learing to let go is like jumping out of an airplan with no para shoot
Alec pulled up at his house, we didn't talk the whole way there. I knew I should give him time to cool off, he opened my door for me and I got out of the car. When we got inside we went straight to the Coach, he went to the Kitchen and poured us some drinks. For a while we sat there not saying anything, Then he stood up and offered me his hand.
Sill not saying anything we walked out the door hand and hand, I didn't know where we were going but I trusted him. I smiled to my self I never trusted anyone before not even when my family was still alive. Alec drove us to Rose hill, we hiked up to the top and sat down. He stared talking first. "I'm sorry about what happened, it just that-" I shook my head "Thank you, I mean I don't even know why I gave that dumb ass the time of day.
Alec laughed, "why did you?" he said all of a sudden, I thought for a moment and then shrugged my shoulders. "I don't really know, I guess it's because he made me fill like I was wanted." Alec looked at me not quite understanding I sighed. "It's complicated I guess I stared to let my guard down, ever since..." I drifted off the only people who knew about my family was Manny, Jane, Aunt Maggie and me. I did a pretty good job of keeping it out of the paper.
Alec looked at me, I made sure to avoid his eyes, "ever since your family died." He finished for me, I nodded not quite caring how he knew about it. We were quite for a few minutes, "I know how it fills" I looked at him "excuse me?" He rolled his eyes, "I know how it fills to lose some one you Love, some one you hold dear to your heart."
I played with the grass looking ever where but his eyes. "Alec?" I said, he took my hand. "what is it Naomi?"
I shook my head "never mind." Alec gave my hand a squeeze, "you want to know who I lost." I nodded filling like we did this before, "I lost my Parents." I could almost here the pain in his voice, but I could also tell that he was smiling. "How'd you get threw the pain?" I said not wanting to cry, Alec scooted closer to me. "By holding on to the good times." He pushed my chin up so I would be looking up at him.
"You know" I said falling victim to his gaze "Your not as scary as everyone says you are." Alec laughed and I laughed with him, and we both laughed at each other. The sun was about to set, it was getting late. I started to get up, but Alec stopped me. He took my hand his eyes seemed to change color with the sun set, it was a deeper blue.
We sat there looking in to each others eyes, He leaned in. He was going to Kiss me, but did I want to Kiss him back? I liked Alec I really did, but I didn't want to go threw the pain. I was sick of The whole 'love game' and how it only brought pain. I didn't pull away though I couldn't even if I wanted to. I closed my eyes and when I opened the Alec was on the ground. Manny standing in front of him. I was both relived and mad.
"What the Fuck" Manny said walking towards me. I backed up he looked mad. Manny smiled glad that I was afraid of him. "Hola Chica" I backed away from him, "W-What do you want." Manny smiled "I want you Chica" I shook my head, "go away." Manny didn't like that, He came towards me, and grabbed hold of my risk. He forced me to stand up, Alec jumped on his back. "Back the Fuck off." Alec punched him in the noise And Manny stared poring out blood "Son of a *****" Manny said he made a movie towards me and Alec Pushed him back hard. Manny got up and looked at the two of us, He point to me. "This isn't over" he looked at Alec, "That goes for you to."
Alec looked at me, "Are you okay?" I nodded, I wanted to know how Manny found me. Then I remembered This is Manny's Territory, him and his rich foot ball friends hang out here, being pigs. Alec came over to me, "You want to go home." It wasn't a question but I still answered it. "Yes" Alec nodded, seeming a little disappointed. He opened the door for me, and I got in. We arrived at my house, Alec hadn't said a word.
7:00 Pm Tuesday 2010
Alec grabbed my hand be for I got out of the car, he pressed it to his chess, "be safe" he whispered. He tried to kiss me, but I pulled away. He smiled, Knowing why I did it. I smiled back thanking him. I opened my door got out and walked in side the house, My aunt wasn't home. I turned around an waved Alec off, he waved back and drove off.
9:00 pm Tuesday 2010
The dream stared off the same, but this time, before the house caught on fire. I ended up at Alec's house. I walked in to the living room but he wasn't their. I found him in his room, it was cool nothing i excepted it to be. He invited me to sit down on the bed next to him. I did that, I started to get sleepy. I laid down, and Alec laid next to me. I fell asleep in his arms.
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Serena
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the wall and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the wall and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
i would end up here with you
i was a restless wanderer on a distant path
you were a lonely dreamer with a broken laugh
i would go anywhere the road would lead
my hopes and dreams is all that i would need
i don't need a house or fancy cars
i would rather sleep underneath the stars
you did'nt have much to call your own
but what a lovely smile on your face shown
you said your chance at love had past you by
i told i'm here so dont you cry
our lives were like the pieces of a broken heart
now that we're together what a life could start
there was magic in the air that night
everything was moving at the speed of light
you were like my juliet and i your romeo
you love me i love you thats all i need to know
no longer will you dream of love thats true
no longer will i wander my search has led to you
That day I thought I was a failure. I was sitting outside our house on a bench in my white dress, just staring at the dark sky while raindrops were running down my cheeks. It could have been tears as well, all I knew was that it was raining pretty hard.
As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some tea for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The grass felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
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As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some tea for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The grass felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
This is Molly Stray
