i sat in my chevy, the gift from my boyfriend that no longer wanted that title. Was jacob seriously that angry at me, that i allowed edward hold while i was sick?
He still diddnt even know, about.
i was debating about saying hello to billy inside, i knew knew i was outside awaiting his sons arrival, but a sense of unwelcome , kept me away.
i sat fusuing over whiether to take jacob with i am woman here me roar, or just start crying now. i have alot to cry about, at least he wont think its fake.
But i interuppted by a bang on my window. Jacob. He had cut his hair to a short do, and his bare chest was build morethen i remembered. his forarm showed-off a tatoo.
I studied me intensly. he was different. and so was his usunal face to see me. I normal got a smile and a kiss, a adoring smug that i loved. One that welcomed me in his presence. The one that made assure that he loved me. But today it was gone, as thought he had never smiled to me ever. he was angry.
Dissappointed. he was irratied. Oh god. i pressed my palm on the fogged window. A tear running in his anga towards me. What did i do to deserve this. Get pregnant? did i betray him unconsquancely.
All i knew was that the man i loved, diddnt love me back, i fought . i mimed the words that i felt in my heart. "I love you." he sighed a heavy sigh, and looked down. defeated but still annoyed.
he fell back on his heels and continued down the yard.
i fiddled witht the door handle sacred for my heart, for my future with this boy. practically falling out of my truck and galloping to his side.
In my reflex i snatch his wrist. But the begs came before my common sense.

"Jacob please! i dont know what is happening, you dont want me now? why? we were soo happy, jacob dont do this, i love you, you loved me, and parts of you still do, so please look at me, and kiss me, be my love" i said with all my might, also banging on his chest trying and failing to get him to stop and listen.

"JUST GO HOME BELLA, BEFORE THINGS GET WORSE. i diddn't imprint on you."
"What?"