"Derek!!!What else are you NOT telling me?!?!" Alley shrieked looking up at Derek who'd now turned his back both hands covering his face. His face...it held the pain the pain of a billion eighteen wheelers running him over nonstop,the regret of a farther turning down all five of his lost children,and the shock-of his own words-like a MP5's bullet to the head unseen unnoticed unheard.- Alley truly did not want to hear the rest but she knows it's better if she knows the whole truth,now.Derek throws his hands from his face and slowly turned to face Alley. That's when every emotion he'd just felt deepen and suddenly -like a rat's fast speed across a wooden floor- it all vanished the pain,regret,including the shock went away- like a lighting bolt.-He began to take pleasure in what he saw that's happening to Alley. "I've been sleeping with your sister Sarah for a two months now."At that Alley felt pale of faint yet she didn't faint,the words he just spoke to her were sickening and ripped her apart on the inside."And",he continued "I was the one who kidnapped rapped and killed your mother afterwards."He spoke that as if a guy would say 'shut up' to an annoying girl. Alley stared into those dark cold emotionless killer eyes,her mind blank,her voice lost in her throat,both her body and feeling for Derek -the boy she'd madly been in love with- were both gone.He only gave her a sickening smirk and walked away off into the deep black woods of the night.Alley stare straight ahead trying to comprehend every twisted word he'd just said.'Was he lying?Did he really mean it?'Alley thought to herself.'Of course he meant every word I could tell by that disordered look in his eye.'She'd thought answering her own question. She dropped to the ground crying waterfalls in her hands as she sobbed heavy sobs it began to pour down rain which only made Alley feel worse even though she's loved rainy weather,but not tonight."How could he?'She questioned herself aloud all for no reason.And without further thinking she hit the ground with her angry fists yelling"NO!"She did that three times each time the pain got worse but yet and still it could not compare to the emotional pain she was dreading right now... Her ex boyfriend had been sleeping with her sister,her sister the girl she loved more than anyone and was like her mother....Her mother the sweet innocent woman who'd given birth to her and loved her until that fateful death she'd suffered at the hand of her ex....TO BE CONTINUED.....When you can trust no one how can you believe someone?.......
In the morning when I wake up
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have you near.
My heart is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe you miss me too.
I miss you in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call you on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put you in my prayers.
I think by now it's safe to say,
That I miss you very much,
And my heart will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have you near.
My heart is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe you miss me too.
I miss you in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call you on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put you in my prayers.
I think by now it's safe to say,
That I miss you very much,
And my heart will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
i look into your eye
you look away in shame
i can't belive that you my love
played such a mean game
i thought that your love pure
but i was wrong
the lyrics to this song
were all wrong
couldn't you see the love
in my eyes
how could you fall for
another girl's lies
my life had revolved only around you
but now i feel like my heart
is broken in two
i miss your smile
more than i miss mine
i rember our first kiss
which was so bliss
that moment was so perfect
a time i'l never forget
everynight when i close my eyes
i see your face
i came to know late
that love doesn't come free
you have to pay
i'll wait for that day
when we will once again
go on dates
and be happy and glad
i will wait for you
TILL MY HEART STOPS BEATING
i will wait......