what has happened to me? :(

Don't worry. Just try to listen his songs and watch him perform and try to remember why you loved Michael so much. After 2 days, you will feel that Michael is a big part of your life again.
Really nice that you want to be a fan again. But true fans never rest.
Peace :)

Just think back and "Remember the Time" when you first heard his music or the first time you've seen him perform. Just re-trace your steps and I assure you that you'll remember why you became one of us (and MJ fan) once you witness the phenomenon that is Michael Jackson (again)

This happened to me too. For a long time I was obsessed with him. Then for some reason, I stopped. I recently bought a new iPod and when I was looking through my cds to put songs on it, I came across my "Invincible" album. I found all of them. I put them all on my iPod and listened to them all day long. I sang and I danced like I used to. I fell in love with him all over again. I watched his music video, his home videos, his funny moments, and I realized just how much I loved this man, and how much I missed him. I hung up posters and pulled out my fedora, my glove, my jacket, and my MJ the experience game for the Wii and I danced all day. I soon fell in love again and now Im obsessed again lol. If you ever need anyone to talk Michael Jackson with, Im here. I can get you re-obessed lol by the way, nice picture of you. :) its cute

Try to keep on loving him his music inspire millions of people.

This happened to me too so you are not alone.
I got really into Michael Jackson this January (I didn't know about him before then) and I got CRAZY about him! I got all the books I could and watched so many videos and listened to most of his songs in about a month.
But now I've calmed down. Because I am now a huge fan of another person, Johnny depp. Well, I love Jack sparrow more then Johnny...but anyway. The reason I slowed down with the MJ stuff was because I started watching all the JD movies I could so I didn't have that much time for Michael.
But then, just last Saturday, I went to a karaoke party, I sang Man in the mirror and thriller. I felt so happy. Then the next day I listened to his songs. Then I got back into the MJ spirit!
You know, just because you aren't singing and dancing and being a MJ fanatic 24/7 doesn't mean you aren't a fan. You might just be finding new stuff that is taking up your fan spirit. It will come back to you.

I'm sorry if this is hard to understand. I just don't know how to explain it that well. Just listen to some of his music, or watch one of his concerts on youtube.

Oh! another reason I'm getting back into Michael is because I'm going to get the WII game, "Michael Jackson the Experience"! Yay!


PS: Look at pictures of Michael or draw him, I do this some times and it makes me happy and want to dance.

If you miss your “old” MJ days, you can have them back whenever you want, or you can take a break, or decide to get “crazy and obsessed” just now and then. You can be a "sane and laid back" fan, for a while, or for forever, or be any kind of fan that feels right for you. The main thing is that you're true to yourself. We may be the most loyal fans, but despite what some say, we're not all alike (crazy and obsessed), we have different personalities.

idk

I think that you might just be over the obsession of Michael Jackson. But if you really want to be obsessed with him again, then here is what I think you should do. Wear some of your best shiny outfits, sing some of your favourite songs of his, and while your singing, do his dance moves. Surround yourself with posters of him, and read some good news about him. And maybe watch some videos of past concerts.

Do you love him? Because if you do.. it doesn't matter if you're obsessed with him or not. If you wear shiny clothes or not. All that matters is that feeling in your heart.
"Remember the time"...remember what made you fell in love with him, watch his videos, his dance, his moves.. listen to his songs and then listen to your heart.
Your heart will tell you better than anyone.

Btw, I just love your picture!!! You look great! :)