I got home and changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top. I went outside and sat on the porch, listening to the city sounds of Seattle.
I was thinking about Ryan, I have known him for over a month now and I really like him, I feel...complete when he's around.He makes me smile.....I heard a car pull up in front of my house and I saw a big guy, with a ski mask on his face get out and come towards me. I tried to get up and run, but he was too fast. I tried to scream and fight back, but he hit me in the face and everything went black.
I opened my eyes. I could hear the buzzing of the dim lights around me. I tried to get lose but my hands where tied above me and my legs below me, I wasn't standing up, I was laying down. I saw someone walk over towards me. I knew his face, with the crooked smile and the green eyes that could see into your soul.
"What do you want?" I asked him, my breathing becoming hitched. He stroked my face and smiled at me that sent a shiver down my spine.
"I want you....I could never have you because of him....Now I can have what I want.Even If I Have To Take It."He said, and slapped me across my face.Tears started to come down my face. He started to take off my shirt and the tears I tried t hold back came until they were racking sobs.
"You know, I wanted to go with you first, but he beat me to it....He knew I liked you."He said and ran his fingers over my stomach.I flinched away. He started on my shorts.
"He told me how he touched you how you felt with him inside you....I just want to see if he was telling the truth."He came back up and smiled at me,leaning in.
"Why would you do this?" II asked him. "Is this some sort of revenge to get back at Lucas?"I asked....He smiled and shook his head. He crushed his lips to mine and started to feel on m, I could feel myself shaking underneath him. I closed my eyes, thinking of happy memories....my family, my friends, Ryan, even Lucas at some point.
I felt some weight being lifted off me and a crash on the other side if the room. My eyes where still closed, even though I felt someone cover me up, lift e and start walking. I felt a chill the further we walked. I could hear sirens and people.
"Thank you so much for finding her!"I heard my mother exclaim. I felt a lot of pairs of hands around me. I flinched a little not knowing who it was. I felt them let go as I was put on a stretcher and into the ambulance, but I still felt to people holding my hand a a third around me.
I opened my eyes when I felt it was safe. I saw two of the faces I love sitting next to me. My dad had bags under his eyes and my mom looked somewhat aged. They both came over to me, hugged and stroked my hair.
"Are you okay Sweetie?"My daddy asked. I just shook my head yes, not trusting my voice. I smiled at them and they smiled in return. They both looked at the clock and then at each other.There was a knock at the door and Ryan walked over to us. My parents excused themselves.
He crawled in next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I cried into his chest. I thought about what happened and why it did, it made me cry harder....I hate Lucas, he told someone that we had sex...I trusted him...I thought i loved him. I didn't know when I feel asleep because I was still crying in my dream.
I was let out the hospital a week ago. I don't start school again until next week, doctors/dad's orders. My dad was taking me to the mall, so I could meet up in Ran, my car was in the shop..
"So Kam-Kam.."He started to say, I knew he was about the say something that would make things awkward. I turned my head towards the window."How have things been going with Ryan...are you guys you know....being safe?"He asked and glanced over to me nervously. I rolled my eyes.
"Daddy, we didn't have sex....I have never had sex with him."I said...I wanted to take back the last part,knowing another question was coming.
"Hvae you ever had...relations with a guy?"My dad asked.
'That's none of your business."I told him in a matter-o-factly tone. I saw his face turn pale.
"It is my Business. answer me."He demanded.
It is not your business besides you had sex at my age, how do you think I'm here....I wasn't the one who left mom for three years and didn't come back until I was two."I all but yelled at him. He stopped the car and I got out and started to walk home. I called a someone that I wanted to talk to.
"Hello."The voice answered.
"Uncle Emmett can you come get me?"I asked him.
I was thinking about Ryan, I have known him for over a month now and I really like him, I feel...complete when he's around.He makes me smile.....I heard a car pull up in front of my house and I saw a big guy, with a ski mask on his face get out and come towards me. I tried to get up and run, but he was too fast. I tried to scream and fight back, but he hit me in the face and everything went black.
I opened my eyes. I could hear the buzzing of the dim lights around me. I tried to get lose but my hands where tied above me and my legs below me, I wasn't standing up, I was laying down. I saw someone walk over towards me. I knew his face, with the crooked smile and the green eyes that could see into your soul.
"What do you want?" I asked him, my breathing becoming hitched. He stroked my face and smiled at me that sent a shiver down my spine.
"I want you....I could never have you because of him....Now I can have what I want.Even If I Have To Take It."He said, and slapped me across my face.Tears started to come down my face. He started to take off my shirt and the tears I tried t hold back came until they were racking sobs.
"You know, I wanted to go with you first, but he beat me to it....He knew I liked you."He said and ran his fingers over my stomach.I flinched away. He started on my shorts.
"He told me how he touched you how you felt with him inside you....I just want to see if he was telling the truth."He came back up and smiled at me,leaning in.
