learing to let go is like jumping out of an airplan with no para shoot
Alec pulled up at his house, we didn't talk the whole way there. I knew I should give him time to cool off, he opened my door for me and I got out of the car. When we got inside we went straight to the Coach, he went to the Kitchen and poured us some drinks. For a while we sat there not saying anything, Then he stood up and offered me his hand.
Sill not saying anything we walked out the door hand and hand, I didn't know where we were going but I trusted him. I smiled to my self I never trusted anyone before not even when my family was still alive. Alec drove us to Rose hill, we hiked up to the top and sat down. He stared talking first. "I'm sorry about what happened, it just that-" I shook my head "Thank you, I mean I don't even know why I gave that dumb ass the time of day.
Alec laughed, "why did you?" he said all of a sudden, I thought for a moment and then shrugged my shoulders. "I don't really know, I guess it's because he made me fill like I was wanted." Alec looked at me not quite understanding I sighed. "It's complicated I guess I stared to let my guard down, ever since..." I drifted off the only people who knew about my family was Manny, Jane, Aunt Maggie and me. I did a pretty good job of keeping it out of the paper.
Alec looked at me, I made sure to avoid his eyes, "ever since your family died." He finished for me, I nodded not quite caring how he knew about it. We were quite for a few minutes, "I know how it fills" I looked at him "excuse me?" He rolled his eyes, "I know how it fills to lose some one you Love, some one you hold dear to your heart."
I played with the grass looking ever where but his eyes. "Alec?" I said, he took my hand. "what is it Naomi?"
I shook my head "never mind." Alec gave my hand a squeeze, "you want to know who I lost." I nodded filling like we did this before, "I lost my Parents." I could almost here the pain in his voice, but I could also tell that he was smiling. "How'd you get threw the pain?" I said not wanting to cry, Alec scooted closer to me. "By holding on to the good times." He pushed my chin up so I would be looking up at him.
"You know" I said falling victim to his gaze "Your not as scary as everyone says you are." Alec laughed and I laughed with him, and we both laughed at each other. The sun was about to set, it was getting late. I started to get up, but Alec stopped me. He took my hand his eyes seemed to change color with the sun set, it was a deeper blue.
We sat there looking in to each others eyes, He leaned in. He was going to Kiss me, but did I want to Kiss him back? I liked Alec I really did, but I didn't want to go threw the pain. I was sick of The whole 'love game' and how it only brought pain. I didn't pull away though I couldn't even if I wanted to. I closed my eyes and when I opened the Alec was on the ground. Manny standing in front of him. I was both relived and mad.
"What the Fuck" Manny said walking towards me. I backed up he looked mad. Manny smiled glad that I was afraid of him. "Hola Chica" I backed away from him, "W-What do you want." Manny smiled "I want you Chica" I shook my head, "go away." Manny didn't like that, He came towards me, and grabbed hold of my risk. He forced me to stand up, Alec jumped on his back. "Back the Fuck off." Alec punched him in the noise And Manny stared poring out blood "Son of a *****" Manny said he made a movie towards me and Alec Pushed him back hard. Manny got up and looked at the two of us, He point to me. "This isn't over" he looked at Alec, "That goes for you to."
Alec looked at me, "Are you okay?" I nodded, I wanted to know how Manny found me. Then I remembered This is Manny's Territory, him and his rich foot ball friends hang out here, being pigs. Alec came over to me, "You want to go home." It wasn't a question but I still answered it. "Yes" Alec nodded, seeming a little disappointed. He opened the door for me, and I got in. We arrived at my house, Alec hadn't said a word.
7:00 Pm Tuesday 2010
Alec grabbed my hand be for I got out of the car, he pressed it to his chess, "be safe" he whispered. He tried to kiss me, but I pulled away. He smiled, Knowing why I did it. I smiled back thanking him. I opened my door got out and walked in side the house, My aunt wasn't home. I turned around an waved Alec off, he waved back and drove off.
9:00 pm Tuesday 2010
The dream stared off the same, but this time, before the house caught on fire. I ended up at Alec's house. I walked in to the living room but he wasn't their. I found him in his room, it was cool nothing i excepted it to be. He invited me to sit down on the bed next to him. I did that, I started to get sleepy. I laid down, and Alec laid next to me. I fell asleep in his arms.
Hope this wasn't long, I just get lost in the story, Plz rate and comment.
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
I remember the times of the i love you's
and times when it was i hate you.
But you come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights you stayed.
The child in me, from the times you loved me.
The debt you owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time you spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that you are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when you apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
and times when it was i hate you.
But you come back begging at me feet.
