I tried not to think of wats coming up this weekend.It's been three years.I Was going with trent.We were sorta of best friends.Only thing that changed was he turned gay after two years.That really bumed me out because i started to like him alot but thats all over now.

"Courtney lets go babe"

"Did you just call me babe?"

"Yea...talking to my bf on the fone sorry"

Trent really didn't change his style that much.He just paints his finger nails black once in a while.He tryes to hook me up with his bf's best friends girlfreind's cusins.He's stairght but i don't think i will go out not until...let me stop so i don't start crying.

"He picked me up and ran down in my living room.He threw me on the couch so i could grab my purse and grab my cell.

"Where we going?"

"I'm dropping you off at the store so you can pick up some milk and i'm going to get my bf"

"He's comig over?"

"Yea that ok?"

"Yea it's great...."

" you don't sound happy about it"

"I am i'm just every tired....maybe we can go to the mall and pick out a dress for me for the reuoion this friday?"

"Yea...Hey you can't come over today" He sid into the phone" Cuase Courtney needs my opion on a dress" There was a quiet."Ok i'll see you then..i love you too bye...Lets go"

We jumped in his car and drove to the mall.I don't feel wierd around Trent.Sure i was at first wehn he told me but now that we're living together it's not weird.Yea we're living together cuase one year we did date and i did think i was pregnant with his baby but i wasn't.But us thinking that we moved in together.We had everything planed out.He would get a band together and go on tour with us.Then after i was able to work i would go back to my old job as a fashion designer.It was the life i wanted but it was a life i got.that's all i ever wanted.

After we parked we got out.We walked staight the dresses.There were none that i liked. But this one it was so beauitful i had to get it!