I walk slowly threw the warm park. Old leaves crackle under my feet, as I look at the green spring leaves on their trees.
I sit on a brown rusted colored bench.
I watch the boys soccer game go on, in the field.
I watch one specific person.
Seth.
He kicks the ball perfectly into the net.
I sigh, wishing I could be the girlfriend cheering him on, on the sidelines.
I stare at him as he scores more goals, and misses a couple times.
"So you gonna do it? ...Tara!?" Abby, my best friend, yells at me. I shake my head. "Sorry.. What?" I say.
Abby sighs. "Are you trying out for a cheerleader?" She says smiling.
I smiles with her, "Of course!"
I jump up next to her and walk closer to the game. She follows and says, "I can't wait! Just one week and we might be cheerleaders!"
I smile bigger and more convincing this time. I think back to when Abby and I were toddlers, we would always play Cheerleaders.
Abby stops smiling and looks to where I'm looking at, "You and Seth Huh? Tara and Seth.. Seth and Tara.. I gotta get a banner!" She laughs.
I try to hide my bigger smile and say, "Talk about something else, Please!"
Abby sighs again and says, "Jason's taking me out tonight."
She giggles. Jason and her have been a thing even before we got to high school.
"Good for you." I murmur.
I look further out My eyes reach the ocean of Hawaii. How beautiful it is.
Everyday it looks bigger, like my love for Seth, we have been really good friends since we were three to now, me turning 18 soon, in senior year of high school, him already 18 in his senior year.
I twist my blond ringlets in my finger. Abby walks in front of me, which makes me stop walking.
"He's right there, go talk to him!" She says as she nudges her head in his direction. She pushes me toward him.
"Gosh Okay!" I say.
I walk toward Seth. He's with all of his soccer team. I smile and stop a couple feet from his team.
Seth spots me and says, "Tara! There you are!" He says running to me. "I was looking for you!"
I blush furiously. "Well here I am!" I say.
He smiles and hugs me tightly.
He lets go I hold him a little to long.
"Guess what?" I say. He looks around then gets closer to me, "What?"
"I'm gonna be a cheerleader!" I say smiling and laughing.
He smiles widely, "Really?! That's Amazing!"
We both smile at each other for a while the he says, "Why don't I walk you home?"
My smile fades and I say, "Sure."
I sit on a brown rusted colored bench.
I watch the boys soccer game go on, in the field.
I watch one specific person.
Seth.
He kicks the ball perfectly into the net.
I sigh, wishing I could be the girlfriend cheering him on, on the sidelines.
I stare at him as he scores more goals, and misses a couple times.
"So you gonna do it? ...Tara!?" Abby, my best friend, yells at me. I shake my head. "Sorry.. What?" I say.
Abby sighs. "Are you trying out for a cheerleader?" She says smiling.
I smiles with her, "Of course!"
I jump up next to her and walk closer to the game. She follows and says, "I can't wait! Just one week and we might be cheerleaders!"
I smile bigger and more convincing this time. I think back to when Abby and I were toddlers, we would always play Cheerleaders.
Abby stops smiling and looks to where I'm looking at, "You and Seth Huh? Tara and Seth.. Seth and Tara.. I gotta get a banner!" She laughs.
I try to hide my bigger smile and say, "Talk about something else, Please!"
Abby sighs again and says, "Jason's taking me out tonight."
She giggles. Jason and her have been a thing even before we got to high school.
"Good for you." I murmur.
I look further out My eyes reach the ocean of Hawaii. How beautiful it is.
Everyday it looks bigger, like my love for Seth, we have been really good friends since we were three to now, me turning 18 soon, in senior year of high school, him already 18 in his senior year.
I twist my blond ringlets in my finger. Abby walks in front of me, which makes me stop walking.
"He's right there, go talk to him!" She says as she nudges her head in his direction. She pushes me toward him.
"Gosh Okay!" I say.
I walk toward Seth. He's with all of his soccer team. I smile and stop a couple feet from his team.
Seth spots me and says, "Tara! There you are!" He says running to me. "I was looking for you!"
I blush furiously. "Well here I am!" I say.
He smiles and hugs me tightly.
He lets go I hold him a little to long.
"Guess what?" I say. He looks around then gets closer to me, "What?"
"I'm gonna be a cheerleader!" I say smiling and laughing.
He smiles widely, "Really?! That's Amazing!"
We both smile at each other for a while the he says, "Why don't I walk you home?"
My smile fades and I say, "Sure."
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
Oh
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
Oh
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
I can't believe you're a love that I've found,
I was alone in this crazy world
but you're the one who let my love unfurl,
You're the star to my burst, the heart to my beat,
I can't believe we're in love, falling so deep,
We are to opposites yet the same,
I think about our love until I go insane,
Two lost souls found one another,
All that matters is that we love each other,
I can't think our love through
but my heart always knew
Here's what it has to say;
You're all that I want at the end of the day,
If you can see from my point of view,
All I can say is that; I love you.
I had this bf and he was my best friend, I told him everything and kind of depended on him in a way I geuss. I don't no if he really felt the sane way, though he told me he did. We went out 4 lk 9 months then he breaks up with me. It has been 8 months since we broke up with him and I convinced myself I hate him for letting me alone. I bbt tlk to him but a couple days ago he came to my work and I got all shakey. Then when I txted him tht night I got all excited when he txted me back. I xonviced myself I'm over him but idk! I think I was until I saw him. Can someone tell me what I'm feeling?