And when my pity defeated me.
and the sweet seranades, in our matching shades.
My rose collection, evidence of your effection.
The sheets unmade, from the nights you stayed.
The child in me, from the times you loved me.
The debt you owe, from using the word borrow.
The times i was scared, was the time you spared.
And this dress i wear, in which are people become aware, that you are gone, and withdrawn.
The memories i hold, they are written in bold.
my broken heart, from when you apart.
so rest now my love, up now from above.
I'm sat at home
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt more than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
In my cardboard box
I'm scared to death
So I cuddle my socks
I hear the key turn in the door
Fear swells inside of me
My hope plummets through the floor
I peep outside my little box
In time to see my daddy roar
I'm worried now, I realise
Because he's angry I notice now
That what I'm seeing with swollen eyes
I don't know when I don't know how
It may be the last thing I ever see
This may be the last of me
I see his boots come closer, so I shriek
My bruises hurt more than ever
He picks me up, I feel so weak
He shakes me now and calls me worthless
I just want him to love me
I just want him to know me
But the broken bottle is against my chest
And is thrust through my cotton vest
Into my heart, the pain is fire
I see myself as I float higher
Now my vision is rimmed with darkness
The end is near, I feel its presence
I just wish that I could tell him
I love him, but his love is dim
For the first couple months, that's what it really feels like; darkness, always there like the puppy you always wished for to follow you around.
Feyriem Faeor Burian...Feyries Of Winter
He gives me sight,
Saves me from evil's bite,
Holds me when I cry,
Always by my side.
My last breath is taken and given to him,
He saves me from the storm I'm in,
He saves me and calls me his,
Have him when I'm in a crisis.
Jesus is everything.
Everything to me,
Helping me see,
Stealing my heart,
Oh how I hate being apart.
Stand here and be moved by him,
To feel him in my veins,
To feel him inside of me.
My friend,
My helper,
The great shrink,
I am proud to be part of his link.
Blown away by his grace,
Blessed by his mercy,
Oh how he carries.
Holds every tear in his hand,
Wipes away our sorrows,
For a better tomorrow.
from:sponge bob
wirtten by:sponge bob
guitar by:spongeb
preformed by:sponge bob&patrick& squidward
featuring:Patrick
also featuring :squidward *sorta*
drums:patrick
singer:spongebob
lets gather around the campfire and sing the campfire song our c-a-mp-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song. and if you think that we cant sing it faster then your wrong but itll help if you just sing along
Bom Bom Bom
*sing it fast!*
C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-am-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song and if you think that we cant sing it faster then you wrong but itll help if you just sing along.
*even faster*C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song Patrick!
"SoNG!C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E..
"squdiward1good!"
Itll help!itll help!if you just sing along!OH YEAH!
THE END
wirtten by:sponge bob
guitar by:spongeb
preformed by:sponge bob&patrick& squidward
featuring:Patrick
also featuring :squidward *sorta*
drums:patrick
singer:spongebob
lets gather around the campfire and sing the campfire song our c-a-mp-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song. and if you think that we cant sing it faster then your wrong but itll help if you just sing along
Bom Bom Bom
*sing it fast!*
C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-am-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song and if you think that we cant sing it faster then you wrong but itll help if you just sing along.
*even faster*C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song Patrick!
"SoNG!C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E..
"squdiward1good!"
Itll help!itll help!if you just sing along!OH YEAH!
THE END
It’s raining on my window pane,
Inside this house looks so lame.
I’m so funny, so bored hunni.
Nothing much to do but to be a horn dog,
Being bored makes me write in my log.
Are we counting up or down?
Nothing seems to go around.
Boredom, you don’t like him.
Boredom, you wanna shoot him.
Don’t make that move.
You get in trouble when looking for fun,
You get so tired when the day is done.
Soon as you get in bed,
You remember what should be done instead.
Just forget the problem.
Get a goodnight sleep and dream.
Forget about the boring adventure,
You should’ve discovered something in nature.
Boredom, forget them.
Boredom, sleep before the morning.
Inside this house looks so lame.
I’m so funny, so bored hunni.
Nothing much to do but to be a horn dog,
Being bored makes me write in my log.
Are we counting up or down?
Nothing seems to go around.
Boredom, you don’t like him.
Boredom, you wanna shoot him.
Don’t make that move.
You get in trouble when looking for fun,
You get so tired when the day is done.
Soon as you get in bed,
You remember what should be done instead.
Just forget the problem.
Get a goodnight sleep and dream.
Forget about the boring adventure,
You should’ve discovered something in nature.
Boredom, forget them.
Boredom, sleep before the morning.
