He helped me stand up. His hands like stone at my sides.
"Im sorry." He still keept on saying.
"Its okay." I knew that i would never see him again, but then maybe faith wanted it this way. My suffering would stop. I would start a new life. Nothing would ever stop me.
"May i ask you something." Charlisle asked. His voice lost my thoughts. Now i was starring at his eyes, being mesmerized by them.
"Yeah." Was all i could chock out.
"What happened to you? When i found you in the hospital, you were covered in blood. They had left you for dead. But, i could still hear your heart beating." I didnt respond. The burning in my throut came back. Stronger than before. I started shacking.
"You must still be hungry. That bag wouldnt be enough for a newborn. Lets go hunting, but i must worn you, the smell of the humans will get to you."
"And how do i feed on them?" He looked shocked but then his face relaxed.
"Me and my son, dont feed on humans, but on animals. I will not stand in the way of your desision. You may leave whenever you want to. You may feed on humans if thats your choice"
What was i to do? I knew that i didnt wanna leave him. There was a strange conection between us, that i was sure he could feel to.
"You have a son?" Was all i said. Was he married? Could vampires have a life?
"Yeah, let me call him. Edward!" He said turning back at me with a big grin on his face.
"Im sorry." He still keept on saying.
"Its okay." I knew that i would never see him again, but then maybe faith wanted it this way. My suffering would stop. I would start a new life. Nothing would ever stop me.
"May i ask you something." Charlisle asked. His voice lost my thoughts. Now i was starring at his eyes, being mesmerized by them.
"Yeah." Was all i could chock out.
"What happened to you? When i found you in the hospital, you were covered in blood. They had left you for dead. But, i could still hear your heart beating." I didnt respond. The burning in my throut came back. Stronger than before. I started shacking.
"You must still be hungry. That bag wouldnt be enough for a newborn. Lets go hunting, but i must worn you, the smell of the humans will get to you."
"And how do i feed on them?" He looked shocked but then his face relaxed.
"Me and my son, dont feed on humans, but on animals. I will not stand in the way of your desision. You may leave whenever you want to. You may feed on humans if thats your choice"
What was i to do? I knew that i didnt wanna leave him. There was a strange conection between us, that i was sure he could feel to.
"You have a son?" Was all i said. Was he married? Could vampires have a life?
"Yeah, let me call him. Edward!" He said turning back at me with a big grin on his face.
Was i finally dead? Heaven wasnt sopposed to feel this way. i could feel the pain through my body to my head. i tried opening my eyes a little, bad idea, the blood was everywhere. my head was throbbing my body aching. i suddenly felt to sleppy to think, i closed my eyes and waited. To die? to live? to feel the pain? whatever it was, hopefully i could take it. Suddenly there were some hands on me I could hear someone gasping, and someone yelling to help them carry me. I was lifted, but then the person carring me dropped me, i was to heavy, my head hit on a rock. my eyes went black and i could no longer see, hear, or feel. I was sure i was finally dead. Heaven was a small wait away.
Which was the quickest way to end my depressing life? I thought over as i carried my body up the hill that would led to my small home. Posin? That maybe an opption but i wanted it fast, the quicker the faster i would get to him. The image of his face came back to my head. How i loved him. I wouldve done anything to save him. Anything. But that was over now. The tears came back. I couldnt take it anymore! i ran out of my house and countinued running, not knowing where i would stop. It didnt matter, maybe i could run myself to death!
Finally after about an hour i stopped. In front of me was a cliff. This was the path faith had givin me. This was my death. Without thinking i started running again. A little faster each time untill i made it to the edge. The i put my hand over my heart and let go. I went down down and down untill i could feel no more. The pain was finally gone.
Finally after about an hour i stopped. In front of me was a cliff. This was the path faith had givin me. This was my death. Without thinking i started running again. A little faster each time untill i made it to the edge. The i put my hand over my heart and let go. I went down down and down untill i could feel no more. The pain was finally gone.