There will be spoilers of parts in the episode Sozin's Comet. So I suggest you watch that episode before reading this.





I need to calm down. I've been upset too much in this amount of time.



What is wrong with me?



Where did that come from? I REALLY need to calm down. I'm thinking things that I can't control, like thinking about....

I'm not going to say it.

My mother.

*sigh* of course I thought it. I would be so happy, not remembering her, but the thought of her hating me..

My own mother hated me.

My own mother..


Well, it's time to get ready for my coronation.


Wait until mom sees my now! The new fire lord! She'll regret having Zuko as her favorite.


Azula then went to get her hair and feet done.




One of her servants then walked up to her with some cherries.


Mmmm, Cherries. Azula thought, That should ease my mind.


She ate the cherry.


Something's off, ugh.



She heard her mothers voice.

"Maybe it's your mind that's off."


Azula spit out the cherry.


She saw the pit in her cherry.

It was this that reminded me of my mother! She loved cherry's, and even liked the pits..


"What am I holding?"

This is my way of saying I hate my mother.

I don't know if it makes sense, but nothing does anymore..


Azula continued arguing with the servant girl.



Why am I getting so mad at a girl for not checking for pits in my cherry? she wondered.


Because I am the cherry. The girl is my mother. My mother put a pit in my cherry, just like how she put a dent in my heart.


Where do these thoughts keep coming from? she thought.


"Fine, since this is such a special day, I will be merciful."

She was going to tell the girl to just simply leave, not allowed to serve me cherries anymore.

But then..
I love you... I love you...

"You are banished!"

Did she deserve it? her mother told her inside her head.



Of course, Azula thought, She's a reminder of what a terrible mother you were.


For a second, Azula thought she could hear her mother laughing. Or was it crying?

Was I wrong? Does my mother love me? Or is my mind playing tricks on me? Azula thought.






To Be Continued..