Caroline:"Come in"
This time it was Michael..
Michael:"Did i disturb?"
Caroline:"No Michael.. you never disturb.. Come in.."
Michael:"I saw a man running out of the office... Who was it?"
Caroline:"Oh.. it was my ex boy friend.. i told him that it was over. He knew I was right.."
Michael looked at Caroline for a moment.. they looked at eachother..
Michael said:"Can you come near me for a minute please?"
Caroline went near him.. not knowing what he was going to do..
Michael said:"Forgive me"
Then Michael kissed her. There was a moment of great passion between the two.. not even Michael knew that he did it. They were in deep exstasy.. in exstasy of love...
Caroline went at his mum's house to see if he was there.. She knocked.. His mum opened.
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar next door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar next door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Michael Jackson could live again on the big screen -- TMZ has learned a former Jackson associate is trying to shop around a full-length movie featuring unseen rehearsal footage from MJ's 1981 concert series.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
An MJ fan club is on a desperate mission to clean up the recent graffiti onslaught outside the King of Pop's tomb -- claiming a few bad apples could spoil everything for MJ's non-vandal followers.
The Official Michael Jackson Fans of Southern California have extended an olive branch to Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where MJ is buried -- offering to clean up the recent wave of hidden vandalism outside the singer's tomb ... before the cemetery decides to ban MJ fans altogether.
A rep for the group -- which organizes a monthly pilgrimage to MJ's burial place -- tells TMZ, they want to "fix this mess" so FLC doesn't associate MJ's upstanding fans with a bunch of sharpie-wielding hoodlums.
As TMZ first reported, Forest Lawn is currently on red alert over the illegal doodles -- hunting down the artists responsible ... and threatening to ban any potential copycats for life.
No word if Forest Lawn will take the fan group up on their offer.
The Official Michael Jackson Fans of Southern California have extended an olive branch to Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where MJ is buried -- offering to clean up the recent wave of hidden vandalism outside the singer's tomb ... before the cemetery decides to ban MJ fans altogether.
A rep for the group -- which organizes a monthly pilgrimage to MJ's burial place -- tells TMZ, they want to "fix this mess" so FLC doesn't associate MJ's upstanding fans with a bunch of sharpie-wielding hoodlums.
As TMZ first reported, Forest Lawn is currently on red alert over the illegal doodles -- hunting down the artists responsible ... and threatening to ban any potential copycats for life.
No word if Forest Lawn will take the fan group up on their offer.
TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced by a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
A poem I dedicated to Michael .
I woke up one day, I found at you were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see you one day in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my heart is hurting
Wherever you are, I feel you close no matter
How far or how near
Why did you go? One day I will know,
You never said goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry
I woke up one day, I found at you were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see you one day in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my heart is hurting
Wherever you are, I feel you close no matter
How far or how near
Why did you go? One day I will know,
You never said goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry