Dear Diary,
It has been six months since Amber was with us. She has been a very caring, honest, and strong person so far.
But today, there's a new thing that I discovered about her, I see it as something very sad, but at the same time very fascinating.
Earlier today, Edward and Nessie went hunting, so I stayed home alone. I was sitting on the couch just thinking about our future and what more could happen to us.
Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door "Bella, can I come in?" it was Amber's voice, it seemed like she was exited, but about what? Anyways, I stood up, opened the door for her, and welcomed her in.
We both sat at the couch and she started talking "Bella, have you ever wondered, why do you have two powers?" I was surprised on why did she ask that. I mean why would she care? "yes..." I answered in a confused voice "but why?".
"Do you know that our powers actually come from love?" Amber asked.
"They do?" I was so surprised, "I thought that they come from our vampire strength."
"That, and also what I said"
I was totally confused, I didn't know what to say.
"Look, one of our powers comes from our strength, but the second one, comes from love, a very, very strong and powerful love that only us, vampires can handle." She explained.
"But I loved Edward before I was a vampire."
Amber chuckled and then spoke "Are you sure you loved Edward before as strongly as you do now?"
I didn't, now I love him stronger than ever, I couldn't lie to amber so i said "no, actually I didn't. But what about Alice and Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett, or Carlisle and Esme?"
"Because they have love, but they aren't as strong as you. And Edward, his power comes from his strength, and Emmett, his power is strength." she explained.
Now I understand everything. "But, what about you?" I wondered.
This seemed to disappoint Amber at some point, she put her head down, sighed, and then in a few seconds looked at me and spoke, now in a very deep voice "You see, Bella, I used to have love, first it wasn't as strong as it should be, second..." she cut her breath and then exhaling she said "I'm not sure if i want to talk about this right now. Let me just say that I will never have love again"
"But Amber wait-" She was already gone.
Poor Amber, what has happened I wish i could just know that.
Well Edward just returned from the hunt, Nessie killed a whole grizzly! I'm so proud of her. Anyways, I have to go now. I will write later.
-Bella
It has been six months since Amber was with us. She has been a very caring, honest, and strong person so far.
But today, there's a new thing that I discovered about her, I see it as something very sad, but at the same time very fascinating.
Earlier today, Edward and Nessie went hunting, so I stayed home alone. I was sitting on the couch just thinking about our future and what more could happen to us.
Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door "Bella, can I come in?" it was Amber's voice, it seemed like she was exited, but about what? Anyways, I stood up, opened the door for her, and welcomed her in.
We both sat at the couch and she started talking "Bella, have you ever wondered, why do you have two powers?" I was surprised on why did she ask that. I mean why would she care? "yes..." I answered in a confused voice "but why?".
"Do you know that our powers actually come from love?" Amber asked.
"They do?" I was so surprised, "I thought that they come from our vampire strength."
"That, and also what I said"
I was totally confused, I didn't know what to say.
"Look, one of our powers comes from our strength, but the second one, comes from love, a very, very strong and powerful love that only us, vampires can handle." She explained.
"But I loved Edward before I was a vampire."
Amber chuckled and then spoke "Are you sure you loved Edward before as strongly as you do now?"
I didn't, now I love him stronger than ever, I couldn't lie to amber so i said "no, actually I didn't. But what about Alice and Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett, or Carlisle and Esme?"
"Because they have love, but they aren't as strong as you. And Edward, his power comes from his strength, and Emmett, his power is strength." she explained.
Now I understand everything. "But, what about you?" I wondered.
This seemed to disappoint Amber at some point, she put her head down, sighed, and then in a few seconds looked at me and spoke, now in a very deep voice "You see, Bella, I used to have love, first it wasn't as strong as it should be, second..." she cut her breath and then exhaling she said "I'm not sure if i want to talk about this right now. Let me just say that I will never have love again"
"But Amber wait-" She was already gone.
Poor Amber, what has happened I wish i could just know that.
Well Edward just returned from the hunt, Nessie killed a whole grizzly! I'm so proud of her. Anyways, I have to go now. I will write later.
-Bella