Finally! This morning i met Dr. Travis. He´s a small fat man with brown eyes and mustached. We talked a lot. First about Wilson, then about my hallucinations in the end about Cuddy.

He gave me some mystery files. Now the jail felt like i´m in school.
But it´s ok....i like him and the way we built dependence to each other.

After Lunch i was tired. It was the first time since i ´can´t really remember that i felt like this. God thanks for this sleep.

When i woke up this damn stupid nurse came into my room. She brought me a new pill and stared at me till i swallowed it down.

I´m not really sure which of these bitches i hated more. Emma the silly nurse or Amber the Zombie.....BOTH!!!

When i met Frank this evening, the Zombie was still staring at me. She grined devlish, but i tried to ignore her like Dr. Travis said i should do. But it doesn´t work. Her voice stormed my head like an earthquake.
So i went back to my room in silence.

Cuddy where are you? Don´t you know i need you right now?

G.H.




(TBC)