Duncans POV:
She was just standing there. No words just silence. I was standing there, right infront of her thinking, 'she doesn't love you just get ready for her to say that she doesn't feel the same way.' then after god knows how long she said something, "Duncan, I obviously don't know what to say."

"Say you love me too?"

she chuckled and said, "I,"

"You, god, i should've never told you, it was the biggest mistake i have ever made!"

"Duncan it's not. Its sweet."

"You think its sweet i think it's, not like me."

"It's not, thats why its sweet. You act unlike you for me."

"I'm going." i started to walk away but courtney yelled, "HEy bad boy, get your butt back over here."

"Why?"

"Because, if you do, there might be something in it for you."

"Sorry, i don't talk to people like you."

"People your in love with?"

"Okay the real plan was i was gonna wait until tonight and tell you in a more easier fashion but you made me crack and tell you, it's like i try so hard to make you crack and tell me you like me, but instead i just spill all my feelings about you like how i think you are the most amazing girl in the world, and you are beautiful, you are so crazy it drives me crazy, but the truth is the only thing im crazy for is you, i mean when you thought i hooked up with gwen i thought it was over for us and turns out it was it killed me so much and, truthfully i would do anything for you courtney you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and if i lost you i wouldn't know what to do with myself i mean, i lov-" She put her hand over my moth and said, "Stay right here, I'll be right back." I nodded and about six mins later she was back she had something in her hand and she gave it to me.

i looked at it, it was the skull i made her when she left all the way back first season, i had no idea what it meant or what she was trying to tell me but she said, "Finish what you were saying please."

"I love you, and if i lost you i would never forgive myself even if it wasn't my fault, i would die for you courtney, you understand me, i would do anything for you, even give my life, my soul, anything for you!"

"Anything?"

"Yes."

"What about letting me go?"

"That is the only thing i will never do, because that would mean losing you."

"Well, i guess if i can't get rid of you like i want, i'll have to endure it."

"So what is you answer to everything i told you?"

"My answer? You want an answer duncan!?"

"That would be nice." I knew then she wouldn't love me ever again, i was so sad, i wanted to cry, but i couldn't i was too far beyond tears.

"My answer is that if i told you i loved you it would be the biggest most horrible terrible mistake of my entire life, i would regret it forever because i would let you back in! Duncan after what you told me all i feel about you is,"

I was ready for the word hatred, i was so ready it was like i was falling even more in love, even though it makes no sence how i would, "I feel, i want to say mad, angry, hatred, hurt, but i can't, then i would be lying, but what i feel about is this." She put her hands around my neck and kissed me faster than you could even snap your fingers, i stood there eyes open looking at hers closed, i put my arms around her body and picked her up while we were still kissing. The skull still in my hand.

I wouldn't let her go, i couldn't it might have been the last time we ever kissed! I mean of what she said it probably is! I was happy and i felt like a fire was going on inside of me yet ice water was being poured over my head, Thats how much i loved her, so much that i would get hit by a car, shot, murdered, set on fire for her, i loved her and, she didn't feel the same, i wish she did!!

"Duncan, I don't want to-." I put her down and started to walk away skull in my hand i looked at it and remembered when i gave it to her, she said she'd never forget me, yeah okay! i heard footsteps behind me. I turned it was her she had tears all over her face. I had a dissapointed look on my face, "Courtney, you said it all."

"No, i did NOT say it all."

"Well, i dont need to hear it all, all you will do it break my heart farther."

"This one won't i swear duncan please just come back." I kept walking until i heard her yell this, "I wasn't gonna tell you this till i was done with my side of the story but duncan I LOVE YOU TOO!" I stopped right in my tracks.

"What?"

"You heard me." Her voice our entire converstion squeaking, now you could barely hear her she was squeaking even more.

"No I didn't"

"Yes, duncan."

"Then you didn't mean it."

"Duncan i love you okay just come back if i los-"

I felt so bad for walking away i was about to cry i turned and her head was down i walked over to her and took her chin the way i did before our first kiss, except more gently. I pulled her face to look at me, "Say it one more time." I love you the words kept running through my head.

"I love you duncan."

"Okay, lets hear this 'your side of the story'."

"We can't be together, we are dysfunctional, and don't mix, i cry because of you, i laugh because of you, you make me smile, you make me a person i never thought i was, when you gave me that skull, i held it and wouldn't let go, Bridgette had to pry it out of my hands after a few days of not letting it go. I also cried because i thought i was never going to see you again but i did and if i hadn't, and if we never did what we did that night i don't think i would love you now, they say when you do that you get a special bond with the other person, we already had that bond, a bond that can never be broken, even by death, it shall stay forever, that means we are meant to be together so Duncan, yes, I am IN love with you and forever will be."

"Courtney, my princess, you are forever mine."

"Your's i don't think so."

"Okay stop playing with my mind."

"But it's fun."

"Don't make me kiss you."

"Allow me." She kissed me and wrapped her legs around my waist like they do in those movies, i thought i was in a movie when that happened, but nothing could let us go, but what didn't get off of my mind, she was basiclly bipolar if she wanted to be with me or not, she said we were meant to be one minute, the next she's saying she's not mine! then kissing me the next! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT GIRL THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH!?

"Courtney?"

"Yeah?"

"I have the most important question i could ever ask."

"Your not gonna ask me to marry you are you."

"No, but are we dating cuz one second you say we have this bond, the next you say your not mine, then after that you are kissing me?"

"Duncan, we cant."

"there you go again, fine i'm done, i'll leave you alone." I dropped her and walked to the plane, this time when she yelled that she loved me, i ignored her and just kept walking.

(okay i know sad! she is bipolar now! only the begininng when she says i love you is where i like it, wow longest article i've ever written the next one will be up tomorrow!!)