This was the first time when Zean was going to talk bout his past. He continued âI want to talk⊠if you have timeâŠâ âoh yeah I do haveâ said Ben. âBen...â Zean said looking at his shiny shoes, but Ben looked at his face. â I lost my parents at very young age. I donât remember much but yeah I know my dad was guitarist and mom used to play piano. I had a sister her name was Casey. I used to call her âloveâ and sometimes⊠chatterbox. The lips showed heavenly smile were now looking confused. But still he continued âmy family was perfect. Our business wasâŠI think was pretty good. My dad was tough I think and mom was sweet.â.â Then he suddenly looked at Ben and said â do you know my real name is James Zenat Rayâ I am James, mom Zenat and Ray was name of my dad. From my motherâs name I got the name Zean. âI know one thing. My parents died because of my uncles, in greed of property.â âThat day before closing their eyes my parents told me to take care of Love and also I remember the big laughter of my uncle. That day I found â Zealâ while me and Love were escaping from them. Aah that was the musical room. My sis ran to the piano and she began to play it without knowing any reality. They finally found us. I ran to Love to save her from their gun but ⊠I was too slow.. she fell on ground and I⊠I ran closer to her. She said âBrother this isnât ketchup,, it is blood.. am I going to die? Will I wake up tomorrow? âand before I could answer her questions she left me all alone. They didnât take Zeal away and neither Love. I remember uncle Davy said â my son run away or youâll live to die or you will die to live. Choice is yours and run kid Uncle Sam willâŠ.â And I took up Zeal kissed my sisterâs body and ran without asking why they killed that innocent girl who had no idea about what was going on. I looked at the mansion last time it wasâŠammm âLoving Zeanâ I think and probably now it is â Samuel Empireâ Tears appeared in his eyes but didnât fall. Ben said âWHAT ARE YOU HEIR OF FAMOUS RAY FAMILY??? I used to dream..â Zean looked at him with very nice smile and said â dreams..are the thing that never leave us neither we should leave them. My dreams enticed me forward. They gave me a life after death of my soul.. but sometimes dreamsâŠdear Ben deny this dream. It is not empire it is cage. Now I know why uncle Dany gave up Love coz she wouldnât be able to live without mom and dad and Uncle Sam would never let it be. I wandered for 6 years, but I never sold Zeal. I sung in a coffee shop for Love. From there I got some extra money. I never understood the meaning of money, I knew was cloth and food. But after that I met you guys and the Golden Phase of my life started. That was what made my BAD MEMORIES. Ben looked at Zean and Zean looked at Ben. With tears in eyes and smile on face Zean said â Iâll tend to pick up Gold instead of Coal. Then only they heard some footsteps. They saw Ilm, Mira and others coming. Zean wiped out his silver tears which rolled on his cheeks like pearl. Ilm with innocence said âhey we brought some stuffs lets create some Golden memories..â He wasnât ended when Zean began to flow river of tears. Ah he stopped the flow and shouted âYEAH!!!! GOOD MEMORIESâ
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
More eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
More eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
Forever
Forever you are mine
Forever Iâll be here
Forever is what you promised
Your heart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
Itâs worth the suffering
Itâs worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever safe in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever you are mine
Forever Iâll be here
Forever is what you promised
Your heart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
Itâs worth the suffering
Itâs worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever safe in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person you told the truth to all the time was now the one person you have to keep it away from, would you?
would you be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person you told everything to, he was the one who keeps you from falling apart, but if you told him anything he might be the one to bring you tummbling down.
if you had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would you chose? because if you dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person you told the truth to all the time was now the one person you have to keep it away from, would you?
would you be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person you told everything to, he was the one who keeps you from falling apart, but if you told him anything he might be the one to bring you tummbling down.
if you had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would you chose? because if you dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying