Ok, so this fanfiction is set in BD! When Bella was pregnant! I made a new character: Amelia (the narrator), she´s a human who is in love with Jacob, but he still in love with Bella!!
I was decided to get this over with. Those kind of feelings were only hurting me everyday more and more. And Edward himself asked me to try to convince her, so that was my excuse to telling her everything i thought, without having anyone on my way. Jacob was also busy with Sam, this was the time, and it didnt bother me that i would have to walk. I was starting to get tired when i finally saw the house, i made my pace faster, got to the door, took two deep breaths, what i was gonna say was a long time memorized, and got in, when Carlisle opened the door for me. He saw the angry look in my face and surprise got to his face
"Where is she?" - i asked rudely, that wasnt the moment for being polite
"Bella is in the living room" - he said still surprised but really politely, pointing me the way
"Excuse me" and i went to the living room, Edward was beside her, she had a cup with a straw, for what Jacob told me it must be blood, Ugh, totally gross. She raised her eyebrows when she saw me, not stopping the drinking, Edward gave me a small nodd. Ah, only if he knew that i was doing this more to myself than for him, probably from hearing this thoughts, his head fell at on side, i opened my mouth to start speaking but she was faster:
"Hi, Amelia, if you are looking for Jacob he´s not here" - she said in a rude tone
"I know, that´s not why i´m here" - i said, only i knew how much she hated me, everybody thought she was a selfless and perfect person
"Oh, Then why are you here?"
"I´m sick of this Bella" - i shouted and now the whole room, including herself were staring at me. She opened her mouth to say something, but i cut her: "I´m sick of you being the saint and me the vilan, I´m sick of being the only one who sees how selfish you are" - i was losing it
"Selfish?" - she asked and i could see, all the other faces asking the same things with their eyes
"Yes, selfish. YOU are the most selfish person i´ve ever met"
"I´m not selfish" - she whispered looking down, and Edward gave me a hard look, "You asked me for help, now shut up" - i thought and he made a face
"Yes you are!!" i took a deep breath "If you werent selfish you would see how much your blood tease and hurt Edward, and would let him go; you wouldnt keep asking Jacob to come back knowing his feelings for you, and knowing it hurts him so much being here around you. You would let them get rid of this monster that is growing inside you. You would see how much people you are hurting letting this exist. If you werent selfish you would want to live, to be around the people that care and love you, you wouldnt try to die in every chance you get, you wouldnt abbandon your parents and friends, and you would let Charlie go, because apparentely really soon you will be dead and noone is gonna have any idea of how to explain it to him. You have people who really care about you and you dont even value it. - i stopped and took another deep breath, i touched my face and i had tears in my cheeks, i looked around and every stare was now looking away from me, i looked at her and she was crying, i looked at Edward and he was looking down, - "You broke him, you know" - i told her, more camly, - "Jacob, you broke him, he is gonna wait for you, and i think he´ll never be able to love anyone else"
And the door slamed open, and i saw the one that i was talking about, he looked at my face, i was surprised, he wasnt supposed to be here, but then he looked at her, saw her tears and a condamned look he gave me...
I was decided to get this over with. Those kind of feelings were only hurting me everyday more and more. And Edward himself asked me to try to convince her, so that was my excuse to telling her everything i thought, without having anyone on my way. Jacob was also busy with Sam, this was the time, and it didnt bother me that i would have to walk. I was starting to get tired when i finally saw the house, i made my pace faster, got to the door, took two deep breaths, what i was gonna say was a long time memorized, and got in, when Carlisle opened the door for me. He saw the angry look in my face and surprise got to his face
"Where is she?" - i asked rudely, that wasnt the moment for being polite
"Bella is in the living room" - he said still surprised but really politely, pointing me the way
"Excuse me" and i went to the living room, Edward was beside her, she had a cup with a straw, for what Jacob told me it must be blood, Ugh, totally gross. She raised her eyebrows when she saw me, not stopping the drinking, Edward gave me a small nodd. Ah, only if he knew that i was doing this more to myself than for him, probably from hearing this thoughts, his head fell at on side, i opened my mouth to start speaking but she was faster:
"Hi, Amelia, if you are looking for Jacob he´s not here" - she said in a rude tone
"I know, that´s not why i´m here" - i said, only i knew how much she hated me, everybody thought she was a selfless and perfect person
"Oh, Then why are you here?"
"I´m sick of this Bella" - i shouted and now the whole room, including herself were staring at me. She opened her mouth to say something, but i cut her: "I´m sick of you being the saint and me the vilan, I´m sick of being the only one who sees how selfish you are" - i was losing it
"Selfish?" - she asked and i could see, all the other faces asking the same things with their eyes
"Yes, selfish. YOU are the most selfish person i´ve ever met"
"I´m not selfish" - she whispered looking down, and Edward gave me a hard look, "You asked me for help, now shut up" - i thought and he made a face
"Yes you are!!" i took a deep breath "If you werent selfish you would see how much your blood tease and hurt Edward, and would let him go; you wouldnt keep asking Jacob to come back knowing his feelings for you, and knowing it hurts him so much being here around you. You would let them get rid of this monster that is growing inside you. You would see how much people you are hurting letting this exist. If you werent selfish you would want to live, to be around the people that care and love you, you wouldnt try to die in every chance you get, you wouldnt abbandon your parents and friends, and you would let Charlie go, because apparentely really soon you will be dead and noone is gonna have any idea of how to explain it to him. You have people who really care about you and you dont even value it. - i stopped and took another deep breath, i touched my face and i had tears in my cheeks, i looked around and every stare was now looking away from me, i looked at her and she was crying, i looked at Edward and he was looking down, - "You broke him, you know" - i told her, more camly, - "Jacob, you broke him, he is gonna wait for you, and i think he´ll never be able to love anyone else"
And the door slamed open, and i saw the one that i was talking about, he looked at my face, i was surprised, he wasnt supposed to be here, but then he looked at her, saw her tears and a condamned look he gave me...
