Michael opened his eyes and quickly gasped in some air. He lie still panting for a moment trying to understand what had happened and where he was. Much to his relief, he soon realised he was alone in his room at the Jackson family estate in Encino. He was lieing flat on his back in bed it was still very dark with the exception of a night light. His wide eye searched about the room for comfort; answers. Did he really just dream that?
His own hand, he discovered, was wrapped tightly around his own manhood which was distressingly hard. He quickly released it and sat up covering his face with both hands.
"Oh my God. What is wrong with me? Why'd I dream that? I didn't mean to! I couldn't help - ." Michael stopped himself and turned over punching his pillows. "I am not gay, " he said defiantly. But another voice inside chided him.
Michael could still feel his erection throbbing between his thighs just begging for attention. Where was his underwear? Michael didn't normally sleep in the nude and he certainly knew he'd had them on at bedtime. He looked about and found that his briefs lay crumpled, inside-out on the corner of his bed. They had obviously been removed in a hurry.
What could he have been thinking? He was not brought up this way. The thought alarmed Michael as questions began swarming by the masses in his tired head. He curled up in a ball under his warm comforter as though shielding himself from his thoughts.
He had never made love to a woman, but that was simply because he had never found the right one. Right? He wanted to be married first so that when he did make love it would be beautiful and pure and what he had just dreamt was about the most impure thing he could think of! Maybe it was something he ate.
The fact remained, however, that Michael was still quite horny, but for what, he wasn't sure. He wasn't ready to admitt that what he'd just experienced (or thought he had) had turned him on emensly. There must be a cure for this, he thought. And whatever it was he'd find it - in the morning.
Michael slowly rolled onto his back. His manhood was straining against the comforter poking it higher. He slid his hand underneath the sheets and reclaimed himself. Michael quickly heeded to the pleasure, as he was already so aroused. He began moving his body against his grip. Then he slid his other hand beneath where he cupped his testicles.
"Ohhh," he moaned soft and high in the darkness. He couldn't stop now. Not for anything in the world. He squeezed his balls firmly as he twisted his cock up and down in his hand. Thoughts of another man doing this to him drifted lazily to the surface of his mind. He opened his eyes about to panic. Then he shut them tightly hoping no one would know he had thought this. He pulled on himself faster feeling his veins throb beneath his fingers. Yes, he thought defiantly, a sexy guy with...dark hair. And dark eyes! Michael moaned a little. With smooth skin...and soft, full lips.
"Oh...OH...Oh my God...," Michael gasped trying to be quiet. Then he boldly began pushing his perineum. "Uh! God...," he whimpered. Far too excited and feeling so dirty, he moved his fingers to his lips where he began to lick and suck. The movement between his lips felt so good; and they were a bit swollen as well. They always were when he was sexually aroused. He only wished he had something...else to suck on.
"Ummm," he moaned against his finger. Then he had an idea. Michael moved his hand back under the covers and spread his legs. He gently eased a finger into hmself. It didn't hurt, but he was tight. "Oooo," he crooned.
Michael continued to masterbate and search depper inside himself for that pleasuring spot he'd felt in his dream. He licked his full lips and let the thoughts of the sexy, dark-haired guy overtake him.
"Ohhh!" Yes, a hot, sex-stud that would f*** him so hard. "Oh my God! Ah!" Michael cried so turned on and yet so shocked by his amazingly dirty thoughts. All feelings of guilt had vanished for the time being allowing Michael to make peace with his sexual fantasies.
His cock throbbed with every pump and his so-tight balls bounced with every twist of his fist. Michael bit his lip and his toes pointed into the mattress as he pressed his finger deep and hard upwards and a wave of pleasure washed over his trembling body.
"Uh! OH! OH!...Oh my God! Yeah!" He felt as though he'd struck gold between his legs. Michael was shamelessly envisioning the dark-haired guy f***ing him violently as he thrashed about in bed.
"OH! OH!...Yeah!..Uh!...Ahhh!," he shrieked as he watched his hot come splash up his chest and run down his hands. His orgasm was so sweet and juicy. "Ohh my God...," he moaned quietly now. Michael felt like little stars were popping out behind his eyes. He lay there frozen in his moment. He couldn't ever remember coming so hard before.
Michael slipped his finger from himself and lay back gasping heavily; a damp curl hung exhausted across his nose. Reality was about to set in and he felt it creeping up on him.
"Oh", he began to fret, "oh no, I can't be...but I didn't want this". Michael was coming out of his sexual euphoria and wondering what he should do. "I can't tell anybody. Maybe if I ignore it it'll go away on it's own. Maybe as long as I don't act on it I won't go to Hell. Does masterbation count though? Oh, geez."
