WELL THIS IS THE FIRST INSTALLMANT OFThe wierd and wonderfull world of Belle.AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT.BASICALY ITS GOING TO BE A BIT OF A FANTASY, FOLLOOWING THE LIFE OF ONE GIRL, AND HER LOVE FOR TWO VERY DIFFERNT PEOPLE.
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ANY COMMENTS ARE WELCOME, GOOD OR BAD, SO LETS START.....................................
I woke up with a pounding head, the dream I had not materialising made me nervous, what had upset me so much? I stood up and stretched, looked out my window. Its still night? Muttering to myself i decided to go down stairs and get a glass of water. Slowly I clibmed down the stairs, keeping a firm grip of the banester, untill i was safely on the bottom floor of my small house. I share my house with my father, Mike, my mother, was killed a few years back, the police didnt understand it, there was no sign of break in, and all the doors and windows where locked from the inside, but i try not to think about it mouch. Finally i reached the kitchen, and to the sink, i reached into the over head cupboard and pulled out a tall glass, i put it under the tap, and slowly turned it, but nothing came out. I tapped it and leaned closer, what is that? I screamed and woke up in my bed all sweaty, it was blood!
I walked into my kitchen still scared from my dream, my dad was sitting at the table, sipping at his coffee, and reading the newspaper. i poured myself a glass of orange juice,and sat down at the table to drink it.
"So Belle, watch the roads today their a bit slippy," he said not taking his eyes from the paper. i rolled my eyes, but he didnt see.
"Sure Mike" I call him Mike, i allways have. i headed out the door, and down the driveway to my car. I slipped inside, started the engeine and went to school.
It was the start of the new school year, and the start of my new timetable and classes. I pulled into the parking lot, and waved to my freinds when they saw me. I took the keys out of the engine and began to walk over to them, a few metres or so away i felt the hairs on my neck stand up as if someone was watching me. Supersticiously i turned around but none was behind me, i looked around and saw a group of people, them. Theyve allways given me the creeps. They were, Sooka, Zane, Stephen, Zuko and a bunch of other people i didnt know. They were allways staring at me allays...Waiting. i heard my freinds shouting my name thats when i realised i was standing staring at them, i shook my head and walked into school with my freinds.
The rest of the day went fine untill lunchtime, i could felt them looking and i had to do something, anything. So i sat my lunch at the table my freind Mazie was at, "Ill be right back," i left before she culd even ask where i was going. I didnt know what i was going to say, but i had to do something they were going to drive me insane. They see me coming and Stephan whispered somthing to Zane, when i got closer i realised how gorgeous they all were, their dark hair and tanned skin they were beautifull, but i was here to find out what the hell was going on, not to compliment them. They all went quiet when i approached them, finally stephan spoke, "Hello, Belle,how are you?" he asked innocently. i shook my head and growled,
"No, cut the crap,tell me what the hell is going on?" i had to controll the volume of my voice it was slowly getting louder. He just looked around at his freind and shrugged,
"I dont know what you are talking abot Bella Jay," he said shrugging, my head snapped up. What did he just call me? He saw the reconistion in my face, and woory crossed over his, "No, Belle, calm down. Please." My breathing bacame quick and jagged, my mum used to call me that no one knows my middle name.No one. "How do you know that?" I whispered loudly. The rest of his freinds looked worried too, then i saw his freinds Zanes face, he didnt, he looked scared, and angry. This confused me, it was all confusing, i had to leave, i had to get away from it all, i ran out the lunch hall and didnt stop running untill i was in the middle of the grassy feilds. i stood and panted putting my hands on my knees, thats when i heard his voice behind me, the most beautifull voice in the world, "So Belle, Whats up?"
SORRY IF THERE IS ANY MISTAKES =)
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ANY COMMENTS ARE WELCOME, GOOD OR BAD, SO LETS START.....................................
I woke up with a pounding head, the dream I had not materialising made me nervous, what had upset me so much? I stood up and stretched, looked out my window. Its still night? Muttering to myself i decided to go down stairs and get a glass of water. Slowly I clibmed down the stairs, keeping a firm grip of the banester, untill i was safely on the bottom floor of my small house. I share my house with my father, Mike, my mother, was killed a few years back, the police didnt understand it, there was no sign of break in, and all the doors and windows where locked from the inside, but i try not to think about it mouch. Finally i reached the kitchen, and to the sink, i reached into the over head cupboard and pulled out a tall glass, i put it under the tap, and slowly turned it, but nothing came out. I tapped it and leaned closer, what is that? I screamed and woke up in my bed all sweaty, it was blood!
