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My name is Isabella(Bella)Marie Swan and two years ago I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the love of my life who I had been with through some crazy things or my best friends that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst of pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Bella Black.
Today we lay in bed amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his heart beat,it was nice to have a boy friend or a husband who had a heart beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when I closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even more then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead, all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still love Edward or that I love him more then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still love him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The next day called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not sure how to ask this,but does Edward still love me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella you know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will love you forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make you happy thats why he didnt fight for you he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still love him more then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are you guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a minute but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh by the Bella dont were a pink top or you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See you soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive.He didnt really care so I said bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue top just before I left and when I got there Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he said he`ll be back around five so about 30 minutes from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s perfect face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me or coming,make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like you just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 minutes later I was siting on edwards couch my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside by now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and by the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human or did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a minute later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if you like the story so far!
My name is Isabella(Bella)Marie Swan and two years ago I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the love of my life who I had been with through some crazy things or my best friends that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst of pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Bella Black.
Today we lay in bed amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his heart beat,it was nice to have a boy friend or a husband who had a heart beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when I closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even more then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead, all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still love Edward or that I love him more then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still love him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The next day called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not sure how to ask this,but does Edward still love me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella you know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will love you forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make you happy thats why he didnt fight for you he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still love him more then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are you guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a minute but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh by the Bella dont were a pink top or you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See you soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive.He didnt really care so I said bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue top just before I left and when I got there Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he said he`ll be back around five so about 30 minutes from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s perfect face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me or coming,make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like you just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 minutes later I was siting on edwards couch my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside by now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and by the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human or did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a minute later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if you like the story so far!
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