when i sleep :...monster....monster....monster monster....MONSTER....me:GET OUT OF MY HEAD ahhhh.............devil : join ur dad............me:LEAVE ME ALONE AM NOT HIM......devil: but u want to be like him.....me:SHUT UP SHUT UP.....devil: u well be like ur dad........me:NO I WELL NOT!.........devil: u well do wat i say my son.......me:AHHHH GOT THE FUCK OUT OF ME AM NOT UR SON AM NOT THE 666......DEVIL: U WELL BE LIKE ME .......???:maybe will........................................me: who the fuck is talking ???.......???: you..........me:wats?......666: am ur demon!.....me:GET...me:THE FUCK OUT OF MY MIND......*wakes up with blood coming out my nose*....its happening again......
WAT am i...am i human or monster....plz read and tell me wat i am.....
when i was born i was born with more blood than i should have been born with....when i walk next to a church i feel werd.....i giggles when ppl die...
when i try to kill my self at 9 years old by runing into a car i just flyed in the thinking this is how it ends but i hit the floor on my 2 feet alive with nothing borken....i got shot before and lived and someone said....its not ur time yet......than one time my dad hit me and i broke his leg and arm and i giggled and just watch him cry...i had a dream of 30000 ppl ding in a blink in a eye...i see hell when i sleep....and when i get mad the sides of my eyes turn red a little .....i want the world to be my play ground...i love war and i love see things die
the good things about me: when i see someone sad i help them i care for ppl who care for me i help girl not kill them self ....i took shot for someone...i care for lots of ppl but i never cryed my hole life....i make poems ..i love my gf alot more than i do to my family.....i do anything for my friends...i dont love the devil ..but i also dont love god?.....i want to cry at the ppl i lost but i cant cry..my body wont let me....i want to be in the war and help it end ....i have a heart but it well not wake up...
i dont want to be a monster but something in me is making me...i feel like there some else inside me trying to out and kill....it talk to me ever day...but i keep it inside but i wonder wat happens if i let it out?...well i be able to put it back? can i control it?.......y was i born like this.....
WAT am i...am i human or monster....plz read and tell me wat i am.....
when i was born i was born with more blood than i should have been born with....when i walk next to a church i feel werd.....i giggles when ppl die...
when i try to kill my self at 9 years old by runing into a car i just flyed in the thinking this is how it ends but i hit the floor on my 2 feet alive with nothing borken....i got shot before and lived and someone said....its not ur time yet......than one time my dad hit me and i broke his leg and arm and i giggled and just watch him cry...i had a dream of 30000 ppl ding in a blink in a eye...i see hell when i sleep....and when i get mad the sides of my eyes turn red a little .....i want the world to be my play ground...i love war and i love see things die
the good things about me: when i see someone sad i help them i care for ppl who care for me i help girl not kill them self ....i took shot for someone...i care for lots of ppl but i never cryed my hole life....i make poems ..i love my gf alot more than i do to my family.....i do anything for my friends...i dont love the devil ..but i also dont love god?.....i want to cry at the ppl i lost but i cant cry..my body wont let me....i want to be in the war and help it end ....i have a heart but it well not wake up...
i dont want to be a monster but something in me is making me...i feel like there some else inside me trying to out and kill....it talk to me ever day...but i keep it inside but i wonder wat happens if i let it out?...well i be able to put it back? can i control it?.......y was i born like this.....