"Why would you do this?" II asked him. "Is this some sort of revenge to get back at Lucas?"I asked....He smiled and shook his head. He crushed his lips to mine and started to feel on m, I could feel myself shaking underneath him. I closed my eyes, thinking of happy memories....my family, my friends, Ryan, even Lucas at some point.
I felt some weight being lifted off me and a crash on the other side if the room. My eyes where still closed, even though I felt someone cover me up, lift e and start walking. I felt a chill the further we walked. I could hear sirens and people.
"Thank you so much for finding her!"I heard my mother exclaim. I felt a lot of pairs of hands around me. I flinched a little not knowing who it was. I felt them let go as I was put on a stretcher and into the ambulance, but I still felt to people holding my hand a a third around me.
I opened my eyes when I felt it was safe. I saw two of the faces I love sitting next to me. My dad had bags under his eyes and my mom looked somewhat aged. They both came over to me, hugged and stroked my hair.
"Are you okay Sweetie?"My daddy asked. I just shook my head yes, not trusting my voice. I smiled at them and they smiled in return. They both looked at the clock and then at each other.There was a knock at the door and Ryan walked over to us. My parents excused themselves.
He crawled in next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I cried into his chest. I thought about what happened and why it did, it made me cry harder....I hate Lucas, he told someone that we had sex...I trusted him...I thought i loved him. I didn't know when I feel asleep because I was still crying in my dream.
I was let out the hospital a week ago. I don't start school again until next week, doctors/dad's orders. My dad was taking me to the mall, so I could meet up in Ran, my car was in the shop..
"So Kam-Kam.."He started to say, I knew he was about the say something that would make things awkward. I turned my head towards the window."How have things been going with Ryan...are you guys you know....being safe?"He asked and glanced over to me nervously. I rolled my eyes.
"Daddy, we didn't have sex....I have never had sex with him."I said...I wanted to take back the last part,knowing another question was coming.
"Hvae you ever had...relations with a guy?"My dad asked.
'That's none of your business."I told him in a matter-o-factly tone. I saw his face turn pale.
"It is my Business. answer me."He demanded.
It is not your business besides you had sex at my age, how do you think I'm here....I wasn't the one who left mom for three years and didn't come back until I was two."I all but yelled at him. He stopped the car and I got out and started to walk home. I called a someone that I wanted to talk to.
"Hello."The voice answered.
"Uncle Emmett can you come get me?"I asked him.
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Summit Entertainment isn't wasting any time in their search for a director for New Moon and Eclipse, the much-anticipated follow-ups to their uber-hit vampire flick Twilight. Deadline Hollywood Daily's resident troublemaker Nikki Finke is reporting that they've offered the job to Chris Weitz, director of one of last year's biggest flops, The Golden Compass. Why? Summit reportedly liked the job Weitz did with visual effects on the film, which snagged a 2007 Academy Award for Best Achievement in Visual Effects. New Moon and Eclipse should both demand higher levels of visual effects than the Catherine Hardwicke-directed predecessor, and Weitz's skills will be especially handy should either film's plot be re-written to involve giant polar bear fights.
Summit Entertainment isn't wasting any time in their search for a director for New Moon and Eclipse, the much-anticipated follow-ups to their uber-hit vampire flick Twilight. Deadline Hollywood Daily's resident troublemaker Nikki Finke is reporting that they've offered the job to Chris Weitz, director of one of last year's biggest flops, The Golden Compass. Why? Summit reportedly liked the job Weitz did with visual effects on the film, which snagged a 2007 Academy Award for Best Achievement in Visual Effects. New Moon and Eclipse should both demand higher levels of visual effects than the Catherine Hardwicke-directed predecessor, and Weitz's skills will be especially handy should either film's plot be re-written to involve giant polar bear fights.
Calling all jacob fans!
Little question...
In breaking dawn, it is clear that Jacob was only drawn to a part of Bella (the part that is now in Renesmee) rather than Bella her self.
Jacob was always known for being in love with Bella and hated the fact that he would always be seconds best (the best man, the best friend) next to Edward (*swoons*).
But once Renesmee is separated from Bella during the delivery, Jacob doesnt feel the strong pull that he felt towards Bella, instead he feels it from another direction (down the stairs)
What are your opinions on this part of the book? and what do you think about this twist in the story?
i am curious to hear (read) other peoples views.
Please comment back :)
CherryPop19
Little question...
In breaking dawn, it is clear that Jacob was only drawn to a part of Bella (the part that is now in Renesmee) rather than Bella her self.
Jacob was always known for being in love with Bella and hated the fact that he would always be seconds best (the best man, the best friend) next to Edward (*swoons*).
But once Renesmee is separated from Bella during the delivery, Jacob doesnt feel the strong pull that he felt towards Bella, instead he feels it from another direction (down the stairs)
What are your opinions on this part of the book? and what do you think about this twist in the story?
i am curious to hear (read) other peoples views.
Please comment back :)
CherryPop19