yeah @loveofdelena it really isnt AS hard as i thought it would be, but when i rewatch season 3 it hits me right in thr feels 😒😭❤️ & @panther-jewel I love how both of your comments are the opposite 😂 but i feel u, its tough 😕 i just wish Nina would of told us soonerover a year ago
@panther-jewel: Same. Sometimes they're at the center of my mind, sometimes in the front, sometimes in the back...But they're never out of my mind. They bring me both joy and heartache. I guess that's what love is supposed to feel like.over a year ago
I came to more or less always having Delena on my mind years ago, and I somehow got through everything just thinking about them, and I won’t let that be taken from me. I am reminded of them by so many things, because one can find relations everywhere if one wants to, and I wouldn’t want to just get over them. I go through moments and quotes of or about them on my way to work, and even longer while lying in bed on my free mornings, and I have no plans of ending that. I needed some time to get to this point, but I can now enjoy watching DE scenes and fan videos about them again. I have to put aside the thoughts of their story being as good as over – even with the (probably short) final end –, but rewatching what used to make me happy gets me through my days and nights better.over a year ago
I do it like addicts and try to get through one day at a time, but I mostly only take care of my duties, while I don’t have real interest in anything at the moment. I robot-like go through what I have to do, although I am aware of how lucky I am in many aspects of life, but I have nothing to look forward to anymore. My mind – to protect me – put me in a state of functioning without emotions, with emotional breakdowns over nothing from time to time in between. So, the people around me notice that something is wrong, even more because I have been a rational and “emotion-low” person all my life, but I just can’t tell most that my heart is broken because a fictional couple has been put on pause. And I only get through this sad situation by knowing that so many people around the world feel with me, especially our Delena family around here that I came to care about so deeply over the years.over a year ago
the trick is to accept that we wont have them, and focus on different things. you will find that it makes it easier not to think about them.over a year ago
hey guys 💀😋 i just started a new Selena Gomez fan account on instagram, I post my edits of her so if you guys can follow me at @selenagomezhd_ it would mean alot ☺️ & the good for you music video was amazingggg 😍😍😘 SLAYLENA
Posted over a year ago