My eyes unfocused, I was reminiscing that night that I proposed to Bella. I remember how in love we were, or at least how in love I thought we were. Was I ready for this to happen? I didn't know.
"Edward? Be honest, if you don't want to marry me, then tell me, but I would really appreciate it if you said something."
I focused back on her, realizing my mouth was open. I was determined to make this sound right.
"I'm not saying no, but are you sure you want to?"
I watched her expression as she thought. I needed to understand her.
"I definitely want to. I mean, I love you, I've had experience dating, and I know when something is wrong, but I can tell you do love me. So, of course I want to marry you. But, do you want to marry me?"
"Let me think about this for a little bit."
I sat on the sofa, looking down at the floor. I wanted to marry her, but we hardly knew anything about each other. If I were to agree to this, than we would need to know more about each other. I wanted to know everything about her, just to know her. What she liked, what she hated. Everything. So if I said yes, then the wedding bells would be back on. I knew how she felt and I knew how I felt, so the answer was obvious.
"I thought the guy was supposed to propose, not the other way around,"I said breaking the silence.
She looked at the ground.
"I know I love you, but isn't this going too fast for you?"
"No, this is at the perfect pace,"she replied without looking up.
"Well then."
I pulled her chin up and I could see how bad she was feeling, she thought I was going to say no. I grabbed her hand and towed her away so she was standing just inches from me. I made sure she was watching me, keeping her hand.
"Elizabeth Martin,"I said as I slid down onto one knee. She gasped.
"I love you and you love me. I want you forever and ever, and I promise to love you every second, of every day of forever. And I need you to answer this question. Will you marry me?"
She smiled from ear to ear. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the velvet box.
"Of course, Edward Cullen, yes I'll marry you."
I opened the box and pulled out the ring. Surprisingly, when I slid it on, it fit perfectly.
"This ring was the one my father gave to my mother. And I want you to have it."
Then I got up and pulled her closer. Then I pressed my cold, hard lips to her nice, warm, soft lips. I felt good, even better than when Bella had said yes. I remembered back to when I had watched Liz sleep that one night. About how I wanted her to become a vampire. I realize now how selfish that was. I would let her choose what she wanted to be. I wouldn't stand in her way, no matter how hard. I broke away from the kiss. The look on her face reminded me so much of Bella.
"It's nothing against you, but I don't want to hurt you, which could very easily happen,"I thought about how I called Bella love, I didn't want to repeat that so I decided on,"honey."
She wouldn't notice the pause.
"I know, you have super strength and all, but I did enjoy the kiss."
"As did I. But tomorrow, I want to ask you every question I can think of, no matter how stupid, I want you to answer as best you can and honest."
"Okay, but why tomorrow?"
I looked over to the window. She must not have noticed time slipping away.
"Oh."
"I'll let you sleep now. For the wedding, I want you to decide."
"Okay,"she said as she plopped on the bed.
I kissed her again, the raging fire in my throat, unsatisfied. I left the room. I would be back, but I wanted to get some fresh air. Maybe snack on a squirrel or something.
"Edward? Be honest, if you don't want to marry me, then tell me, but I would really appreciate it if you said something."
I focused back on her, realizing my mouth was open. I was determined to make this sound right.
"I'm not saying no, but are you sure you want to?"
I watched her expression as she thought. I needed to understand her.
"I definitely want to. I mean, I love you, I've had experience dating, and I know when something is wrong, but I can tell you do love me. So, of course I want to marry you. But, do you want to marry me?"
"Let me think about this for a little bit."
I sat on the sofa, looking down at the floor. I wanted to marry her, but we hardly knew anything about each other. If I were to agree to this, than we would need to know more about each other. I wanted to know everything about her, just to know her. What she liked, what she hated. Everything. So if I said yes, then the wedding bells would be back on. I knew how she felt and I knew how I felt, so the answer was obvious.
"I thought the guy was supposed to propose, not the other way around,"I said breaking the silence.
She looked at the ground.
"I know I love you, but isn't this going too fast for you?"
"No, this is at the perfect pace,"she replied without looking up.
"Well then."
I pulled her chin up and I could see how bad she was feeling, she thought I was going to say no. I grabbed her hand and towed her away so she was standing just inches from me. I made sure she was watching me, keeping her hand.
"Elizabeth Martin,"I said as I slid down onto one knee. She gasped.
"I love you and you love me. I want you forever and ever, and I promise to love you every second, of every day of forever. And I need you to answer this question. Will you marry me?"
She smiled from ear to ear. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the velvet box.
"Of course, Edward Cullen, yes I'll marry you."
I opened the box and pulled out the ring. Surprisingly, when I slid it on, it fit perfectly.
"This ring was the one my father gave to my mother. And I want you to have it."
Then I got up and pulled her closer. Then I pressed my cold, hard lips to her nice, warm, soft lips. I felt good, even better than when Bella had said yes. I remembered back to when I had watched Liz sleep that one night. About how I wanted her to become a vampire. I realize now how selfish that was. I would let her choose what she wanted to be. I wouldn't stand in her way, no matter how hard. I broke away from the kiss. The look on her face reminded me so much of Bella.
"It's nothing against you, but I don't want to hurt you, which could very easily happen,"I thought about how I called Bella love, I didn't want to repeat that so I decided on,"honey."
She wouldn't notice the pause.
"I know, you have super strength and all, but I did enjoy the kiss."
"As did I. But tomorrow, I want to ask you every question I can think of, no matter how stupid, I want you to answer as best you can and honest."
"Okay, but why tomorrow?"
I looked over to the window. She must not have noticed time slipping away.
"Oh."
"I'll let you sleep now. For the wedding, I want you to decide."
"Okay,"she said as she plopped on the bed.
I kissed her again, the raging fire in my throat, unsatisfied. I left the room. I would be back, but I wanted to get some fresh air. Maybe snack on a squirrel or something.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
ok so this is a old song from the fiftys but i think it relates to how bella feels after edward leaves her in new moon so here it is
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
thanks for reading im really new at this as some of guys can tell
While I was trying to sleep I couldn't help feel excited about Breaking Dawn and remember the theories I read throughout the day. Then, I remembered the thing about dear Alice having lost all memory of being human. This led me to believe (since her lover was a vamp. right? or something like that.) that maybe Alice actualy wanted to become a vampire.
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
Twilight Fan-Fiction
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my heart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding gown I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my heart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding gown I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)