Chapter 8
E|POV
7 weeks later.
I really didn’t want to see anyone or anyone to see me for that fact. She left 7 weeks ago, since then I attempted suicide 3 times, but every time someone found me. The first time my Mum Esme, The second time my Father Carlisle and the last time my big brother Emmet when he came home from college for a break.
FLASHBACK
I tried to remember her as the darkness took over me, I wouldn’t feel this pain anymore. I heard noises someone crying. Who is it I thought to myself. Suddenly I felt pressure on my wrists, the voices then became clearer. It was my mum, she was crying asking me what she had done to make me do this to myself. When I talked my voice was crackly (E)Mum, please leave me! It’s not your fault, just let me go (E) I practically begged. (M) Over my dead body (M) she screamed. Then everything went black.
END OF FLASHBACK
After than they out me into rehab for two weeks. Where I slowly stopped harming myself. Everyone asked why I did it? I never told any of them the reason why. Every day I kept the letter Bella had sent me in my pocked, it had bloodstains on it from where I had been cutting myself. Mum and Dad were beginning to notice Bella wasn’t around and wondered why. I believe they knew that it was why I was so upset. Our parents always thought we were made for each other, I did to but was too weak to act on it. So this is how I ended up here in this mess. I became friends with Tyler Crowley a few weeks ago. He was the school bad boy and loved it. He had invited me to his end of term party so I decided to go along and see what it would be like. I really couldn’t be bothered with my appearance so I threw on some jeans and a grey hoodie and headed out. I jumped into my silver Volvo and drove there since I wasn’t planning on drinking. When I arrived I went in and had a look around then grabbed a coke. As I turned around I saw her in the doorway. What the hell is she doing here I asked myself, but was brought out of that question by how stunning she looked. From that moment on I made it my mission to have Bella back in my life, starting with talking to her tonight !
Hope you like comment etc! Thanks (:
Lisa.
E|POV
7 weeks later.
I really didn’t want to see anyone or anyone to see me for that fact. She left 7 weeks ago, since then I attempted suicide 3 times, but every time someone found me. The first time my Mum Esme, The second time my Father Carlisle and the last time my big brother Emmet when he came home from college for a break.
FLASHBACK
I tried to remember her as the darkness took over me, I wouldn’t feel this pain anymore. I heard noises someone crying. Who is it I thought to myself. Suddenly I felt pressure on my wrists, the voices then became clearer. It was my mum, she was crying asking me what she had done to make me do this to myself. When I talked my voice was crackly (E)Mum, please leave me! It’s not your fault, just let me go (E) I practically begged. (M) Over my dead body (M) she screamed. Then everything went black.
END OF FLASHBACK
After than they out me into rehab for two weeks. Where I slowly stopped harming myself. Everyone asked why I did it? I never told any of them the reason why. Every day I kept the letter Bella had sent me in my pocked, it had bloodstains on it from where I had been cutting myself. Mum and Dad were beginning to notice Bella wasn’t around and wondered why. I believe they knew that it was why I was so upset. Our parents always thought we were made for each other, I did to but was too weak to act on it. So this is how I ended up here in this mess. I became friends with Tyler Crowley a few weeks ago. He was the school bad boy and loved it. He had invited me to his end of term party so I decided to go along and see what it would be like. I really couldn’t be bothered with my appearance so I threw on some jeans and a grey hoodie and headed out. I jumped into my silver Volvo and drove there since I wasn’t planning on drinking. When I arrived I went in and had a look around then grabbed a coke. As I turned around I saw her in the doorway. What the hell is she doing here I asked myself, but was brought out of that question by how stunning she looked. From that moment on I made it my mission to have Bella back in my life, starting with talking to her tonight !
Hope you like comment etc! Thanks (:
Lisa.
*Lady gaga's clothes are better than Alice's clothes!
*Bella has a secretly crush on Rosalie!
*Jasper is a pedophile that's why he felt in love with Alice!
*Renesmee and Nahuel are a perfect couple
*Carlisle is gay!
*Esme has sex with Charlie every night!
*I think Felix is stronger than Emmett!
*Rosalie envies Tanya because of her beauty!
*Edward is in love with Leah!
*Rosalie thinks about Jacob while she's having sex with Emmett!
*Bella is getting wrinkly
*Aro is hotter than Edward!
9. “I’m so full I’m about to puke, but I think I can force it down. I won’t enjoy it at all though.” (Page 239)
8. “I’m useless these days, no wonder Billy’s always gone. I’m so boring.” (Page 326)
7. “I run at a toasty one-oh-eight point nine these days. I’ll have you sweating in no time.” (Page 490)
6. “Of course, you’d warm up faster if you took your clothes off.” (Page 491)
5. “Does my being half-naked bother you?” (Page 216)
4. “Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard!” (Page 289)
3. “It’s enough of a pain to carry the shorts around with me, let alone a complete outfit. What do I look like, a pack mule?” (Page 216)
2. “Did you seriously just stamp your foot? I thought girls only did that on TV.” (Page 119)
1. “Next time you want to hit me, use a baseball bat or a crowbar, okay?” (Page 335)
So, I noticed that on many Edward and Bella sites I go on have at least one article related to Edward being a stalker. But is it true?
Edward can be viewed as a stalker, in some ways:
1. He and Bella spend all their time together.
2. He insists on driving her to school every day.
3. He has switched his classes so he can be in most of the same periods as her.
4. They sit together at lunch everyday (though I'm not sure this really counts, because it's Bella's choice.)
5. He watches Bella sleep--enough said.
6. He insists on marriage (though in the books, Eclipse specifically, this point is given a logical reason. Edward wants to marry Bella because he loves her, he's a stalker, and because he wants to save his virtue.)
But the truth is he became a stalker because he loves Bella. And Bella loves him. Isn't that what counts most of all?
Edward can be viewed as a stalker, in some ways:
1. He and Bella spend all their time together.
2. He insists on driving her to school every day.
3. He has switched his classes so he can be in most of the same periods as her.
4. They sit together at lunch everyday (though I'm not sure this really counts, because it's Bella's choice.)
5. He watches Bella sleep--enough said.
6. He insists on marriage (though in the books, Eclipse specifically, this point is given a logical reason. Edward wants to marry Bella because he loves her, he's a stalker, and because he wants to save his virtue.)
But the truth is he became a stalker because he loves Bella. And Bella loves him. Isn't that what counts most of all?