Courtney's Point of View:

I let my self out of his chest and walked out the door. I got in the var and drovw away. I left, but not forever. I just needed to have a long drive to clear my head. I never went anywhere I just needed time. I was driving in the 101 freeway and thank goodness there was no traffic. I had now been driving for an hour, I started to think was mental child abuse bad. My parents never roconized my presence and I was there o ly daughter. Yet again I only had what 6 brothers. I always got the short end of the stick. Especially when it came to atteneion why do I care? It happened I just need to block it out again. I barely remember half of my life.I just can't bare it. The fact that my room was the small attic, I always went to my best frineds house or the librarey until 5 or 6 after school just to be away from my parents. They didn't abuse me. Well not physically. I got what I needed to stay alive mostly thanks to my grandmother. When she died I was depressed for about 2 months then thought she was in a better place. I loved her and she was the only one who loved me. I loved those 12 day vacations my parents took my brothers to every month (only girl) because I got to stay with my grandmother.She was my dad's mom. She was a better mom for me than my real mom. I miss her so much. If it weren't for her I would have either ran away, became emo, or even commited suicide as a kid. She is the only reason I had a reson to think I was a bit important. My parent's were never there. They never took my to the school, and there were no school busess to a school 15 miles away from my house. I had no fun at home. Or not even anywhere. I didin;t want yo live Ducan or Jude. That would at least make me a better parent than both of my parents combined.But still I couldn't.

SORRY IT TOOOK SO LONG I HAVE SCHOOOL BUT LABOR DAY WEEKEND SPECIAL STARTING TOMARROW!!! ARROUND 1:30 CALIFORNIA (PACIFIC) TIME!!! NON-STOP STORIES UNTIL I REACH PART 50!!!! YAY ALL THANKS TO MY UNCLE WHO TOLD ME THAT WE DON'T HAVE SCHOOL MONDAY BECAUSE IT'S LABOR DAY!!! THANKS UNCLE SAME(SAMMY)!!!!