I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do. I'm sorry, i can't help it, I'm so in love with you.

Yes, I love him, I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on him forever. But I know it's not for the best. so no matter ho much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, i can make it through this.

I keep myself...