Duncan's pov.

It hurts.. to have the one you love leave you. She hurt me deep. And now even deeper to see her hold the hand of some Elvies poser! I started to feel anger biuld up inside me. more then when she was with jaden.. because i can see the love in her eyes when she looks at him. i felt a sharp pain in my chest. I just wanted rip trents fucking head off! Just way he held her hand, kissed it and look in her eyes made me want to scream. just seeing her fall for some one eles it kills me(even though he is already dead=D)She stared to walk off with him and they still held hands. Once they left i screamed and punched the wall and mad a big hole.I ignored it and stared walking off to my old down beaten house that i lived wit my so called two brothers and one sister.
I made it to the shitty house and walked in and slamed the door shut. I saw my "brothers" playing poker and cigeretts hanging out of there mouth.my "brother" Chase;he was about 5'9 has drity blond hair that went over his eyes and had gold eyes that girls loved as well as they loved mine more but.. he look at me and said" whats ur promblem?"
i glared and said"nothing"i was about to walk off til chase smirked and said"courtney?"
I stop dead in my traks and look at him over my shoulder and say"i said to not talk about her"and i then ran u the creky stairs and in beat down room.
I sat down on the bed and bruied my face in my hands. I hers a knock and i say"go away!"
"duncan, its me",said my 'sister'
"come in",i said in a hushed tone.
she walks in and closes the door behind her"hey stephine",i said to her. she was a sweet girl but werid.. in a good way. she had long cruly red hair and green eyes she was about 5'6 and had a nice cruvy body. she wore a warm smile and sat down beside me and said"Whats wrong duncan? i thought you where startig to get over cor-
"Don't talk about her",i interupted.
"alright,and just ignore chase and chad."she said getting up.. chad was the other "brother" i had he had cruly shaggy golden brown hair and a werid shade of green eyes and he had a nose percing and a lip pericing as well.
steph smiled then left the room.
once she did i stared to feel tears roll down my cheek'danm im such a pussy' i thought.
I laid down on the bed i dont need since i don't sleep.
I want her back.. i need her back.. I cant lose her to smoeone eles.. i can't let her slip through my fingers.. i just got her.. and then she just left.. i cant think stright with out her.. i can't breath right with out her.. i can't live right with out her.. i can't..

courntey's pov.

I was in my room thinking back today when i was with trent. hes so smart, so sweet, so funny, he had a smile that you can't help but smile as well. He was so cute. He kissed my cheek before we left. i rubbed my cheek and smiled. I can't belive im falling for a, as what duncan would call, a elvis poser. but he is way more then that. I really wonder why gwen let him go. I geuss she got tierd of his clingyness and dumped him. But hey at least he cared about her. and i know he still does. Thats why i wont have a chance with him. he only wants gwen and gwen only. But i just want him to be happy he is very sweet and im falling for him in every way..
I laid down on my bed and began to fall asleep i closed my eyes and fell asleep with a smile on my face.
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i Triped as i fell on the cold ground that reminded me of your cold skin. i could'ent get up. i stayed there and cried, you let me get away,i stayed there. this where i will stay to get away from you. you let me run to someone eles's arms. they sat down beside me and conforted me with his warm arms around me and tells me to stop cring but i couldent. you don't love me. you let me run away, if you loved me then you would have made me stay. he lefts my head up so i would look at him. i looked deep in his green eyes.. so differnt from your icy blue eyes that i oh so loved. But this is the path you want me to walk down. the path to someone eles.all because you diden't... stop me.
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I snapped my eyes open but stayed laid down on the bed. my eyes wondered around the room and they stop at the dark figer in the cornner of the room. I Just stay put and dont move just stare. the figer walks out of the conner to revile it self by the moon light shining on them and the person comes out..one word.Jaden.
My eyes widen and i sit up and back up aginst the fram of my bed and he moves closer. He smirks and grabs my chin forcing me to look at him he sits down leveing no space between us he says"Leting him go was the worst thing you could have done" he portect you know."he grins devilishly and then choks me. i gag and try to remove his hands but i coulden't he grabs hrder then slams me on the bed and rips my tank top off to revile my berast. i struggel to get him off me but i coulden't i was about to give up til he was suddenly off of me i open my eyes to see him nor nobody to be found. I was confused i sat up and looked around; no.. no one in sight.. i was a littel scared to was going to happen next. suddenly i felt cold strong arms go around me. I don't move. the person whipers in my ear"He can't hrut you with me around".
'Duncan'I thought
I don't move. he nuzzels his face in my neck and kisses my neck bring my arms up to hold his arms that where wrapped around my bare chest and i lay my head back to let my neck to be reviled and i rest my head on his shoulder. He looked at me I just close my eyes as he just kissed my neck again but then i felt a pain go through my body and i wince and grab duncans arms tighter and hold him closer to my body as he holds me tighter and i feel pain shot theroght my weak body and i close my eyes tighter as the pain keeps comeing and duncan holds me much closer and our bodys crush against each other and i start to fell dizzy as the pain starts to die down but my body begans to get weaker and my grip on duncans loses and i began to faint as the blood in my body leaves me. My grip on duncan lets go he holds me closer to him so i would't fall off the bed.. the pain goes away as duncan mubbels" i'm sorry..."
I can't move i just lay there weak and cold as the wind blows in my room from the open window.I felt warm tears fall on my neck i felt tears slowly fall down my cheek and down my jaw and on my neck as mine and his tears mix togather on my neck that is also mixed with the blood falling slowly running down my neck and on my bare chest. duncan brings his lips to my ear and whispers"i'm sorry.. for all this.. for letting you go.. for letting you slip through my fingers.. i need you.. i want you to be all mine.. i want to clam you.. I love you.. please belive i do.."
i don't speak just lay there in duncans hold and let the our tears and the blood run down my cold weak body..
"courtney..." he whispers in my ear as I don't move.
My eyes open slightly and i move my head to face his the tears and blood starts running down the side of my neck. i look in his bloody red eyes the shined in the dark I movemy lips to his as they meet.. i feel the passion.. i feel what i'v always wanted to feel for someone.. love.. trent.. he is something that i have strong feelings for.. but duncan.. i love him.. i know i do.. and so does he.. the kiss deepens as i stay still. the tears start to fall down my cheek again that mixed up in the kiss. His hold gets tigter and our lips move with each other. And the tears began to fall hader and harder. and i start to sob our lips stop but they still touch and he says"don't cry.. i wont let anythig hrut you i promis"
'then why did you just hurt me'i thought.
"I know.."was all i mange to say.
our lips crush aginst each other again and then i relised that he did.. he did... stop me..