He rolled over to reach the tissues on the night stand. He sat up and cleaned himself off and then lay down again. Boy, that sure had relaxed him, though. Michael slipped his underwear back on along with a pair of sweatpants. For some reason this made him feel safer - and a little less guilty. He nestled himself snuggly under his comforter and drifted back to sleep trying to keep the image of the dark-haired guy from his mind. For one, he did not want to go to Hell, and two, that guy was Mark.
His own hand, he discovered, was wrapped tightly around his own manhood which was distressingly hard. He quickly released it and sat up covering his face with both hands.
"Oh my God. What is wrong with me? Why'd I dream that? I didn't mean to! I couldn't help - ." Michael stopped himself and turned over punching his pillows. "I am not gay, " he said defiantly. But another voice inside chided him.
Michael could still feel his erection throbbing between his thighs just begging for attention. Where was his underwear? Michael didn't normally sleep in the nude and he certainly knew he'd had them on at bedtime. He looked about and found that his briefs lay crumpled, inside-out on the corner of his bed. They had obviously been removed in a hurry.
What could he have been thinking? He was not brought up this way. The thought alarmed Michael as questions began swarming by the masses in his tired head. He curled up in a ball under his warm comforter as though shielding himself from his thoughts.
He had never made love to a woman, but that was simply because he had never found the right one. Right? He wanted to be married first so that when he did make love it would be beautiful and pure and what he had just dreamt was about the most impure thing he could think of! Maybe it was something he ate.
The fact remained, however, that Michael was still quite horny, but for what, he wasn't sure. He wasn't ready to admitt that what he'd just experienced (or thought he had) had turned him on emensly. There must be a cure for this, he thought. And whatever it was he'd find it - in the morning.
Michael slowly rolled onto his back. His manhood was straining against the comforter poking it higher. He slid his hand underneath the sheets and reclaimed himself. Michael quickly heeded to the pleasure, as he was already so aroused. He began moving his body against his grip. Then he slid his other hand beneath where he cupped his testicles.
"Ohhh," he moaned soft and high in the darkness. He couldn't stop now. Not for anything in the world. He squeezed his balls firmly as he twisted his cock up and down in his hand. Thoughts of another man doing this to him drifted lazily to the surface of his mind. He opened his eyes about to panic. Then he shut them tightly hoping no one would know he had thought this. He pulled on himself faster feeling his veins throb beneath his fingers. Yes, he thought defiantly, a sexy guy with...dark hair. And dark eyes! Michael moaned a little. With smooth skin...and soft, full lips.
"Oh...OH...Oh my God...," Michael gasped trying to be quiet. Then he boldly began pushing his perineum. "Uh! God...," he whimpered. Far too excited and feeling so dirty, he moved his fingers to his lips where he began to lick and suck. The movement between his lips felt so good; and they were a bit swollen as well. They always were when he was sexually aroused. He only wished he had something...else to suck on.
"Ummm," he moaned against his finger. Then he had an idea. Michael moved his hand back under the covers and spread his legs. He gently eased a finger into hmself. It didn't hurt, but he was tight. "Oooo," he crooned.
Michael continued to masterbate and search depper inside himself for that pleasuring spot he'd felt in his dream. He licked his full lips and let the thoughts of the sexy, dark-haired guy overtake him.
"Ohhh!" Yes, a hot, sex-stud that would f*** him so hard. "Oh my God! Ah!" Michael cried so turned on and yet so shocked by his amazingly dirty thoughts. All feelings of guilt had vanished for the time being allowing Michael to make peace with his sexual fantasies.
His cock throbbed with every pump and his so-tight balls bounced with every twist of his fist. Michael bit his lip and his toes pointed into the mattress as he pressed his finger deep and hard upwards and a wave of pleasure washed over his trembling body.
"Uh! OH! OH!...Oh my God! Yeah!" He felt as though he'd struck gold between his legs. Michael was shamelessly envisioning the dark-haired guy f***ing him violently as he thrashed about in bed.
"OH! OH!...Yeah!..Uh!...Ahhh!," he shrieked as he watched his hot come splash up his chest and run down his hands. His orgasm was so sweet and juicy. "Ohh my God...," he moaned quietly now. Michael felt like little stars were popping out behind his eyes. He lay there frozen in his moment. He couldn't ever remember coming so hard before.
Michael slipped his finger from himself and lay back gasping heavily; a damp curl hung exhausted across his nose. Reality was about to set in and he felt it creeping up on him.
