"We're going on a trip..we're going on a trip...hey!" Alicia sung aloud to herself. "Please leave the singing and the songwriting to me please." Michael replied. "I was just getting into the spirit gosh...no need to be rude." Alicia said rolling her eyes. "Im not being rude...your just being annoying." Michael replied. "You seem uneasy about something...whats up?" Alicia asked. "Nothing..im fine, just a little tired thats all." Michael replied trying to not look at Alicia. "Michael, look at me...no not the bed...or wall..me.", Michael looked at Alicia. "Whats wrong?" Alicia asked. "I told you nothing." Michael said. "You dont wanna do this tour do you?" Alicia asked crossing her arms. Michael stopped packing and sighed. "No..not really." Michael replied. "Well why are you doing it then?" Alicia asked. "Because...i dont want to disappoint my fans." Michael replied. "Michael you need to think of yourself more...the media and everyone in the entertainment business is running you ragged." Alicia said. "Well i cant just quit." Michael said. "I understand that, but the thing is you have a family, you have a life, your true fans will understand if you go on a break for awhile." Alicia stated. "I did have a break i havent toured since Abby was born." Michael replied. "Michael that was only a year ago, you need to take a longer break than that." Alicia replied. "So you think i should just sit on my ass and do nothing?" Michael said. "Who said just because you wanna take a break from touring means you have to sit on your ass? Duh, have you forgotten me and you own pretty much all of SNL and we are the main writers and directors of the show i mean hello! and its flimmed right here in LA so you dont have to go to the other side of the globe to make money, you can do it and spend time with family at the same time." Alicia said. "Yea i could do that but i dont love it as much as i do performing." Michael replied as he zipped up his last suitcase. "Oh come on michael really?!..do you have to be that stubborn!" Alicia said with frustration. "What? im not stubborn?! why in the hell are you calling me stubborn?" Michael shot back. "Because it looks to me as if your choosing your career over your own wife and kids!" Alicia's voice rose. "That is not true!" , "Ok well if its not true then why are you going to do this 3 year tour? hmmm?" Alicia said. Michael was silent, he couldnt think of not one thing to say. "You see...your so set on making your fans happy that you dont ever stop and think about yourself, your family or your friends. you need to stop michael because one day the high price of fame is going to force you to do something that you will regret" Alicia said. "And how do you know this?" Michael said coldly. "Do you not remember what happened to you and Diane before you guys were married? remember how mary and diane's ex boyfriend mark tried to break you guys up?" , "Yea but that wasnt all that big, the media wasnt even in that whole situtation..that much....what do that have to do with the high price fame?" Michael asked confused. "Imagine if that whole thing was blown way more out of proportion, lets say that Mary got pregnat sooner than she did, and she went to the press and claimed you were the father, the media would have eaten that load of bs as if it were a feast." Alicia stated. "I still do not understand what the hell you are trying to say." Michael said still confused. Alicia let out a frustrated sigh. "Michael basically what i am trying to say it when your big in the businiess watch your every move, because one slip up and can cost you everything." Alicia said. Michael let out a nervous laugh. "You really think something is going to happen and that im going to lose diane...thats really something." Michael chuckled as he began to make his way out of his room. "MJ im serious! its not funny im not saying this just to hear myself talk ok! im doing it because one i care about you since you're my best friend and two i hate to see you get hurt and lose everything you work so hard to get." Alicia said. "Alicia i really apperciate the fact you're looking out for me and you're a really caring friend, honestly i dont know what i would do if i didnt have you as a best friend, but you need to stop worrying so much, i would never do anything that would ever cause me to lose Diane and the girls." Michael said as he began to walk down the steps, Alicia followed. "Michael you dont know that you cant predecit the future...how do you know one day you go to some party with the crew you get drunk and bang some other girl?" Alicia protested. "Ok now your starting to sound stupid." Michael said coldly. "Fine you dont wanna listen then im leaving...im not going to argue, you always do this michael, i try and be nice and help you , but my nicest only goes so far." Alicia stormed upstairs and grabbed her things and stormed back downstairs. "Alicia wait..." Michael tired to stop her. "Save it mj... your on your own." Alicia said coldy before slamming the front door. "What was all that about?" Diane replied as she came out of the living room. "Nothing...we just had a disagreement..thats all." Michael said putting his head down. "Aw honey dont worry about it...you guys are best friends...you going to have disagreements, just give her some space..she'll come around." Diane said giving michael a quick kiss on the lips...........
Part 7 coming soon...........
after chatting, they have dinner and talk about how things after she moved to LA, after that, they have a super soaker fight.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
one day, there's a girl name josephine, who just moved to LA with her aunt. after moving in, she goes to an acting school. the same school with michael jackson kids.
and at the first day at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes home to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the next day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a split of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the next day, is the worst day for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst day and the worst felling ever...
and at the first day at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes home to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the next day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a split of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the next day, is the worst day for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst day and the worst felling ever...
Don't try to fight it. You know that you want me, girl
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
Ryan White, symbol of justice
Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
Back to poem site
Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
Back to poem site
People ask me how I make music. I tell them I
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my heart holds it all together. When
you join the flow, the music is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my heart holds it all together. When
you join the flow, the music is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes you give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's favorite charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
We all know that Michael Jackson was known as much for his humanitarian work as he was for his amazing musical talent. Now, MJFC is highlighting Michael's philanthropic efforts with a new section called Stories of Michael's Love.
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed by one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Love in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed by one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of Love in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
The prosecutor in the Michael Jackson manslaughter preliminary hearing -- which begins tomorrow -- will not call Michael's eldest son, Prince Michael, to testify about what he saw the day his dad died ... sources tell TMZ.
Dr. Conrad Murray has said after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered by Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly by administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the day he died.
Dr. Conrad Murray has said after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered by Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly by administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the day he died.