I walked into my kitchen still scared from my dream, my dad was sitting at the table, sipping at his coffee, and reading the newspaper. i poured myself a glass of orange juice,and sat down at the table to drink it.
"So Belle, watch the roads today their a bit slippy," he said not taking his eyes from the paper. i rolled my eyes, but he didnt see.
"Sure Mike" I call him Mike, i allways have. i headed out the door, and down the driveway to my car. I slipped inside, started the engeine and went to school.
It was the start of the new school year, and the start of my new timetable and classes. I pulled into the parking lot, and waved to my freinds when they saw me. I took the keys out of the engine and began to walk over to them, a few metres or so away i felt the hairs on my neck stand up as if someone was watching me. Supersticiously i turned around but none was behind me, i looked around and saw a group of people, them. Theyve allways given me the creeps. They were, Sooka, Zane, Stephen, Zuko and a bunch of other people i didnt know. They were allways staring at me allays...Waiting. i heard my freinds shouting my name thats when i realised i was standing staring at them, i shook my head and walked into school with my freinds.
The rest of the day went fine untill lunchtime, i could felt them looking and i had to do something, anything. So i sat my lunch at the table my freind Mazie was at, "Ill be right back," i left before she culd even ask where i was going. I didnt know what i was going to say, but i had to do something they were going to drive me insane. They see me coming and Stephan whispered somthing to Zane, when i got closer i realised how gorgeous they all were, their dark hair and tanned skin they were beautifull, but i was here to find out what the hell was going on, not to compliment them. They all went quiet when i approached them, finally stephan spoke, "Hello, Belle,how are you?" he asked innocently. i shook my head and growled,
"No, cut the crap,tell me what the hell is going on?" i had to controll the volume of my voice it was slowly getting louder. He just looked around at his freind and shrugged,
"I dont know what you are talking abot Bella Jay," he said shrugging, my head snapped up. What did he just call me? He saw the reconistion in my face, and woory crossed over his, "No, Belle, calm down. Please." My breathing bacame quick and jagged, my mum used to call me that no one knows my middle name.No one. "How do you know that?" I whispered loudly. The rest of his freinds looked worried too, then i saw his freinds Zanes face, he didnt, he looked scared, and angry. This confused me, it was all confusing, i had to leave, i had to get away from it all, i ran out the lunch hall and didnt stop running untill i was in the middle of the grassy feilds. i stood and panted putting my hands on my knees, thats when i heard his voice behind me, the most beautifull voice in the world, "So Belle, Whats up?"
SORRY IF THERE IS ANY MISTAKES =)
jamie is a beautiful girl. she has long ,blond hair,she has a pink shirt and dark blue jeans. she was the cousin of lindsey.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do you have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do you wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
she was walking her dog,sweetie,when,jamie tripped on a rock. she thn fell into the arms of trent.
'hell," he said.
"thnks for saving me,abd hi."
"you okay?"
"yeah,but,i,need to rest,and my house is pretty far from here.
"you can com,e over. i live across."
"thanks,um,"
"trent."
"trent."
they went to trents house,and they went up to his rom
"and this is my room."
i had a gray wall,with gutiar poster,and a bed.closet,drawers and other things.
"wow,thats a cool room."
"thanks."
"listen,do you have a girlfreind?"
"no,why?'
"i dont,do you wanna go out?"
"okay."
"so.."
then trent kissed jamie,and thats hat went on for the rest of the day.
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do you know why?"
'well,she said something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come by my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do you know why?"
'well,she said something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come by my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
I remember the times of the i love you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But you come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights you stayed.
The child in me, from the times you loved me.
The debt you owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time you spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that you are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when you apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But you come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights you stayed.
The child in me, from the times you loved me.
The debt you owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time you spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that you are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when you apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt more than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt more than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
Feyriem Faeor Burian...Feyries Of Winter
He gives me sight,
Saves me from evil's bite,
Holds me when I cry,
Always by my side.
My last breath is taken and given to him,
He saves me from the storm I'm in,
He saves me and calls me his,
Have him when I'm in a crisis.
Jesus is everything.
Everything to me,
Helping me see,
Stealing my heart,
Oh how I hate being apart.
Stand here and be moved by him,
To feel him in my veins,
To feel him inside of me.
My friend,
My helper,
The great shrink,
I am proud to be part of his link.
Blown away by his grace,
Blessed by his mercy,
Oh how he carries.
Holds every tear in his hand,
Wipes away our sorrows,
For a better tomorrow.
