the way you love me
I was all alone but you came in time you brought away the rain and brought the sunshine.

It was hard for me to find love through all my years of being in a group with my brothers and being on tour and traveling from place to place. I never got to focus on love or an relationship. But this year I have made a plan that I will find that special someone that can love me forever and that will never hurt me.

In studio:

“ok let's take that from the top one more time then we are finished”

I just love being in the studio, it seems like when I go there I can just let the song come into the making and let it create it's self, and also in the studio you can redo the song over and over again til you get it right, I just love that !

Just before I was about to leave the studio Quincy comes up to me and says “hey mike you did a great job today, if you keep up the work you can have this record done by next month.” “really you really think so?” “hey I know so kid.” I was really happy that Quincy thought that I was sounding great and that the record could be done by next month.”

down in the lobby:

as I was walking out of the studio's lobby I saw this girl she was sitting down on a bench and she had her face in her hands crying.
I went over to her and sat down beside her. “hey what's wrong?”,I whispered to her
“huh ?”, that what the girl said as she wiped her eyes then she looked up. “mj?” , “ I must be seeing things”. “ no you’re not ,it's really me Michael Jackson” “ would you mind if you told what's wrong,maybe I can help you” “yes I do mind,and why are you here worrying about me don't you have other superstar things to do than bothering me ?”

“well hey,that was really rude, but I was only trying to be nice and do the right thing” “well I know a lot about stars and they don't be nice to you unless they want something” “well I don't want anything from you, I just wanted to see if you’re ok but it looks like you are so I must be going”.

This girl was either playing hard to get or she just didn't have manners. And if I was looking for something in a girl the first thing would be her personality.

As I was walking away from the girl she says “wait please !” I then turned around and came back to her where she was sitting. “ I....i change my mind, I would like to tell you whats going on with me.”
“ok” , I say to her as I sit back down beside her. “ok the reason why I was crying was because I came here this morning and I was on the 3rd floor at the auditions to be in a new movie. The directors and writers told me I didn't have what it takes to be in the movie.” “I......i just don't know what to do?” (then she began to sob).

“hey it's ok” I tell her “long as you know you did your best you shouldn't worry.” after that she looks up at me and says in a shaky voice “i didn't....i didn't do my best I guess I got a little shy...plus my morning had been hell before I even got to auditions”

“um what happened this morning?”, I asked her. “You wouldn't care to know, I think I have took up a lot of your time already”. “no you are ok plus I live a few blocks away so no hurry”. “so anyway what happen earlier this morning?”

“um well I had just moved from new york to here in California just for auditions and I was just staying with my boyfriend because he lives here in California. But as soon as I was accepted to be part of the cast for the movie. I was gonna find a place closer to the location I was gonna to be filming at. But after I told my boyfriend I didn't make the part he threw me out and left me here with just only me and my belongings”. “ oh. I'm so sorry for you to have gone through all this trouble today...um...” “my name is lextina but people call me Lex or tina”. “what a beautiful name”, I tell her. She finally gives a tiny smile.