“Hey” Ethan greeted me and nodded and smiled as much as I didn’t want to get into the whole boy next door thing, he had a hot body that you could see through his tight shirt, and his brown hair matched his dark brown eyes. “Hey, where’s Thor?” I asked as I walked across the kitchen floor and sat myself down across from him his dark brown eye’s still no me. “Getting ready, we’re going to a club tonight” he said, still eating his banana and watching me.”It’s 4 o’clock” I said raising my eye brow. We’re going somewhere else first, I would tell you but I’m afraid my princess Sadie might tell someone” he said, now smiling. “First of all, I’m not your princess Sadie and I wouldn’t tell anyone, so cut the crap and tell me where you are going” I said. “Oh, I like a feisty girl, I only wish you would show me that somewhere else, alone” he said now walking over to me, he sat next to me and put his hand on my cheek, I slapped his hand away but he we remained in each other’s gaze at each other. I don’t know how to explain it but there was an attraction between me and Ethan one that I would never test but I acknowledge that it’s there.
Just then we heard a thump it startled us both and we looked up Thor was coming down the stairs he looked at us and smiled, he looked smug, I stood up and walked up the stairs just brushing Thor on the left side of his body.
That night I was just sitting on my bed, playing with the man’s pendant in my hand I’m circling the black stone with my hand. And I close my eyes and imagine the man again he is sitting on the couch and his arms are around the same girl, and then it stops again. I open my eyes and get up and go down stairs everyone exempt Thor is there. My family are all gathered in the room; my mother is washing up, my father is watching the game and my sister is reading some trashy magazine. I go and sit next to her I smile as she looks up and gives me that “what is it?’ look. “What?” she asks. “Nothing I was just thinking” I said still smiling. “About?” she said flipping through the magazine. “Oh you know, school, homework oh and love” I said as I signed. “Love?” she said, and put the magazine on her lap. “Who’s yours or somebody else’s?” she said smiling. “Both” I said returning a smile. “So you love somebody and you’re finally helping somebody?” she said. “Not exactly” I said, now my smile looking somewhat apologetic. “Then what?” she said, picking up the magazine and throwing it on the table. “Me thinking if I should fall in love to help someone” I said. “Listen, Sade, Don’t fall in love with any old guy just so you can help other people, Love has survived millions of years without you” she said, putting her hand on my cheek just like Ethan did. “I guess so” I said, putting my hand on her cheek.
That night I couldn’t sleep I kept tossing and turning and then I heard a thump sound coming from my window. I walked over and opened it; it was Thor he looked terrible his eyes all red and skin pale. He came in and sat on my bed. “What happened?” I said my voice was hoarse. “At the club we did some coke” he said, as soon as the words were out of his mouth I was on my feet. “What!” I yelled, my voice was no longer hoarse there was nothing but fury. “Shh, you’ll wake mom and dad up” he said putting his finger to his lips. “You know that stuff messes with our powers, you idiot” I said now sitting down next to him. “I know, at first I said no but then there was this guy and he was a jerk and yeah” he said, his eyes were twitching. “Oh my god, I am so telling mum and dad” I said, he gave me a mean glare. “Why?” he said. “Umm let me see” I said in a sarcastic tone. “Come on, you can’t, plus it’s not just me it’s Ethan” he said, the name made me jump. “Why would that make a difference?” I said, in a sharp ton. “Oh come on, today when I interrupted your little thing today, looks like you are the goddess of love” he said with a smug smile, I punched him in the arm. “Ew, that’s just gross” I said. “Alright I’m just saying, he likes you and I can tell you like him” he said making his smug smile wider. “Go, leave, now” I said pushing him up. “Okay, okay, so are you going to tell?” he said. “No, I’m not, now get out” I said still pushing him until I got him out the door.
I heard my alarm clock go off. I pressed the snooze button and got up. My window was still open from last night’s fun; I went over and closed it shut, the last thing I needed was flu.
After I got dressed and walked down stairs I sat next to my mother who was reading something in the paper she looked as if she was about to cry. “Mom, what’s wrong?” I said pulling the paper away from her; she looked at me with a tear going down her eye, I picked up the paper and looked at the giant photo. Thor.
It must have been from last night when Ethan and he went to the club. “Oh god” I said.
Just then we heard a thump it startled us both and we looked up Thor was coming down the stairs he looked at us and smiled, he looked smug, I stood up and walked up the stairs just brushing Thor on the left side of his body.
That night I was just sitting on my bed, playing with the man’s pendant in my hand I’m circling the black stone with my hand. And I close my eyes and imagine the man again he is sitting on the couch and his arms are around the same girl, and then it stops again. I open my eyes and get up and go down stairs everyone exempt Thor is there. My family are all gathered in the room; my mother is washing up, my father is watching the game and my sister is reading some trashy magazine. I go and sit next to her I smile as she looks up and gives me that “what is it?’ look. “What?” she asks. “Nothing I was just thinking” I said still smiling. “About?” she said flipping through the magazine. “Oh you know, school, homework oh and love” I said as I signed. “Love?” she said, and put the magazine on her lap. “Who’s yours or somebody else’s?” she said smiling. “Both” I said returning a smile. “So you love somebody and you’re finally helping somebody?” she said. “Not exactly” I said, now my smile looking somewhat apologetic. “Then what?” she said, picking up the magazine and throwing it on the table. “Me thinking if I should fall in love to help someone” I said. “Listen, Sade, Don’t fall in love with any old guy just so you can help other people, Love has survived millions of years without you” she said, putting her hand on my cheek just like Ethan did. “I guess so” I said, putting my hand on her cheek.
That night I couldn’t sleep I kept tossing and turning and then I heard a thump sound coming from my window. I walked over and opened it; it was Thor he looked terrible his eyes all red and skin pale. He came in and sat on my bed. “What happened?” I said my voice was hoarse. “At the club we did some coke” he said, as soon as the words were out of his mouth I was on my feet. “What!” I yelled, my voice was no longer hoarse there was nothing but fury. “Shh, you’ll wake mom and dad up” he said putting his finger to his lips. “You know that stuff messes with our powers, you idiot” I said now sitting down next to him. “I know, at first I said no but then there was this guy and he was a jerk and yeah” he said, his eyes were twitching. “Oh my god, I am so telling mum and dad” I said, he gave me a mean glare. “Why?” he said. “Umm let me see” I said in a sarcastic tone. “Come on, you can’t, plus it’s not just me it’s Ethan” he said, the name made me jump. “Why would that make a difference?” I said, in a sharp ton. “Oh come on, today when I interrupted your little thing today, looks like you are the goddess of love” he said with a smug smile, I punched him in the arm. “Ew, that’s just gross” I said. “Alright I’m just saying, he likes you and I can tell you like him” he said making his smug smile wider. “Go, leave, now” I said pushing him up. “Okay, okay, so are you going to tell?” he said. “No, I’m not, now get out” I said still pushing him until I got him out the door.
I heard my alarm clock go off. I pressed the snooze button and got up. My window was still open from last night’s fun; I went over and closed it shut, the last thing I needed was flu.
After I got dressed and walked down stairs I sat next to my mother who was reading something in the paper she looked as if she was about to cry. “Mom, what’s wrong?” I said pulling the paper away from her; she looked at me with a tear going down her eye, I picked up the paper and looked at the giant photo. Thor.
It must have been from last night when Ethan and he went to the club. “Oh god” I said.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what you say,
what you do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how you talk to me,
how you treat me,
what you think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what you say,
what you do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how you talk to me,
how you treat me,
what you think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.