These are lyrics to a rap song I just wrote... I'm gonna sing em to this beat...
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So.. ya can kinda follow with the vid and the lyrics. It tells me when to come in and what not...
(0:29)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(1:10)
I bought a rope today. May be the best investment that I ever made. So much for the 2 bucks in my 401k. Tell the guys at the morgue, put a smiley on my toe tag. Funny how the body takes time to decay. yet a soul can can die before the last breath ya take. Just like a twig in a park, ya step on and it breaks. There's only so much that one person can take. I wouldn't be the first of my fam to die of a heart ache. Little snake named Debbie sealed my Uncle Art's fate. "Get out of my life!" was all she had to say, My uncle went to the store and bought a rope that very day.
(right into)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(2:32)
Fuck this, I'm done, I don't give a shit. I'm leaving this world behind, and I ain't giving you a lift. Fuck it, I quit, What? Not what you expected? but it's time for god's joke to choke an take an exit. I'm dying alone, always knew I would. Being who I am's never done me any good. Maybe there's a place on a corner in the after life, I'll be the only one in there with cigarettes and a shmirnoff ice. Bebop on the tube, anime on every channel. MTV play's AMV's and I can fly off the handle, Not another human in sight... Good, I don't need the fuckin' strife.
(right into)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(3:54)
I bought a rope today, I bought a rope today. I bought a, I bought a, I bought a rope today.
I bought a rope today, I bought a rope today. I bought a, I bought a, I bought a rope today.
link
So.. ya can kinda follow with the vid and the lyrics. It tells me when to come in and what not...
(0:29)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(1:10)
I bought a rope today. May be the best investment that I ever made. So much for the 2 bucks in my 401k. Tell the guys at the morgue, put a smiley on my toe tag. Funny how the body takes time to decay. yet a soul can can die before the last breath ya take. Just like a twig in a park, ya step on and it breaks. There's only so much that one person can take. I wouldn't be the first of my fam to die of a heart ache. Little snake named Debbie sealed my Uncle Art's fate. "Get out of my life!" was all she had to say, My uncle went to the store and bought a rope that very day.
(right into)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(2:32)
Fuck this, I'm done, I don't give a shit. I'm leaving this world behind, and I ain't giving you a lift. Fuck it, I quit, What? Not what you expected? but it's time for god's joke to choke an take an exit. I'm dying alone, always knew I would. Being who I am's never done me any good. Maybe there's a place on a corner in the after life, I'll be the only one in there with cigarettes and a shmirnoff ice. Bebop on the tube, anime on every channel. MTV play's AMV's and I can fly off the handle, Not another human in sight... Good, I don't need the fuckin' strife.
(right into)
I bought a rope today. Make all the pain of this life go away. Don't really see a reason for me to stay. Shit job, shit pay, can't see a better way. To let it all end, there's nothing to defend. Just the stress filling me up like some bloody depends. So for only seven dollars and twenty seven cents, I found a fifty foot rope to wrap around my neck.
(3:54)
I bought a rope today, I bought a rope today. I bought a, I bought a, I bought a rope today.
I bought a rope today, I bought a rope today. I bought a, I bought a, I bought a rope today.
I feel like being both, but I feel like it's wrong to be both. everything with me is either one or the other.
On one hand,I feel like pushing people aside.Mostly because they annoy me,but also because I feel better when I'm alone. One the other hand,I feel like talking to everyone with joyfulness.
I feel like the whole world is frowning upon me.
But yet I feel like smiling and that I can do anything without being ashamed. Every time I do this though,it turns to be something to be ashamed about and just wanting to keep my happiness inside and to never show it again.
Feeling like crawling inside a hole.
Feeling sorrow,guilt,embarrassment,happiness,unstoppable,trapped,and furious all at the same time. It's driving me crazy!
Feeling like no one can save me from the depths of my disgrace.
All of my colors have turned gray since the first day I felt this way.
I know there's people who love me and couldn't live without me,but that doesn't change the fact that I want to disappear. Because all I ever do is make mistakes.
Making the wrong move at the wrong time is what I do. For there isn't room for people like me.
I don't want to feel any emotion. Not even love for I fear there is still a gaping hole inside of me that I can't seem to fill.
Feeling detached from everything is the only way I can put how I really feel. Everything just seems so far out of reach. I want to be one of those people who feel complete but it seems impossible.
I am so weak because the only thing keeping me alive is my fear of pain.
Not many people can say, when they smile, they mean it. I've finally lost it all, my parents dead, sister commit suicide to get away from me, noone talks to me. I sit alone in a dark house listening to one song every day seven days a week fife our four weeks a month, twelve months a year. Every night i cry my self to sleep. I..have officialy lost all of my sanity. so today, with no sanity, i've decided to commit suicide so goodbye every one, i hope your better off without me.. link