Is this weird? :S

No its not weird. Its simply what your mind is attracted to. I have a crush on a man older than me and not exactly hansome but its not weird its just what my mind feels it wants for what ever reason. Lately I have been questioning who my brother is about to marry I personnaly dont like her but he obviously has deep feelings for her and as for a friend our friendship has ended because of her boyfriend who to me is just a lieing annoying idiot but she is willing to move to another country with him. What we find sexy or are attracted to is very individual and thats good. After all we would have big problems if we all wanted the same thing. Its just a pitty my crush is married.

This is not weird.
It depends on your taste and how you subconscious mind power is. Your taste tends to the guy who smokes just a request to/for your desires. Clarifying, some girls prefer the guys that smoke in the case of finding the masculinity by doing that. There is no relation between your taste and your personality.
For example, some girls prefer guys with tattoos, some don't.
Others prefer guys with piercings, others don't. Taking into account that those girls don't like being tattooed nor being pierced themselves. It's just a relative thing which is different from a person to another.

No I don't think it's weird, I hate smoking but I find men who do, weirdly attractive;)