"Oh", he began to fret, "oh no, I can't be...but I didn't want this". Michael was coming out of his sexual euphoria and wondering what he should do. "I can't tell anybody. Maybe if I ignore it it'll go away on it's own. Maybe as long as I don't act on it I won't go to Hell. Does masterbation count though? Oh, geez."
He rolled over to reach the tissues on the night stand. He sat up and cleaned himself off and then lay down again. Boy, that sure had relaxed him, though. Michael slipped his underwear back on along with a pair of sweatpants. For some reason this made him feel safer - and a little less guilty. He nestled himself snuggly under his comforter and drifted back to sleep trying to keep the image of the dark-haired guy from his mind. For one, he did not want to go to Hell, and two, that guy was Mark.
La Toya Jackson thinks a lot of Michael Jackson haters have had a change of heart since her brother died -- but it's unclear whether she's including Gene Simmons in that group.
You'll recall KISS got dropped from the upcoming MJ tribute concert in part because Gene has said he believes Michael was a child molester.
This weekend in Bev Hills we asked La Toya if she thought the concert should be off limits to artists who disrespected Michael. Her answer is all about forgiveness ... but are you buying it?
You'll recall KISS got dropped from the upcoming MJ tribute concert in part because Gene has said he believes Michael was a child molester.
This weekend in Bev Hills we asked La Toya if she thought the concert should be off limits to artists who disrespected Michael. Her answer is all about forgiveness ... but are you buying it?
Sources directly connected to Dr. Conrad Murray tell TMZ ... the Doc will not accept any plea bargain from the L.A. County District Attorney in the Michael Jackson manslaughter case.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes you give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's favorite charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
One Limousine Rides Past My House
Inside Are The Ones Who Tell Prophecy
Cause Nobody Would Dare Face Them
In War,
Cause They Rule The World
They're The
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Don't Try To Hurt Me, Cause I'm Armed
And I'm Hungry For Life, I Wanna Be One Of You
The Guys Walking Down The Street
Time Bends As They Move
All Are Paralyzed When Look At You
Cause You're The
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Pointing Guns, Against The Sun
Day Night Its The Fight For Your Life
Its Like A Human JUngle
Tigers And All
Cause All You Really Need To Fear Is The
Strongest Ones Of All!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Inside Are The Ones Who Tell Prophecy
Cause Nobody Would Dare Face Them
In War,
Cause They Rule The World
They're The
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Don't Try To Hurt Me, Cause I'm Armed
And I'm Hungry For Life, I Wanna Be One Of You
The Guys Walking Down The Street
Time Bends As They Move
All Are Paralyzed When Look At You
Cause You're The
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Pointing Guns, Against The Sun
Day Night Its The Fight For Your Life
Its Like A Human JUngle
Tigers And All
Cause All You Really Need To Fear Is The
Strongest Ones Of All!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
Men In Black
Deciders Of Our Fate
Men In Black
The Doorkeepers Of Reality
Men In Black!
The producer/director of Michael Jackson's "This Is It" tour is scoffing at Katherine Jackson's wrongful death suit in which he's named as a defendant, because he had nothing to do with the drugs or treatment that caused the singer's death.
Kenny Ortega just filed legal docs -- obtained by TMZ -- asking the court to remove him as a defendant in Katherine's suit, claiming, "Kenneth Ortega is not alleged to be involved in the medical treatment or administration of drugs that allegedly caused Michael Jackson's death."
Ortega's lawyer adds ... Kenny never had a contract with Dr. Conrad Murray or with Michael Jackson, nor has he had any official affiliation with AEG.
Ortega's lawyer says, "The naming of Kenneth Ortega as a defendant in this action, without any basis, without any substantive charging allegations against him, is a gross error."
Kenny Ortega just filed legal docs -- obtained by TMZ -- asking the court to remove him as a defendant in Katherine's suit, claiming, "Kenneth Ortega is not alleged to be involved in the medical treatment or administration of drugs that allegedly caused Michael Jackson's death."
Ortega's lawyer adds ... Kenny never had a contract with Dr. Conrad Murray or with Michael Jackson, nor has he had any official affiliation with AEG.
Ortega's lawyer says, "The naming of Kenneth Ortega as a defendant in this action, without any basis, without any substantive charging allegations against him, is a gross error."
Michael Jackson could live again on the big screen -- TMZ has learned a former Jackson associate is trying to shop around a full-length movie featuring unseen rehearsal footage from MJ's 1981 concert series.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.