"What about me?"
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The Winter snow that shined like dimounds,like some one I knew of.Edward still didn't come back,me still having the dreams.Spending time with Jacob really helped me not think of the negative.
I lied on my bed waiting for Jacob like a puppy waits for there owner to come back after a long period of time.Charlie came in,"Hey sport"he said.His voice seemed tired and lazy,probably still looking for the "bears" that were in the forest."Hey dad,you seem exausted"I replied.He shrugged his shoulders,"Still searching for the bears-I mean wolves"He said trying to hide the misstake of what he thought he was tracking down."You know Jacob's outside"Charlie mentioned.I ran downstairs and opened the door.
Jacob had his smirk on and gave me two tickets,"Wanna see a movie?"He asked."Sure"I answered shy-like.We hopped in my truck,I put the windshelled wippers on to get the snow off,but it didn't work."We need a bucket of hot water"Said Jacob."Well I'm not gonna get it"I smirked.Jacob rolled his eyes and went inside to get the bucket of hot water.I closed all the windows in my truck,I started to shiver cause of the coldness that surrounded me.
Jacob came back with the bucket of hot water and poured the water all over my truck.Watching the water bring down the icy snow that was on top of my truck letting out some steam.Jacob came inside and asked,"Can I drive,you seem tired."I nodded my head yes,we both got out of the truck and switched places,but when we did our shoulders touched.I felt warm and tingley inside,I don't know why though,but my cheeks felt warm.
Jacob sat down and looked at me,"You ok?"He questioned.I didn't want this to feel akward so I lied,"Umm...yeah I'm fine"I answered.He started to drive slow,but alittle fast.I tried to think of something to say,"Can I ask you something?"I asked."Yeah anything"He said keeping his eyes on the rhode."Umm...When you convert to a werewolf,what happens to your cloths?"I questioned.Jacob chuckled,"I seriously have no idea"he answered."But I see them ripped into pieces,like are you naked when you alter back to yourself?"I asked."No,I'm covered"He laughed.His laugh was so amazing so wonderful,woah what am I saying?
Jacob sighed,"You have a beautiful soul,Bella,please don't let your soul go cause of those blood suckers"he said.I hung my head down in guilt,I've been putting myself in suicidal danger just to see Edward,braking his promise on keeping it safe."Promise?"He finished."I promise"I answered still looking at my shoes."I can't risk you getting hurt"He said."So if I ever became a vampire...you would hate me...kill me...think I have an empty soul"I muttered."Why would you want to become one of those parasites?,you know I would never hate you,I would kill myself if I killed you,and I wouldn't think you'd have an empty soul"Jacob said.He had one hand on the streeing wheel and the other reached and held my left hand.
Electricity drifted throughout my body,I felt so surprisingly uncommon on how amazingly extraordinary this feeling was.Jacob's hands felt warm and tender,Edward's hand felt cold and icy.I looked at our hands,our fingers interweave together.Jacob let go,"What's the matter?"I requested."You want to become one of them,don't you?"He said,his voice serious."Yes..."I whispered.Jacob stoped the truck,"Why!?!"He demanded."It's non of your business!"I snaped."No!Your not going to be one of them!"He said."IT'S NOT YOUR CHOICE!"I yelled.
Jacob got out of the truck and slamed the door,I did the same."Your not my mother ok,I can handle my own life!"I said.He muttered something I couldn't understand,"What?"I asked."It's nothing"He replied."no,no,no,what did you say?"I demended.He sighed,"What about me?"He questioned.
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