Twilight

Everything was crashing down.

My heart

My mind

My soul

My entire being

My very existence

All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.

I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.

I never knew happiness.

I never knew beauty of life.

I never knew hope – blind fierce hope

I never knew love.

I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.

I never knew tears.

I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when...

1) Ask Victoria if she really wants to kill Bella because she and Edward were together but had a hectic relationship and she was just jealous that he moved on
2) Ask if James really died by looking at her
3) Call her Raggedy Ann
4) Tell her that when Charlie found her footprint in the mud, he thought Bigfoot was on the loose in Forks, Washington!
5) Sit next to her and keep whispering, "James is dead, James is dead, Edward killed him, James is dead, Edward killed him because of Bella...."
6) Advise her to go change only redheaded people so it'll be the 'attack of the Redheads'
7) Tell Victoria that...

She stirred. Finally her eyes opened, I could see the ocean in her deep blue eyes. Crystal clear.
"Where am I,"she asked in a delicate soprano voice.
"General Hospital," I answered her.
"Who are you?"
"My name isn't important, but I'll tell you that my first name is Edward."
"Why am I here?"
"I found you nearly beaten to death in alley. I brought you here. Your right radius is broken in three places, but I think you'll be able to go home soon."
"Are you an angel?"
"Hardly," I couldn't let these words get to me, couldn't let them remind me of the one I lost.
"You're very handsome, and you're...